Today, Mistress Magick decided to reward me for a doing good job on my first #MMDay Report and for posting a blog entry about my sissy style that a few people had talked about on Twitter. Mistress permitted me one edge for every person on Twitter who had talked about or retweeted my blog entries, followed by a release! Since I could count six people who had talked about them on Twitter, I was permitted six edges. After three days of not touching, I was very happy!
For my first edge, I rubbed myself through my purple panties while thinking of Mistress Magick, and repeating the phrase “Your girl, Mistress” as instructed. As I came close to orgasm, I focused on the sensation of being near to release, and the accompanying sensation of pleasure and then denial upon stopping. It's so strange, whereas an orgasm typically ripples through the whole body, the sensation of edging and stopping begins in my clittie, and flows through the body, but seems to stop around my belly button, before lingering for a little while. It's an interesting sensation to focus on.
My second and third edge took place in the shower. Knowing Mistress Magick likes it when I kneel and imagine I'm kneeling in front of Her, I kneeled in the shower and began to stroke. Repeating “Your girl, Mistress”, I stroked and stroked. Imagining Mistress in front of me helped me hold on and not accidentally release, as I desperately want to impress Her. After doing the things I was meant to do in the shower – you know, washing myself – I squatted down, spread my knees as far apart as I could, and began again. This time was probably the closest I've been to the edge without actually cumming. I'm quite proud of myself for getting that close without going over the edge!
My fourth and then fifth edge happened in my bed later that afternoon. I decided to put on my large headphones and put Barbie Girl on repeat, so I could really escape and get in a sissy state of mind. It really didn't take too long before I came close to the edge and had to stop. I decided to look at a bunch of images on Twitter, and hadn't realised I was playing with myself until I recognised the feeling of being on the edge and needing to stop! I realised that this would count as my fifth edge – I was quite frustrated with myself, as I knew I'd not been concentrating and only had one edge left.
Later that night, I kneeled before my bed for my sixth and final edge. I knew this would be the last chance I would have to experience any sort of pleasure before I have to complete Mistress Magick's Naughty November assignment, so I decided to make the most of it, and dressed up in my special pink Sailor Moon costume (minus the gloves) and pink wig (pic above). I began to slowly stroke, repeating the phrase “thank You, Mistress” and “Your girl, Mistress” as Mistress instructed. I slowly came close to the edge, and then stopped, knowing I'd soon be allowed a release but desiring to extend the experience for as long as possible. I again focused on the sensation of stopping. Since being under the control of Mistress Magick, I've really come to appreciate the sensation of being made to stop and the way that feels. It's different to the sensation of release, but it feels... more powerful.
Knowing this was my big moment, I began to rub myself sensually, repeating “Your girl, Mistress”, and before I knew it I had experienced a mind-blowing orgasm and released my sissy juices into my hand. I thanked Mistress, and put my hand to my mouth, swallowing it all. I have now swallowed two complete loads in a row, which is the first time in my life I've ever swallowed two full loads in a row. This time didn't seem to taste as bad as last time, which makes me wonder: am I learning to love the taste, or is it just because Mistress wants me to do it that I'm suddenly not repulsed by it? In either case, it means that my sissification is taking place not just physically, but also mentally, on a subconscious level. To be honest, that's kind of exciting! I'm thankful to Mistress Magick for allowing me to have this chance for release, and for the changes that are already taking place in me.
Thank you for reading this report! Please, reblog it, tweet about it, and tell everyone you know about it!
taylah maid
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I love how introspective this was (both how you are paying careful attention to what's happening in your mind and body, and how you are expressing it to me), as well as how you are taking the time to savor every edge. Keep up the good work, taylah!
M
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Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Sunday, November 3, 2013
#MMDay Report
by taylah maid
Below is the first #MMDay Report from my new potential sissy, taylah maid, which you can also read on her Tumblr here. She is sincere, eager and well-mannered, and I like that she's active in the sissy world, including designing some sissy assignments! She's a bit more outrageous in her style than my usual sissy, and I wasn't sure at first, but I'm finding her an intelligent and interesting potential addition to my "household".
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Last Wednesday, Mistress Magick declared a #MMDay, where submissive boys and gurls edge (masturbate to the "edge" of orgasm, but stop before reaching orgasm) for Mistresses' entertainment and pleasure.
Because I live in Australia, the day was almost over before I could start, but luckily Mistress gave me a twenty-four hour period in which I was permitted to edge. In this #MMDay, I was only permitted to edge once per location; I then needed to go somewhere else before I could edge again.
My first edge was in bed. Having the luxury of a late start and an empty house, and knowing the items available to me in my room, I began by putting on my blindfold and inserting earplugs. That way, I would not be able to see or hear anything; instead focusing intently on Mistress. If someone was to return home while I was cut off from the world like this, I would not know until they physically touched me. Luckily, nobody returned home! As this sissy began to rub, this sissy began to vocalise my pleasure at this opportunity, repeatedly moaning "thank You, Mistress", louder and louder, until I was practically shouting! It took 25 minutes for this sissy to reach the edge of orgasm.
My second edge was in the toilet. This time, it took only ten minutes to reach the edge, and I did not vocalise as much as before; as I didn't truly know how loud I had been vocalising before because of the earplugs, I decided to speak much quieter.
I moved to the lounge room [living room] for my third edge. There's something about being in the lounge room that always feels risky! It took seven minutes to edge this time.
For my fourth edge, I moved to the shower. I love being in the shower, pouring liquid soap on myself, and experiencing the sensations involved with that. As I reached the edge, I turned the hot water off completely so that I was forced to endure a cold shower. Not fun!
Later that day, I was heading into a work function. That didn't mean the edging was to stop! Following orders from Mistress Magick, my fifth edge was in my car, while I was driving. With one hand on the wheel, I rubbed myself through the light purple panties and trousers I was wearing to the work function. Talk about distracting! I'm sure if anyone pulled up along side me they'd have a few questions!
My sixth edge was in a public bathroom before the work function. I edged slowly, and spent twenty minutes getting to the edge. I was really starting to feel as though I had lost control now! Now, I was merely a distracted, horny, denied sissy attempting to appear and feel like a man. Of course, I knew I was far from it!
My seventh edge was in a bathroom at the function. I had waited until the room was empty to begin, and once the coast was clear I began to slowly bring myself toward the edge. Several colleagues entered the room to relieve themselves, and all I could think was "what would happen if they knew that in this cubicle, I was here, getting heartbreakingly close to orgasm and then stopping just because someone had told me to"! Upon leaving, I felt the most frustrated I have felt in a long time, and then struggled to look my colleagues in the eye. They politely said nothing about the extended period of time I had spent in the bathroom.
My eighth edge was back at home. Mistress Magick had tweeted at me: "Before bed, I want you to kneel and edge again for me. Then, after less than a minute's break, start again and cum, thanking me."
I really wanted to cum, but I was exhausted and knew I would not enjoy it if I came right away. I asked Mistress if I could please wait until the next morning to release for Her. Mistress replied that I may, but I had to wait a full 24 hours before I was permitted to reach orgasm!
