Saturday, November 3, 2012

My Punishment For Not Stopping
by simple twist

This was simple twist's first time writing lines as punishment, and I think I may have gone a bit too easy on him. He's still on probation, and I expect him to be on his best behavior for some time to come (no pun intended).
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Yesterday, Mistress Magick gave me the privilege of removing my chastity cage and edging Her cock for Her pleasure. I had stopped when I reached the edge.  But I didn't have enough self-control, and I touched Her cock again. It was just enough to push me over the edge. I came without permission!

My punishment was to write lines, edging between them in order to teach me greater self-control and focus. I was instructed to write the line:
  "I must learn better self-control so I can please Mistress Magick as She desires."
100 times, and to edge Her cock after every 20th line.

If I made a mistake while writing, I had to mark my mistake and start that page again, including edging again if I had to rewrite a 20x numbered line. If I came by mistake, I was to add another 100 repetitions, making 200 times, and at least ten edges, and so on.

I went to the store early this afternoon to get a fresh notebook and black pens. While there, I was reminded your blog post about Pervertables, and tweeted a picture of some rulers.

When I got home, I stripped down, took off my chastity cage, and changed into my purple Victoria's Secret cheeky panties as You directed. I wasn't to wear anything else while I wrote my lines. I kept my chastity cage on the table right next to me as instructed to serve as a visual reminder that it's Your cock and exists for Your pleasure.

It took my a few minutes of practice lines to get the formatting down. This was my first time writing lines and presentation was a big part of your instructions. I wanted to make sure everything looked right and uniform on the page. Once I got it figured out, I settled in to begin my writing.

I only made it to my third line before making my first mistake. I wrote the letter S on top of the letter A in the word please. I put a slash through page 1 and started over from the beginning. I knew I would have to take my time, and focus on every word so I wasn't repeating myself more than I had to.

I fit 10 lines per page, and after finishing the second page it was time to edge. I pulled Your cock out of my panties, and began to stroke. While stroking all I could think of was the line I had written. In my head I kept repeating "I mist learn better self-control so I can please Mistress Magick as she desires." Soon, I was at the edge and immediately let go and put Your cock back in my panties. Pulling away so close to the edge goes against every natural urge I have, but it's worth it to be frustrated and a good boy for You.

I settled back down and moved on with my lines. It's easy to fall into the trap of taking your mind of each individual letter and word, but I was constantly reminding myself to focus and take my time. I didn't want to write the same page over and over again to get it right. My hand was already getting sore, I didn't want to add any more to it than I had to.

After the 4th page and 40th line, I stopped to edge again. This time I got there even quicker, but refrained from going over. I went back to work on my lines starting the 5th page, and ran into my first real problems with writing. After writing my 41st and 42nd line, I noticed that I put two spaces between them instead of one. I slashed through the page and started a fresh one. This time, I wrote up to line 46 cleanly. But on line 47 I wrote a second E on the end of desires instead of an S. Once again, I slashed through the page and started over at line 41 again. It had been 20 minutes since my line 40 edge and I've made no real progress. I forced myself to focus more, slow down, and finally got through the page.

I made sure I took my time as I continued on, and in doing so I was forced to focus on every word, with every repetition. And in doing so, I was constantly reminding myself of how wrong I was to touch Your cock after I was supposed to take my hand away, and how bad I felt in disappointing You. I slowly worked my way through my pages, and after the 80th line edged again. This time I was there almost immediately, and wanted to push myself over so badly. But once again I just secured Your cock back in my panties, and moved on to finish my final two pages.

While working on the last page, I was afraid I was going to screw up and have to keep repeating it as I was so close to the end. But I made it through and got to 100 without another mistake. But that left one more edge. And once again I was there quickly, and was so afraid that I'd spill over and have to do 100 more lines. But I managed, and gained the self-control to stop myself and put Your cock away one last time.

I let it settle down for a few minutes while I took pictures of my pages,. When I was done with that, I had gone down enough to lock Your cock back in the chastity cage.

Thank You, Mistress Magick, for taking the time to train me to be the best boy I can be. I felt awful when I came without permission, which greatly exceeded any feeling of relief I got from it. When I was done with my lines, Your cock was aching and my hand was sore, reminding me that I'm Your boy, and it's Your cock, and it's all for Your pleasure.

Yours,

simple twist

2 comments:

  1. WOw nicely done simple twist. Wonderful story of how Mistress trains , you are lucky She is training you so well.

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