It's good to have ed back as his schedule permits. I have to admit that we both got a bit busy: him with work and his private life, and me with all my new boys and trainees.
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The day was amazing, Mistress. I felt the need so strongly, that I knew I had to beg for the rings as soon as the thought of them entered my mind... and then, wriggling that first ring over and onto my balls and getting my cock into it, I knew that I had to wear three for you.
i was hard very quick, very intensely... which of course only made me feel them more.. especially the one around my cock, above the other two. it gripped my rigid cock so tightly, like i knew your hands would.
all day i felt them... i felt you... i felt your teasing touch... your grip... your wicked smile as you might inspect and adjust them...
i was so hard... thinking about the possibilities of the story for you... of the reality of that kind of service for you...
i wore them all day, Mistress... taking them off before bed... though since i had not been in contact with you towards the end of the day, i did not know your wishes... so i did not cum, Mistress.....
i love you Mistress...
yours,
edward
* * *
For being such a good boy, and and to welcome ed back, I decided to give him a second Cock Ring #MMDay, with an orgasm allowed before bed. ;-)
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Final Report (For Now)
by SeekingP
When we started, I knew that SeekingP only intended to train with me while his Lady was out of town for a few months. While She has been gone, we have worked on his porn addiction and the fact that he needs to focus on Her service and pleasure rather than on letting his own selfish habits take his time and attention away from her. We have also worked on his disrespectful actions toward other women, such as his tendency to stare at their assets as they walk by on the street.
I am really glad to see that my combination of written punishments and cock control have made a difference for him. While I am sad to see him go, I understand that now he needs to focus on his own Goddess. And I do have to say that she is a very lucky lady to have such an intelligent and sensual boy who knows that it is his place to please Her. The fact that he noticed that his focus was straying from Her and took steps to change that speaks well of him. I would hope that I could help other committed couples in much the same way.
I don't think a few sessions will solve every problem, and do believe that long-term reinforcement may often be required. Since SeekingP was straightforward with me, I am happy to help, if at any point, he finds himself slipping or in need of additional training, and would welcome working with him again.
* * *
Dear Mistress Magick,
I am happy that you have accepted my lines and have granted me an orgasm.
It took me a bit of time to start on this set of lines. I had used up almost all the pages of my legal sized notepad, so I had to go to the stationary shop and get myself a new pad of paper. I also had come down with a bit of a head cold, which was making me rather slow and tired. But after I assembled the necessary stationary, I started on my lines. This set of lines seemed to go quite slowly. It seemed to take a long time to even approach the half-way mark. But the lines were doing their job of reminding me of what's important and what I shouldn't do.
Going to work in the morning after having spent part of the previous night writing my line was a good experience. I could hear and feel my line in my head, reminding me that I was *not* allowed to stare at and ogle women. My focus should be on my Goddess, not on disrespecting random women in the street.
During this time, I'd been working on completing a To-Do list of things that I want to do in preparation for my Goddess's homecoming. It is now just a short time until she will be home, and I want to do what I can to welcome her, make her feel special and comfortable. And I'm also looking forward to the sex that we will have, and I've been fantasizing about all the different ways I want to pleasure and pamper her when she gets home.
I was happy when I finally finished my lines. I waited for your response and was happy to be granted an orgasm, as at that point it had been more than a week since I'd had one. It is amazing to know that I can go for a week or more without cumming and that such a schedule can begin to feel normal to my body, compared to sometimes having multiple orgasms per day when I was in charge of my cock.
I received your email on Thursday morning, so I'd have to wait until Thursday night to give myself an orgasm. I followed your instructions, thinking about my Goddess and all the ways I wanted to pleasure and pamper her. This was easy, as her impending return already had me thinking about the things I wanted to do to welcome her back, and all the different ways I want to kiss and lick her. I edged 4 or 5 times over the course of 20 minutes, and then finally pleasured myself until I went over the edge. The orgasm felt good, then I quickly licked my seed from my hand before it went cold or my arousal subsided. I don't enjoy the taste of my cum, but there it was...I thus cleaned up my mess and then went to sleep.
I am proud of myself, as it's been nearly a month since I've engaged in my porn habit. Instead, I've been able to focus on doing more productive things and on how I want to treat my Goddess and and our sexualities. But I also know that a month is not a lot of time, and that it is still quite easy to fall back into old habits, spending hours viewing porn on the internet. But so far I've been good, and I intend to really try to keep it up (no pun intended). My Goddess will now be home in a week, so I want to fill this week full of chores that I can do to make the house clean an welcoming for her return, as well as fantasies about all the different ways I want to hug, kiss and pleasure her when she gets back. Upon her return, I think it will be easy for me to focus on her and be a good submissive servant. In the longer term, it may be harder, but it's a challenge that I'm up for.