The 24 hours I had to wait was such an interesting experience. While only a short period of chastity, it drove me mental not being able to touch myself! The whole day, I could not stop thinking about Her, and about how I was a sissy, and how I was under Mistresses' control. I could have just gone and cum and not told Mistress about it, but this... I wanted to control myself; I wanted to hold on, simply because Mistress had told me to. That made it worth it.
24 hours later, I had my ninth and final edge. Alone, in pitch black in my room, kneeling before my bed, I began to stroke and stroke. After coming so close to orgasm, I did as Mistress ordered, stopped, waited for less than a minute, before continuing on to orgasm. I can tell you the orgasm was amazing! I released into my hand, thanking Mistress profusely, and per Mistresses' request, I swallowed it all.
I have only ever swallowed all of my cum once in my life; normally I might just lick at my hand but smear most of it on myself so I don't have to consume it. I swallowed it, and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be (though I still found it yucky)! I was pleased to be able to orgasm, and to be under Mistress Magick's control.
Mistress Magick has also asked me to begin tweeting my #DailyPanties and #ChastityStatus. This is a simple tool to ensure that I am keeping up with my sissy training, wearing panties every day, and not having an orgasm without Mistresses' permission or knowledge. I look forward to keeping everyone up to date with my efforts!
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Last Wednesday, Mistress Magick declared a #MMDay, where submissive boys and gurls edge (masturbate to the "edge" of orgasm, but stop before reaching orgasm) for Mistresses' entertainment and pleasure.
Because I live in Australia, the day was almost over before I could start, but luckily Mistress gave me a twenty-four hour period in which I was permitted to edge. In this #MMDay, I was only permitted to edge once per location; I then needed to go somewhere else before I could edge again.
My first edge was in bed. Having the luxury of a late start and an empty house, and knowing the items available to me in my room, I began by putting on my blindfold and inserting earplugs. That way, I would not be able to see or hear anything; instead focusing intently on Mistress. If someone was to return home while I was cut off from the world like this, I would not know until they physically touched me. Luckily, nobody returned home! As this sissy began to rub, this sissy began to vocalise my pleasure at this opportunity, repeatedly moaning "thank You, Mistress", louder and louder, until I was practically shouting! It took 25 minutes for this sissy to reach the edge of orgasm.
My second edge was in the toilet. This time, it took only ten minutes to reach the edge, and I did not vocalise as much as before; as I didn't truly know how loud I had been vocalising before because of the earplugs, I decided to speak much quieter.
I moved to the lounge room [living room] for my third edge. There's something about being in the lounge room that always feels risky! It took seven minutes to edge this time.
For my fourth edge, I moved to the shower. I love being in the shower, pouring liquid soap on myself, and experiencing the sensations involved with that. As I reached the edge, I turned the hot water off completely so that I was forced to endure a cold shower. Not fun!
Later that day, I was heading into a work function. That didn't mean the edging was to stop! Following orders from Mistress Magick, my fifth edge was in my car, while I was driving. With one hand on the wheel, I rubbed myself through the light purple panties and trousers I was wearing to the work function. Talk about distracting! I'm sure if anyone pulled up along side me they'd have a few questions!
My sixth edge was in a public bathroom before the work function. I edged slowly, and spent twenty minutes getting to the edge. I was really starting to feel as though I had lost control now! Now, I was merely a distracted, horny, denied sissy attempting to appear and feel like a man. Of course, I knew I was far from it!
My seventh edge was in a bathroom at the function. I had waited until the room was empty to begin, and once the coast was clear I began to slowly bring myself toward the edge. Several colleagues entered the room to relieve themselves, and all I could think was "what would happen if they knew that in this cubicle, I was here, getting heartbreakingly close to orgasm and then stopping just because someone had told me to"! Upon leaving, I felt the most frustrated I have felt in a long time, and then struggled to look my colleagues in the eye. They politely said nothing about the extended period of time I had spent in the bathroom.
My eighth edge was back at home. Mistress Magick had tweeted at me: "Before bed, I want you to kneel and edge again for me. Then, after less than a minute's break, start again and cum, thanking me."
I really wanted to cum, but I was exhausted and knew I would not enjoy it if I came right away. I asked Mistress if I could please wait until the next morning to release for Her. Mistress replied that I may, but I had to wait a full 24 hours before I was permitted to reach orgasm!
The 24 hours I had to wait was such an interesting experience. While only a short period of chastity, it drove me mental not being able to touch myself! The whole day, I could not stop thinking about Her, and about how I was a sissy, and how I was under Mistresses' control. I could have just gone and cum and not told Mistress about it, but this... I wanted to control myself; I wanted to hold on, simply because Mistress had told me to. That made it worth it.
24 hours later, I had my ninth and final edge. Alone, in pitch black in my room, kneeling before my bed, I began to stroke and stroke. After coming so close to orgasm, I did as Mistress ordered, stopped, waited for less than a minute, before continuing on to orgasm. I can tell you the orgasm was amazing! I released into my hand, thanking Mistress profusely, and per Mistresses' request, I swallowed it all.
I have only ever swallowed all of my cum once in my life; normally I might just lick at my hand but smear most of it on myself so I don't have to consume it. I swallowed it, and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be (though I still found it yucky)! I was pleased to be able to orgasm, and to be under Mistress Magick's control.
Mistress Magick has also asked me to begin tweeting my #DailyPanties and #ChastityStatus. This is a simple tool to ensure that I am keeping up with my sissy training, wearing panties every day, and not having an orgasm without Mistresses' permission or knowledge. I look forward to keeping everyone up to date with my efforts!
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Friday, October 25, 2013
Sissy Birthday Spanking & Cummie Report
by My jezi-darling
I spent much of jezi's birthday chatting with her, but she didn't have access to a proper spanking implement so I gave her a special homework assignment. ;-) I hope you enjoy her report. ~ M
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Finally having the privacy to complete my task, I selected my panties for the day: the lovely and very sissy pinup panties that My Mistress Magick so very lovingly gifted me for my birthday three (yes 3!) years ago.
They seemed perfect for what the morning had in store: my belated birthday spankings followed by a loving release in honour of My Mistress.
Mistress had been kind enough to allow me, Her sissy jezi, a release if, and only if, i were a good sissy and gave myself 52 spanks [including some extras "to grow on"], 26 to each cheek, with a wooden spoon in honour of my birthday.
i selected a suitably long handled implement and made my way to a private place in order to commence my spankings. i knelt and slid my panties down my thighs to expose my bottom in readiness and then proceeded to administer the spanks in blocks of 13 to each bum cheek. First 13 to the right, then 13 to the left and then repeated, all the time imagining My Mistress had Her hand on the handle and was helping me with my aim.
i cannot say the swats were painless - far from it, - and i am sure my cheeks were glowing admirably by the end. The glowing heat along with the stinging of the swats reminded me of how lucky i am to be back under probation with Mistress and how much i had missed being in Her Service.
The spankies complete, my attention now turned to Her cock, which was now somewhat aroused and a little dribbly with precum from the pleasure of my bottom having been spanked! i took Mistress' cock between my forefinger and thumb of my right hand and began to rub and stroke it as it grew firmer and slightly longer, (i am blessed with a truly sissy sized peewee, blushes). As my caressing got faster and faster my mind and my voice repeated over and over our mantra which meant so much to me and Mistress, and is our bond in times of pleasure. All said with suitable pauses and gasps between each word and phrase the following was uttered, nay, lovingly spoken....
Your girl, Mistress.
Your cock, Mistress.
Your pleasure, Mistress.
After the recent double edging #MMDay and my birthday spanks, there was not long to wait before Mistress' cock shot forth its load into the palm of my waiting hand, the glowing of my cheeks now warm on both my bum and my face as i knew the final task awaiting me......
The delight of my release filled me with joy and the reward from Mistress was the yummy sissy cream now in my palm which was eagerly and devotedly lapped and licked up.
Your sissy jezi was and is so happy to be able to share this with You, Mistress, and hopes that this report might put a smile on Your beautiful face as You set about Your day, curtsey
With much love and huggles and kisses,
Your sissy, jezi gurl
xxx
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Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Mirrored Sissy Release Report
by my jezi-darling
As with the boys, I wanted to see how jezi would do watching herself kneeling in front of the mirror for me as she had a release. However, being that she's a sissy, I decided to let her wear lingerie rather than being completely nude. And, of course, my cock ring collar was required. ;-)
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It was with a feeling of love and delight that i readied myself for a special 'mirrored' release for You.
i had taken part in the recent #MMDay edging games. You had deemed me worthy of a 'victory' and was allowing me a release for Your pleasure. i was so pleased to have been granted such an honour and to have it made public by You tweeting my win and prize.
The rules for my release were simple: to kneel, while wearing Your lavender/purple metal cock-ring and wearing panties selected to please You. i was lucky enough to also be allowed to don a satin top too. Thank you for allowing me to wear it as a special gift/reward. The twist to this release was to do it all in front of a mirror so i could see my reflection as i honoured You.
i selected a pair of panties that i knew You would like and had not seen for some time: black satin with dangly bows at each hip. i 'secured', if that's a good word, Your package in the metal ring, found a bright pink satin camisole, quite short, to slip over my naked torso and then knelt before the mirror.
i slipped my panties down to release Your cock and then began to tease and stroke Your cock while i rubbed my nipples a little through the satin. i quickly became very hard and tense, the ring adding to the aching and longing in Your package for a release. As I stroked, i could see the reflection of my honour for You in the mirror.
It took barely more than a minute before i was repeating our mantra and filling my palm with sissy juice from Your cock
Your girl, Mistress
Your cock, Mistress
Your pleasure, Mistress
ALWAYS
i eagerly lapped up the fruit from Your cock, licked my hand and sucked my fingers dry.
The mirroring added to the tension and excitement. i took some personal pictures for You to see how thankful for the release your sissy jezi-girl was (though they were much more difficult to take than i had anticipated and may not have come out as well as i hoped - maybe next time).
i hope this report finds my loving and wonderful Mistress well and meets Your approval, and maybe even finds it's way onto Your blog to show me off.
[But of course! ;-)]
with love and affection
kisses
Your chaste sissy jezi-girl
xxx
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It was with a feeling of love and delight that i readied myself for a special 'mirrored' release for You.
The rules for my release were simple: to kneel, while wearing Your lavender/purple metal cock-ring and wearing panties selected to please You. i was lucky enough to also be allowed to don a satin top too. Thank you for allowing me to wear it as a special gift/reward. The twist to this release was to do it all in front of a mirror so i could see my reflection as i honoured You.
i selected a pair of panties that i knew You would like and had not seen for some time: black satin with dangly bows at each hip. i 'secured', if that's a good word, Your package in the metal ring, found a bright pink satin camisole, quite short, to slip over my naked torso and then knelt before the mirror.
i slipped my panties down to release Your cock and then began to tease and stroke Your cock while i rubbed my nipples a little through the satin. i quickly became very hard and tense, the ring adding to the aching and longing in Your package for a release. As I stroked, i could see the reflection of my honour for You in the mirror.
It took barely more than a minute before i was repeating our mantra and filling my palm with sissy juice from Your cock
Your girl, Mistress
Your cock, Mistress
Your pleasure, Mistress
ALWAYS
i eagerly lapped up the fruit from Your cock, licked my hand and sucked my fingers dry.
The mirroring added to the tension and excitement. i took some personal pictures for You to see how thankful for the release your sissy jezi-girl was (though they were much more difficult to take than i had anticipated and may not have come out as well as i hoped - maybe next time).
i hope this report finds my loving and wonderful Mistress well and meets Your approval, and maybe even finds it's way onto Your blog to show me off.
[But of course! ;-)]
with love and affection
kisses
Your chaste sissy jezi-girl
xxx
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Yummy Mirror Trick & Release Report
by mKo
Mmm... I'm late getting this posted as well. I thought it was about time that we revealed the Mirror Trick. ;-) It's hard to believe that this was just your first time practicing it... not even two weeks ago. What are you up to now... seven edges? Maybe, next time, it should be eight! ;-)
What I love most is all the naughty things you do for me, and how they make you so horny and frustrated, and yet you suffer through for me. I love the image of you kneeling at my feet as I order you to edge again and again. ;-)
While it was totally unplanned, this was a very special night with you. *smiling softly* I know private time is hard to find so late at night (your time), but I hope that it is the first of many to come (no pun intended... okay, maybe a little!) ;-)
*kisses*
M
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Mistress,
Late, as ever, but also delivered in adoration of You, I submit my report from Your weekend of playing with me. :-)
Firstly, I was at #ChastityStatus Day 6. The longest I had gone for you, and in fact the longest I'd ever gone. You had also enjoyed some teasing time with me via an #MMDay on Thursday. To say that I was on the verge of begging for my release is a minor understatement. However we had discussed that I had some solid time alone one Saturday afternoon prior to leaving for a night out with my mates locally. And unfortunately the game you subjected me to that afternoon was virtually my own fault! [Because he was so interested in it, and mentioned it so much that I had him send me the link to the description.]
I will say however at this juncture, Your lessons for me this weekend taught me a great deal about myself. And the main learning point was that as long as I know how much pleasure and joy my suffering, embarrassment and humiliation bring to you, the greater my desire to suffer more for you. A real "hallelujah" moment!
My task was simple, evil, testing and frustration ridden. I was to kneel, naked over a mirror. Using only two fingers and lube I had to edge myself in five minute sessions. I was not allowed to cum. The session ended at 5 minutes or when I had a drop of pre-cum on the mirror (which I had to lick off incidentally!). If I failed to produce a drop of pre-cum inside the five minutes the session did not count. In between each session, achieved or failed, I had a minute to rest. Oh and I had to achieve 5 drops of pre-cum on the mirror before I was allowed to quit! Here's how it panned out:
0 to 5mins - Failed. I was oozing cum for you Mistress, but it didn't hit the miror.
5 to 10mins - Success number 1. At 6:59 I was lick a large drop of pre-cum from the mirror.
10 to 15mins - Success number 2. At 14:57 (way too close) I licked more pre-cum from the mirror.