At the moment I can't think of other behaviours that I would like to address in this way. I feel that my behaviour has improved over the course of the last month, and now I'm trying to focus on my Goddess's return and on how I want to focus my sexuality on her.
In submission,
SeekingP
I am really glad to see that my combination of written punishments and cock control have made a difference for him. While I am sad to see him go, I understand that now he needs to focus on his own Goddess. And I do have to say that she is a very lucky lady to have such an intelligent and sensual boy who knows that it is his place to please Her. The fact that he noticed that his focus was straying from Her and took steps to change that speaks well of him. I would hope that I could help other committed couples in much the same way.
I don't think a few sessions will solve every problem, and do believe that long-term reinforcement may often be required. Since SeekingP was straightforward with me, I am happy to help, if at any point, he finds himself slipping or in need of additional training, and would welcome working with him again.
* * *
Dear Mistress Magick,
I am happy that you have accepted my lines and have granted me an orgasm.
It took me a bit of time to start on this set of lines. I had used up almost all the pages of my legal sized notepad, so I had to go to the stationary shop and get myself a new pad of paper. I also had come down with a bit of a head cold, which was making me rather slow and tired. But after I assembled the necessary stationary, I started on my lines. This set of lines seemed to go quite slowly. It seemed to take a long time to even approach the half-way mark. But the lines were doing their job of reminding me of what's important and what I shouldn't do.
Going to work in the morning after having spent part of the previous night writing my line was a good experience. I could hear and feel my line in my head, reminding me that I was *not* allowed to stare at and ogle women. My focus should be on my Goddess, not on disrespecting random women in the street.
During this time, I'd been working on completing a To-Do list of things that I want to do in preparation for my Goddess's homecoming. It is now just a short time until she will be home, and I want to do what I can to welcome her, make her feel special and comfortable. And I'm also looking forward to the sex that we will have, and I've been fantasizing about all the different ways I want to pleasure and pamper her when she gets home.
I was happy when I finally finished my lines. I waited for your response and was happy to be granted an orgasm, as at that point it had been more than a week since I'd had one. It is amazing to know that I can go for a week or more without cumming and that such a schedule can begin to feel normal to my body, compared to sometimes having multiple orgasms per day when I was in charge of my cock.
I received your email on Thursday morning, so I'd have to wait until Thursday night to give myself an orgasm. I followed your instructions, thinking about my Goddess and all the ways I wanted to pleasure and pamper her. This was easy, as her impending return already had me thinking about the things I wanted to do to welcome her back, and all the different ways I want to kiss and lick her. I edged 4 or 5 times over the course of 20 minutes, and then finally pleasured myself until I went over the edge. The orgasm felt good, then I quickly licked my seed from my hand before it went cold or my arousal subsided. I don't enjoy the taste of my cum, but there it was...I thus cleaned up my mess and then went to sleep.
I am proud of myself, as it's been nearly a month since I've engaged in my porn habit. Instead, I've been able to focus on doing more productive things and on how I want to treat my Goddess and and our sexualities. But I also know that a month is not a lot of time, and that it is still quite easy to fall back into old habits, spending hours viewing porn on the internet. But so far I've been good, and I intend to really try to keep it up (no pun intended). My Goddess will now be home in a week, so I want to fill this week full of chores that I can do to make the house clean an welcoming for her return, as well as fantasies about all the different ways I want to hug, kiss and pleasure her when she gets back. Upon her return, I think it will be easy for me to focus on her and be a good submissive servant. In the longer term, it may be harder, but it's a challenge that I'm up for.
At the moment I can't think of other behaviours that I would like to address in this way. I feel that my behaviour has improved over the course of the last month, and now I'm trying to focus on my Goddess's return and on how I want to focus my sexuality on her.
In submission,
SeekingP
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Cock & Cum Stuffing Assignment Report
by johnj
My wonderful new UK boy. johnj, was the first to "test drive" my original November assignment. I was curious to see how well the stuffing would work in general, and also specifically in regard to the brand that jezi had suggested for use in the UK. I sounds like it was "ace" :-), and it's easy to see from johnj's report why I enjoy him so much! ;-)
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Dear Mistress
I’m honoured to be the first to submit Your Thanksgiving “Paxo” assignment. The whole idea was very erotic, even starting with purchasing the stuffing mix. It comes in two sizes, the larger box being marked the words “serves 16-20 people”. Well, it’s a full-time job serving You Mistress, let alone 16-20 other people, but undaunted I purchased the larger packet, just in case it turned into a party.
The anticipation preparing the stuffing was intense. Having planned the time carefully, I thought it should be done properly, so undressed completely before entering the kitchen. Out came the mixing bowl and wooden spoon ready, the kettle was put on the stove and the Paxo opened.
Can anyone tell me what it is about a wooden spoon and a boy’s bare bottom? It’s like a magnetic attraction, and I couldn’t resist a few swift warming thwacks, imagining You had instructed me to use the wooden spoon, while waiting for the kettle to boil. And then a few more. And a few more after that.