15 to 20mins - Failed. Again it was dripping from me, but not close enough.
20 to 25mins - Success number 3. At 23:02 I had another drop on the mirror to lick away.
25 to 30mins - Success number 4. At 27:09 I was licking the mirror again, a lot this time.
30 to 35mins - Failed. Halfway through I got too close and had to stop otherwise I'd have released without permission.
35 to 40mins - Failed. Again I was too close and had to stop. I began to wonder if I could complete this task for you Mistress.
40 to 45mins - Success number 5. At 43:44 i produced my 5th droplet of pre-cum and licked clean the mirror.
I cannot begin to describe the range of emotion and feeling this session produced. Humiliation at being naked, (imagining) You stood watching my suffering and enjoying the look of desperation on my face each time I had to stop, each time I had to lick my pre-cum from the mirror. I wanted so badly to please you, so much to release, but my head knew my release would NOT please You but that my suffering did.
My body trembled from the second session onward; the physical demand of the task was greater than I thought it would be. Half way through my pulse was sky high, and I could barely talk through the haze of sexual desire You had created and caged within me. And then, at the end, I had to put clothes on and go enjoy a lads night out! All night my cock was hard, every touch set a nerve ending on fire and unleashed thoughts of You and *that* session. Every time I spoke I wondered if they could tell I had been lapping my own pre-cum from a mirror literally minutes before. To say I had a permanent flush all evening is totally unnecessary!
It is an intense task. Thank You, so much Mistress! I do not look forward to being ordered to do it again, but then I do because I know You enjoy it so much. It's a real love/hate task!
Later that evening we had a discussion whilst my friends slept on sofas and the floor around me. A discussion that had my cock hard and throbbing all over again as I learned how to pleasure You, how to be what you required of me and what my new mantra was: Your boy, Mistress, Your cock, Mistress, Your pleasure, Mistress. I was so turned on at the end of it all that I was literally rubbing against the inside of the duvet in the dark!
I was granted my release, but despair was on the agenda. I couldn't get to the toilets without disturbing the four who slept around me. Not a problem for Your lovingly wicked mind, Mistress. I was to kneel, right there in the dark, surrounded by slumbering colleagues and friends, take Your cock and recite my mantra until I came, thanking You as I did so. It did NOT take long, and there was so much cum...even in the dark I could it feel it run out of my hand and on to the bedding. As I licked it out of my hand, I could hear someone turn over in the dark. I knew if I was seen by anyone, there would be no explaining this!! I lay down as swiftly as I could praying that no-one saw, thanking You deeply for the day we had had together off and on.
The real fun for You, Mistress? As we all awoke that morning and enjoyed a slightly hungover cup of tea on the patio in the sun I was aware people kept looking at me funny. I took myself to the nearest mirror. SHOCK AND HORROR! Some of my cum had dried on my chin in the night! I washed it away quickly! Hopefully, they all just think I dribble in my sleep! The shame!
Ever lovingly Yours Mistress,
mKo
What I love most is all the naughty things you do for me, and how they make you so horny and frustrated, and yet you suffer through for me. I love the image of you kneeling at my feet as I order you to edge again and again. ;-)
While it was totally unplanned, this was a very special night with you. *smiling softly* I know private time is hard to find so late at night (your time), but I hope that it is the first of many to come (no pun intended... okay, maybe a little!) ;-)
*kisses*
M
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Mistress,
Late, as ever, but also delivered in adoration of You, I submit my report from Your weekend of playing with me. :-)
Firstly, I was at #ChastityStatus Day 6. The longest I had gone for you, and in fact the longest I'd ever gone. You had also enjoyed some teasing time with me via an #MMDay on Thursday. To say that I was on the verge of begging for my release is a minor understatement. However we had discussed that I had some solid time alone one Saturday afternoon prior to leaving for a night out with my mates locally. And unfortunately the game you subjected me to that afternoon was virtually my own fault! [Because he was so interested in it, and mentioned it so much that I had him send me the link to the description.]
I will say however at this juncture, Your lessons for me this weekend taught me a great deal about myself. And the main learning point was that as long as I know how much pleasure and joy my suffering, embarrassment and humiliation bring to you, the greater my desire to suffer more for you. A real "hallelujah" moment!
My task was simple, evil, testing and frustration ridden. I was to kneel, naked over a mirror. Using only two fingers and lube I had to edge myself in five minute sessions. I was not allowed to cum. The session ended at 5 minutes or when I had a drop of pre-cum on the mirror (which I had to lick off incidentally!). If I failed to produce a drop of pre-cum inside the five minutes the session did not count. In between each session, achieved or failed, I had a minute to rest. Oh and I had to achieve 5 drops of pre-cum on the mirror before I was allowed to quit! Here's how it panned out:
0 to 5mins - Failed. I was oozing cum for you Mistress, but it didn't hit the miror.
5 to 10mins - Success number 1. At 6:59 I was lick a large drop of pre-cum from the mirror.
10 to 15mins - Success number 2. At 14:57 (way too close) I licked more pre-cum from the mirror.
15 to 20mins - Failed. Again it was dripping from me, but not close enough.
20 to 25mins - Success number 3. At 23:02 I had another drop on the mirror to lick away.
25 to 30mins - Success number 4. At 27:09 I was licking the mirror again, a lot this time.
30 to 35mins - Failed. Halfway through I got too close and had to stop otherwise I'd have released without permission.
35 to 40mins - Failed. Again I was too close and had to stop. I began to wonder if I could complete this task for you Mistress.
40 to 45mins - Success number 5. At 43:44 i produced my 5th droplet of pre-cum and licked clean the mirror.
I cannot begin to describe the range of emotion and feeling this session produced. Humiliation at being naked, (imagining) You stood watching my suffering and enjoying the look of desperation on my face each time I had to stop, each time I had to lick my pre-cum from the mirror. I wanted so badly to please you, so much to release, but my head knew my release would NOT please You but that my suffering did.
My body trembled from the second session onward; the physical demand of the task was greater than I thought it would be. Half way through my pulse was sky high, and I could barely talk through the haze of sexual desire You had created and caged within me. And then, at the end, I had to put clothes on and go enjoy a lads night out! All night my cock was hard, every touch set a nerve ending on fire and unleashed thoughts of You and *that* session. Every time I spoke I wondered if they could tell I had been lapping my own pre-cum from a mirror literally minutes before. To say I had a permanent flush all evening is totally unnecessary!
It is an intense task. Thank You, so much Mistress! I do not look forward to being ordered to do it again, but then I do because I know You enjoy it so much. It's a real love/hate task!
Later that evening we had a discussion whilst my friends slept on sofas and the floor around me. A discussion that had my cock hard and throbbing all over again as I learned how to pleasure You, how to be what you required of me and what my new mantra was: Your boy, Mistress, Your cock, Mistress, Your pleasure, Mistress. I was so turned on at the end of it all that I was literally rubbing against the inside of the duvet in the dark!
I was granted my release, but despair was on the agenda. I couldn't get to the toilets without disturbing the four who slept around me. Not a problem for Your lovingly wicked mind, Mistress. I was to kneel, right there in the dark, surrounded by slumbering colleagues and friends, take Your cock and recite my mantra until I came, thanking You as I did so. It did NOT take long, and there was so much cum...even in the dark I could it feel it run out of my hand and on to the bedding. As I licked it out of my hand, I could hear someone turn over in the dark. I knew if I was seen by anyone, there would be no explaining this!! I lay down as swiftly as I could praying that no-one saw, thanking You deeply for the day we had had together off and on.
The real fun for You, Mistress? As we all awoke that morning and enjoyed a slightly hungover cup of tea on the patio in the sun I was aware people kept looking at me funny. I took myself to the nearest mirror. SHOCK AND HORROR! Some of my cum had dried on my chin in the night! I washed it away quickly! Hopefully, they all just think I dribble in my sleep! The shame!
Ever lovingly Yours Mistress,
mKo
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Thursday, June 2, 2011
#MMDays Edging Game Report
by george
Dear Mistress Magick,
I was thrilled when you announced a #MMDay edging day based on the rules you had established. For this day of #MMDay edging I wore my new purple nylon thong http://twitpic.com/4zl0c3
I edged six times that day, my tweets below describe those exciting edges.
My first #MMDay edge today for @Mistress_Magick - while kneeling in my study - 2 points
(I was so excited that I nearly lost control on this first edge.)
2nd #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - kneeling in my bathroom, 2 points, 4 total
(The next time I edge in my bathroom perhaps I should watch myself in the mirror.)
Kneeling again for my 3rd #MMDay edge - 2 points, total points = 6
Still kneeling & frustrated as I quivered to my 4th #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - 2 more points, total = 8, almost there!
(I was shaking like a leaf after this edge and leaked a few drops which I dutifully licked up.)
Kneeling and leaking as I completed my 5th #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - 2 more points for a total of 10 points today
Kneeling again as I edged one more time before enjoying an explosive release at the end of this #MMDay - thanking Mistress Magick for such an intense experience
I was even more excited when a few days later you announced another #MMDay edging contest. However, this time you added a devious twist - no one was allowed a release, although you might consider one for the winner. Of course we were all now extremely motivated to take part in the contest.
For this #MMDay of edging I wore my Black polka dot nylon V-string http://twitpic.com/48rsgc It is such a tease to wear such skimpy panties!
Following are my tweets from that #MMDay of edging:
First #MMDay edge kneeling in my bathroom (2 points) - left me leaking & frustrated. Once again I licked up my frustrating drops of pre cum
2nd #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick while ringed (2 pts), today's frustrating total so far = 5.
(I could feel my ring tightly grasping me as I edged, reminding me of Mistress Magick)
For my 3rd edge I left work during my lunch break and drove to a secluded spot in the woods nearby. I nervously watched for any cars, particularly police patrols!
3rd #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick ringed & parked in the woods a mile away (1+2+3+1 pts), total so far = 12
4th #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - ringed, leaking & quivering (3 pts), total today = 15 points
Unfortunately, after my fourth edge things at home got a bit hectic and I was unable to continue taking part in the contest. Naturally this meant I had no opportunity to win a chance at a release that day. I have remained chaste ever since and I am quite hard and excited inside my black sheer hipsters as I type this report for you.
Your faithful boy
I was thrilled when you announced a #MMDay edging day based on the rules you had established. For this day of #MMDay edging I wore my new purple nylon thong http://twitpic.com/4zl0c3
I edged six times that day, my tweets below describe those exciting edges.
My first #MMDay edge today for @Mistress_Magick - while kneeling in my study - 2 points
(I was so excited that I nearly lost control on this first edge.)
2nd #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - kneeling in my bathroom, 2 points, 4 total
(The next time I edge in my bathroom perhaps I should watch myself in the mirror.)
Kneeling again for my 3rd #MMDay edge - 2 points, total points = 6
Still kneeling & frustrated as I quivered to my 4th #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - 2 more points, total = 8, almost there!
(I was shaking like a leaf after this edge and leaked a few drops which I dutifully licked up.)
Kneeling and leaking as I completed my 5th #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - 2 more points for a total of 10 points today
Kneeling again as I edged one more time before enjoying an explosive release at the end of this #MMDay - thanking Mistress Magick for such an intense experience
I was even more excited when a few days later you announced another #MMDay edging contest. However, this time you added a devious twist - no one was allowed a release, although you might consider one for the winner. Of course we were all now extremely motivated to take part in the contest.
For this #MMDay of edging I wore my Black polka dot nylon V-string http://twitpic.com/48rsgc It is such a tease to wear such skimpy panties!
Following are my tweets from that #MMDay of edging:
First #MMDay edge kneeling in my bathroom (2 points) - left me leaking & frustrated. Once again I licked up my frustrating drops of pre cum
2nd #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick while ringed (2 pts), today's frustrating total so far = 5.
(I could feel my ring tightly grasping me as I edged, reminding me of Mistress Magick)
For my 3rd edge I left work during my lunch break and drove to a secluded spot in the woods nearby. I nervously watched for any cars, particularly police patrols!
3rd #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick ringed & parked in the woods a mile away (1+2+3+1 pts), total so far = 12
4th #MMDay edge for @Mistress_Magick - ringed, leaking & quivering (3 pts), total today = 15 points
Unfortunately, after my fourth edge things at home got a bit hectic and I was unable to continue taking part in the contest. Naturally this meant I had no opportunity to win a chance at a release that day. I have remained chaste ever since and I am quite hard and excited inside my black sheer hipsters as I type this report for you.
Your faithful boy
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
NO Release #MMDay Panty Shopping & Edging Game Report
by panty freak
Another great report from panty freak. He and mKo won the edging contest, and I made sure that they both had very special releases. (Those reports will be coming (pun fully intended) in the next several days.)
Hope you are well and enjoyed yesterday's #MMDay as much as I did. I'm sure it was more satisfying for you ;-) but was definitely fun for me.
Thank you letting me participate. It really feels right at the moment to have you controlling my masturbation and playing with my desire for your amusement. I guess I'll just have to hope that sooner or later it will amuse you more to have me cum for you, than to deny me further...
Anyway, I know that you won't even consider allowing me relief until you have, and are happy with, this report, so I guess I'd better get writing. You are making me feel more and more like a schoolboy with you checking my maths and demanding written reports!
You announced the #MMDay for Thursday 26th on the previous day, although I don't think I read about that straight away due to some twitter issues. It had very similar rules to the previous #MMDay Edging Game, but with one crucial difference - no relief after earning a certain number of points, just 24 hours of edging and then ... well, more horniness, more frustration but no more touching. It was definitely playing on my mind throughout the #MMDay that I had no idea of, and no control over, when I'd next orgasm - and of course that's still the case.
The other new requirement was for black or purple panties, with lace or microfibre (at least that's how I remember it). [I specified purple &/or black panties with lace, mesh and/or sheer areas ] As I was away, meeting that requirement meant buying new panties, which I'll get to later...