Then, unfortunately, the kettle was boiling and all was ready to begin. I will add in a word of caution here for any other boy completing this assignment. If you have “got into the mood” so to speak, be very, very careful when handling boiling water. I shudder to think of the consequences should there be any spillage!
Mixing the stuffing took a few minutes, and following the instructions on the packet, I added “a large knob of butter”. Made me grin to think the whole purpose of the exercise was to add another knob later…
It was then a shock, well, more a surprise really, happened as the stuffing took thirty minutes to cool down enough to handle! The whole concept of the relativity of time became crystal clear to me, as half an hour seemed like half a week. Oh, all right, I have exaggerated a little, but easily half a day! At last it reached a very pleasant gentle warmth, and the fun was about to begin in earnest.
Placing the large bowl on the floor, I knelt astride it, gently placing my hands into the mixture from each side. I felt so naughty, and bringing up most of the contents of the bowl, encased Your cock in the warm mixture. It felt wonderful; the warm, moist texture of the stuffing was incredible. The mixture stuck to my fingers a lot more than it did Your cock, which puzzled me as both were clean, but I only thought about it for about half a second or so. The eroticism, the pleasure, the decadence, the naughtiness, all combined with thinking of You, Mistress, imagining You sitting there watching me, resulted in the experience being over far too soon. The taste of my seed was overshadowed by the strong taste of stuffing... And then began the washing up, of the bowl, wooden spoon and me.
One word of caution: - Paxo has tiny bits of onion in it, be careful not to get one down the "eye" of the cock or it might result in an embarrassing trip to A&E [emergency room]. Should this happen, the following assignment might then be: -
“Describe your visit to A&E and how you explained small pieces of onion down the end of your cock.
Describe whether the nurses were: -
a) young
b) pretty,
c) giggling
d) annoyed at you wasting their time
e) understanding
f) interested in how your assignment was coming along
g) friends with Mistress Magick
h) all the above”
Your boy
johnj
* * *
Dear Mistress
I’m honoured to be the first to submit Your Thanksgiving “Paxo” assignment. The whole idea was very erotic, even starting with purchasing the stuffing mix. It comes in two sizes, the larger box being marked the words “serves 16-20 people”. Well, it’s a full-time job serving You Mistress, let alone 16-20 other people, but undaunted I purchased the larger packet, just in case it turned into a party.
The anticipation preparing the stuffing was intense. Having planned the time carefully, I thought it should be done properly, so undressed completely before entering the kitchen. Out came the mixing bowl and wooden spoon ready, the kettle was put on the stove and the Paxo opened.
Can anyone tell me what it is about a wooden spoon and a boy’s bare bottom? It’s like a magnetic attraction, and I couldn’t resist a few swift warming thwacks, imagining You had instructed me to use the wooden spoon, while waiting for the kettle to boil. And then a few more. And a few more after that.
Then, unfortunately, the kettle was boiling and all was ready to begin. I will add in a word of caution here for any other boy completing this assignment. If you have “got into the mood” so to speak, be very, very careful when handling boiling water. I shudder to think of the consequences should there be any spillage!
Mixing the stuffing took a few minutes, and following the instructions on the packet, I added “a large knob of butter”. Made me grin to think the whole purpose of the exercise was to add another knob later…
It was then a shock, well, more a surprise really, happened as the stuffing took thirty minutes to cool down enough to handle! The whole concept of the relativity of time became crystal clear to me, as half an hour seemed like half a week. Oh, all right, I have exaggerated a little, but easily half a day! At last it reached a very pleasant gentle warmth, and the fun was about to begin in earnest.
Placing the large bowl on the floor, I knelt astride it, gently placing my hands into the mixture from each side. I felt so naughty, and bringing up most of the contents of the bowl, encased Your cock in the warm mixture. It felt wonderful; the warm, moist texture of the stuffing was incredible. The mixture stuck to my fingers a lot more than it did Your cock, which puzzled me as both were clean, but I only thought about it for about half a second or so. The eroticism, the pleasure, the decadence, the naughtiness, all combined with thinking of You, Mistress, imagining You sitting there watching me, resulted in the experience being over far too soon. The taste of my seed was overshadowed by the strong taste of stuffing... And then began the washing up, of the bowl, wooden spoon and me.
One word of caution: - Paxo has tiny bits of onion in it, be careful not to get one down the "eye" of the cock or it might result in an embarrassing trip to A&E [emergency room]. Should this happen, the following assignment might then be: -
“Describe your visit to A&E and how you explained small pieces of onion down the end of your cock.
Describe whether the nurses were: -
a) young
b) pretty,
c) giggling
d) annoyed at you wasting their time
e) understanding
f) interested in how your assignment was coming along
g) friends with Mistress Magick
h) all the above”
Your boy
johnj
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