I woke fairly early on the 26th in my hotel and so got straight to "work" on #MMDay. As you required each edge to be "tweeted" I've included those tweets to tell (part of) the story:
Started today's #MMDay at 6.30am with edge number 1 in my hotel room. Total 1 point. Thank you @Mistress_Magick
It was my second day of chastity, so natural for me to wake up a little horny - but not nearly as aroused as I got later in the day.
2nd #MMDay edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) in the shower in my hotel (3pts) thinking of @Mistress_Magick. Total 5pts, overall 6pts
As I've said before, kneeling to edge just seemed natural and appropriate as part of MMDay (although of course it wasn't always possible). [I love that kneeling felt so right for you. Of course, I imagine you at my feet.]
3rd, hugely frustrating, #MMDay edge (1pt) in the bathroom at the office (3pts). Overall total 10pts.
I edged in quite a few different locations for this #MMDay and always felt so vulnerable and nervous masturbating in some strange location and wondering who might hear me. Fortunately, I think I didn't have any really close escapes - at least that I know about! [*evil grin*]
After this it was lunchtime, and I took the opportunity to head out of the office to do some shopping. I didn't have a lot of time, but there was an Marks and Spencer near the office so I went there. Somehow I seemed to find myself in the lingerie department...
@Mistress_Magick I have a real love - hate relationship with panty shopping. Makes me feel humiliated and aroused all at the same time...
That was definitely true in this case - hunting for a pair of panties to meet your requirements, knowing that I would soon be wearing them, and masturbating in them - I felt (and looked I think) very aroused and definitely felt very humiliated. Certainly one of the naughtier ways to spend a lunch hour.
It was a large store and there was an enormous selection of panties - in retrospect I should have got another pair to wear today - and it wasn't difficult to find a suitable black, lacy thong with lots of semi-transparent microfibre. Of course once I had the panties, I thought it only fair to: 1) share with you; and 2) take the opportunity to edge in a new location.
#DailyPanties New black, lacy, microfibre thong panties for today's #MMDay http://t.co/7ziycyd http://t.co/jBrLOO7
4th #MMDay edge (1pt) in the gents in M&S (3pts) while putting on my new panties (5pts). Feeling naughty & humiliated but now have 19pts.
I think the links were deleted pretty quickly (no idea why?!?), but I've attached some pictures - which were taken immediately before I started that 4th edge. [I've included the yummy rear view above. Unfortunately, the front view is too naughty for my blog.]
Eventually, I calmed down enough to go back to the office, where fortunately I hadn't been missed. Managed to get at least some work done before:
5th #MMDay edge (1pt) in the bathroom in the office. Total 20pts. An orgasm is so close, and yet also SO far away.
This was maybe halfway through the afternoon. I think I spent most of the afternoon's meetings thinking about edging, but not actually scoring points. I still think you should reconsider your decision not to award points for thinking about where and when to edge ;)
6th #MMDay edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) back at my hotel. 2pts, total 22. Maybe working out will take the edge off my incessant horniness.
Wow, that really was wishful thinking - like there was anything that could reduce my horniness at this stage. Well, maybe one thing, but you'd made it very clear that wasn't allowed.
7th #MMDay edge (1pt) in the restaurant bathroom (3pts) - 4pts, total 26pts. Trying to cool down & calm down before rejoining my colleagues
[This is another of those scenerios that really gets me going.]
Another edge where I was loving the feeling of my cock in my hand, but really concerned at someone overhearing my stroking. Was tempted to disappear to the bathroom several times during the meal, but I was having dinner with some colleagues and needed to appear at least reasonably normal...
8th (final?) #MMDay edge (1pt) back in my hotel room. Would be SO good to cum, but better still to please @Mistress_Magick. Total = 27pts
This was just before I went to sleep, or at least tried to sleep. I did eventually get to sleep, but woke up several times - somehow I was very aroused each time. I was very tempted to edge again then, but I knew that would really rule out the possibility of any more sleep. Seems like you are playing with my mind (and my cock) even when I'm asleep now.
9th #MMDay edge (1pt), humping the mattress in my hotel. Total 28pts. Is it bad that I'm awake early just to edge while I can still touch?
Did I really set my alarm early just so that I could edge? Well, when you don't know when you'll be allowed to touch again ... can you blame me? [I love it! ;-)]
10th (& last) #MMDay edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) in the shower. Perfectly appropriate to kneel & think of @Mistress_Magick. 2pts, total 30.
I actually tweeted this with the total as 29, but pretty sure that 30 is correct. [Yes, it's 30. I'm sure that you checked your *carrefully* math after I said that I would check it. ;-)] I hope I'm not going to be in trouble for poor maths - I think my brain was a mess after the 10th edge.
After this I was more aroused than I can remember, but my 24 hours was up, meaning no more touching until further notice. Fortunately further notice arrived almost immediately and you tweeted to allow me to interrupt my breakfast (in my room luckily) with one more edge:
11th (definitely last) #MMDay edge (but no points) at Mistress's command on my knees in my hotel room. Thank you @Mistress_Magick for allowing me this extra edge.
[You earned an extra edge because I was enjoying playing with you so much! Besides, it's damn sexy to be able to order you to edge when I feel like it! ;-)]
I know I have to be careful not to whine, but I have been horribly frustrated all day. I had a long journey home and I definitely thought a lot about how much I'd like to stroke my cock and how I'm not allowed. On the other hand, I'm really grateful to you for controlling my masturbation, allowing me to stroke when and if it amuses you, but not granting release until you decide.
If I though begging would help, then I would definitely be on my (literal and metaphorical) knees right now, [being on your knees never hurts!] but I think I should probably just wait patiently and quietly until you give me your decision. I've really done my best to do a good job for this #MMDay, so I hope you'll look kindly on me.
Thank you for allowing me to participate, thank you for creating such a fun day, and thank you for being such a great Mistress. [;-)]
panty freak
Each of the winners not only went above and beyond to score a huge number of points, but he also did something different that really got me going. For panty freak, it was the fact that he went shopping for panties, on his lunch hour, in the middle of an edging #MMDay, when I knew he was already horny and frustrated, purchased a really sey pair of panties knowing that he would be edging in them, and then immediately put them on in the store and did so.
* Hi Mistress,
Hope you are well and enjoyed yesterday's #MMDay as much as I did. I'm sure it was more satisfying for you ;-) but was definitely fun for me.
Thank you letting me participate. It really feels right at the moment to have you controlling my masturbation and playing with my desire for your amusement. I guess I'll just have to hope that sooner or later it will amuse you more to have me cum for you, than to deny me further...
Anyway, I know that you won't even consider allowing me relief until you have, and are happy with, this report, so I guess I'd better get writing. You are making me feel more and more like a schoolboy with you checking my maths and demanding written reports!
You announced the #MMDay for Thursday 26th on the previous day, although I don't think I read about that straight away due to some twitter issues. It had very similar rules to the previous #MMDay Edging Game, but with one crucial difference - no relief after earning a certain number of points, just 24 hours of edging and then ... well, more horniness, more frustration but no more touching. It was definitely playing on my mind throughout the #MMDay that I had no idea of, and no control over, when I'd next orgasm - and of course that's still the case.
The other new requirement was for black or purple panties, with lace or microfibre (at least that's how I remember it). [I specified purple &/or black panties with lace, mesh and/or sheer areas ] As I was away, meeting that requirement meant buying new panties, which I'll get to later...
I woke fairly early on the 26th in my hotel and so got straight to "work" on #MMDay. As you required each edge to be "tweeted" I've included those tweets to tell (part of) the story:
Started today's #MMDay at 6.30am with edge number 1 in my hotel room. Total 1 point. Thank you @Mistress_Magick
It was my second day of chastity, so natural for me to wake up a little horny - but not nearly as aroused as I got later in the day.
2nd #MMDay edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) in the shower in my hotel (3pts) thinking of @Mistress_Magick. Total 5pts, overall 6pts
As I've said before, kneeling to edge just seemed natural and appropriate as part of MMDay (although of course it wasn't always possible). [I love that kneeling felt so right for you. Of course, I imagine you at my feet.]
3rd, hugely frustrating, #MMDay edge (1pt) in the bathroom at the office (3pts). Overall total 10pts.
I edged in quite a few different locations for this #MMDay and always felt so vulnerable and nervous masturbating in some strange location and wondering who might hear me. Fortunately, I think I didn't have any really close escapes - at least that I know about! [*evil grin*]
After this it was lunchtime, and I took the opportunity to head out of the office to do some shopping. I didn't have a lot of time, but there was an Marks and Spencer near the office so I went there. Somehow I seemed to find myself in the lingerie department...
@Mistress_Magick I have a real love - hate relationship with panty shopping. Makes me feel humiliated and aroused all at the same time...
That was definitely true in this case - hunting for a pair of panties to meet your requirements, knowing that I would soon be wearing them, and masturbating in them - I felt (and looked I think) very aroused and definitely felt very humiliated. Certainly one of the naughtier ways to spend a lunch hour.
It was a large store and there was an enormous selection of panties - in retrospect I should have got another pair to wear today - and it wasn't difficult to find a suitable black, lacy thong with lots of semi-transparent microfibre. Of course once I had the panties, I thought it only fair to: 1) share with you; and 2) take the opportunity to edge in a new location.
#DailyPanties New black, lacy, microfibre thong panties for today's #MMDay http://t.co/7ziycyd http://t.co/jBrLOO7
4th #MMDay edge (1pt) in the gents in M&S (3pts) while putting on my new panties (5pts). Feeling naughty & humiliated but now have 19pts.
I think the links were deleted pretty quickly (no idea why?!?), but I've attached some pictures - which were taken immediately before I started that 4th edge. [I've included the yummy rear view above. Unfortunately, the front view is too naughty for my blog.]
Eventually, I calmed down enough to go back to the office, where fortunately I hadn't been missed. Managed to get at least some work done before:
5th #MMDay edge (1pt) in the bathroom in the office. Total 20pts. An orgasm is so close, and yet also SO far away.
This was maybe halfway through the afternoon. I think I spent most of the afternoon's meetings thinking about edging, but not actually scoring points. I still think you should reconsider your decision not to award points for thinking about where and when to edge ;)
6th #MMDay edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) back at my hotel. 2pts, total 22. Maybe working out will take the edge off my incessant horniness.
Wow, that really was wishful thinking - like there was anything that could reduce my horniness at this stage. Well, maybe one thing, but you'd made it very clear that wasn't allowed.
7th #MMDay edge (1pt) in the restaurant bathroom (3pts) - 4pts, total 26pts. Trying to cool down & calm down before rejoining my colleagues
[This is another of those scenerios that really gets me going.]
Another edge where I was loving the feeling of my cock in my hand, but really concerned at someone overhearing my stroking. Was tempted to disappear to the bathroom several times during the meal, but I was having dinner with some colleagues and needed to appear at least reasonably normal...
8th (final?) #MMDay edge (1pt) back in my hotel room. Would be SO good to cum, but better still to please @Mistress_Magick. Total = 27pts
This was just before I went to sleep, or at least tried to sleep. I did eventually get to sleep, but woke up several times - somehow I was very aroused each time. I was very tempted to edge again then, but I knew that would really rule out the possibility of any more sleep. Seems like you are playing with my mind (and my cock) even when I'm asleep now.
9th #MMDay edge (1pt), humping the mattress in my hotel. Total 28pts. Is it bad that I'm awake early just to edge while I can still touch?
Did I really set my alarm early just so that I could edge? Well, when you don't know when you'll be allowed to touch again ... can you blame me? [I love it! ;-)]
10th (& last) #MMDay edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) in the shower. Perfectly appropriate to kneel & think of @Mistress_Magick. 2pts, total 30.
I actually tweeted this with the total as 29, but pretty sure that 30 is correct. [Yes, it's 30. I'm sure that you checked your *carrefully* math after I said that I would check it. ;-)] I hope I'm not going to be in trouble for poor maths - I think my brain was a mess after the 10th edge.
After this I was more aroused than I can remember, but my 24 hours was up, meaning no more touching until further notice. Fortunately further notice arrived almost immediately and you tweeted to allow me to interrupt my breakfast (in my room luckily) with one more edge:
11th (definitely last) #MMDay edge (but no points) at Mistress's command on my knees in my hotel room. Thank you @Mistress_Magick for allowing me this extra edge.
[You earned an extra edge because I was enjoying playing with you so much! Besides, it's damn sexy to be able to order you to edge when I feel like it! ;-)]
I know I have to be careful not to whine, but I have been horribly frustrated all day. I had a long journey home and I definitely thought a lot about how much I'd like to stroke my cock and how I'm not allowed. On the other hand, I'm really grateful to you for controlling my masturbation, allowing me to stroke when and if it amuses you, but not granting release until you decide.
If I though begging would help, then I would definitely be on my (literal and metaphorical) knees right now, [being on your knees never hurts!] but I think I should probably just wait patiently and quietly until you give me your decision. I've really done my best to do a good job for this #MMDay, so I hope you'll look kindly on me.
Thank you for allowing me to participate, thank you for creating such a fun day, and thank you for being such a great Mistress. [;-)]
panty freak
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Cock Ring Shopping & Training Report
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Monday, May 30, 2011
Edging Game #MMDays Report
by mKo
Yes, this is a long one. It's for both of my recent Edging Game #MMDays, as well as a short makeup Edging & Release Day that I gave mykinkyother in between since he had missed his earned release on the first Edging Game day. ;-)
*
Mistress,
Please find another report from your loving and ever humble servant. :-)
After my embarrassing release at my parents house last week, I was amazed at how horny I’d remained. As I mentioned before, I usually switch off a little, but knowing you were just moments away from issuing my next set of instructions seems to keep my interest very piqued!
The day following my release I was visiting a customer site as part of my job. I had a brief pitch to deliver to a small room of people. Of course my first mistake was tweeting about it!! I was duly ordered to the nearest rest room to edge. It was literally minutes before we were due to start. It was my first edge of the week and I was glad there was no real pre-cum to speak of, but I was still quite hard when I rushed out. I was in full-on panic mode as I knew I’d be standing in front of a white board and my arousal was clearly evident. The more I thought of it, the more I knew you would be enjoying it, the worse it got. [*smiling widely with a very evil grin* ~ M] Thankfully there was a brief sit down and introduction session so I had calmed a tad before we got under way.
The following day had a similar fate awaiting me. This time I was delivery a seminar style presentation to approximately 200 people and I had similar orders: edge first. This particular edge was much more intense than that of yesterday, probably because I knew how I’d felt after delivering a speech to 7 people. How much worse would my arousal and embarrassment be to such a big crowd? And again, the more my cheeks burned, the more I knew you’d enjoy it Mistress. This time my hard cock was NOT going away! There was a general hubbub at the handover by the podium so I managed to sneak in front without attracting too much attention. For my usual patter, I’d wander about the stage area and interact with the audience. This time? Not a chance. Rooted firmly to the spot, my hard cock pressing against the lectern, your words, your commands burning into my mind all the time. Thankfully by the end of the presentation I’d calmed enough to leave without further embarrassment!
You also announced a new #MMDay Edging Game that day, seemingly inspired by your play with me over recent days. [Yes, the points for edging in new places were directly inspired by you and I absolutely *love* being able to play with you in that way, whereas the ones for wearing a cock ring were inspired by jezi-darling & azpanties, both of which had just started wearing new cock rings for me.] I was delighted as reaching the points total would earn me a release I was already more than desperate for. However I knew I had reports to write and a tribute to sort out first. The story behind fixing the tribute is embarrassing enough! Poor customer service at Amazon is all I can say!
The Thursday arrived and #MMDay began in earnest. I was determined to impress you Mistress. I managed to edge whilst driving on a main motorway (albeit a quiet stretch) [please do be careful while driving - "Kids don't try this at home!"], a coffee shop restroom & a motorway service station restroom were all achieved. Indeed I even tried to find an empty meeting room at our northern offices to take a VERY risky edge in, but sadly, they were all full.
I’d made my points total and was allowed a release, but I had a final task, dictated by you, to edge somewhere else new first. My target was the gym after my commute home. Upon reading my plans, you mandated that I was to take my release there after my work out! The shame! However I was very thankful you’d allowed it happen after my workout and not before. The idea of having to complete a workout having just consumed my own cum had me very, very flustered!
However, sometimes real life gets in the way. I was stranded in the tailbacks of [traffic jam caused by] an accident and delayed from getting home until late. I had missed my chance. And I cannot begin to explain just how horny I was!
The following two days were strange for me. I found myself awaiting commands from you Mistress. I was stuck in limbo unsure whether to continue edging for you or not. You were busy with your own RL, but it struck me how dependant I had become on fulfilling your desires.
Finally, on Day 7, you issued a new set of rules for the #MMDay edging game and asked for my comment. I was allowed to have my missed release but I had to earn a certain number of points, using the new rules, first. I particularly liked the change of rules around distance. As I travel a lot, gaining extra points was almost gimme! [The travel does have to be "out of your way", so if you are going to that location anyway, you don't get the extra point. However, if you make a side trip your way there and go at least 1/4 mile off course to find a special place to edge, then it does count.] I knew I had the chance to redeem myself with some more humbling and embarrassing places to edge to make my points total and finally earn the release I was craving so much.
I also learned that I was supposed to be consuming my own pre-cum. I apologised for this lapse in knowledge. It excited me and reviled me at the same time. As you know, I am not fond of consuming my cum and can only do it when under express command to do so. With the amount of edging I’d been doing, I was bound to have a lot today. I moaned softly to myself when I learned of this.
Firstly, I knelt in front of a full-height window on the first floor of my town house overlooking the rear garden. It’s a fairly enclosed and private garden but I *could* have been seen were someone paying attention. That was very intense. And the amount of pre-cum was incredible! Whether it was the 7 days of edging and chastity or just my exposure and potentially looming disgrace in the window I don’t know. But as I lapped it up out of my hand, my feelings of humiliation and excitement grew.
I sneaked another edge in the toilets at home just an hour later earning only one more point. I was beginning to get desperate for points; I couldn’t possibly wait another few days for a release!
I made an excuse to head to the supermarket. Sainsbury’s was well outside the distance rule so I knew my edge there would be enough to earn my release.
As I hit the flimsy and fairly exposed changing rooms, I knelt, unzipped my bulging cock and hit the edge in such a short space of time. Again the pre-cum I released was alarming! As I licked it from my hand again, I almost came there and then without touching myself. All the time, you were in my thoughts, becoming ever more aroused and enjoying my mortification.
I grabbed hold of myself -- the release had started already with only my desires and thoughts as stimulation. I gasped the words that were necessary “Thank you, Mistress Magick” as my orgasm coursed through me. I had never had such an intense release. I was physically trembling. Again my revulsion at consuming my cum was strong, but not as strong as my desire to please you. Mistress.
Thankfully it was early. The only attendant was wandering around, but there was almost no way she wouldn’t have heard me say something whilst in there! Oh, the shame. I handed back the shirt I’d falsely picked up to “try on” and left pronto!
By the next morning I was already yearning for my instructions, the next task, the next objective to set your pulse racing Mistress. And the forthcoming command was a tough one for me. I was not to touch myself at all until further notice! Cripes! I held out however as I knew I must.
Whilst I was working from home, I’d had the misfortune to stumble across some chastity/T&D forums. [Yes, of course, you just "stumbled" across them... suuuure, you did!] I was under orders not to touch myself and the things I read were incredible. Some of which I had to share with you Mistress, particularly the mirrors game. I was worried that it may crop up in my future and not without good reason it seems!
To make matters worse on day 3 of my chastity I unwittingly began a conversation around "plugging" [wearing a butt plug] that led to an email conversation with you about this and about cock rings. All of this new to me. As a result, my four-hour train journey was sheer torture!
On Thursday, we had new instructions. Another #MMDay Edging Game, but no release allowed. I was now on Day 4 of chastity and this was a numbing prospect. I always try so hard to impress and the idea of not having a release at the end was a difficult one to swallow (ahem!). We had 24 hours, and I was absolutely committed to racking up a huge amount of points.
I must say at this point a humble sorry to all of your boys and gurls for this #MMDay Game. I feel I may have created this new and wonderful torture for us all!
I was on the road again so started with a strongly intense edge at a motorway service station restroom. With a red face I left the cubicle having denied myself the orgasm I so desperately craved and eaten my own pre-cum.
I arrived at my customer site and again found myself thinking of impressing you and not them! I headed to their restrooms and edged again minutes before the meeting. I was bulging out of my suit when I left the restroom! To be graphic I’d never felt my cock so hard for so long. It was almost deliciously painful.
I stopped again at a different service station on the way home. Again utilising a restroom to tease, deny and consume my pre-cum for you Mistress. I was almost in subbie heaven; so horny, so eager to please, so pre-possessed with a knowledge I was not allowed to cum.
I returned to my car, thoughts of going further and further to enhance your pleasure Mistress. The car park itself posed a new thought. Could I park up in a quiet corner and edge for you in broad daylight in public view? As I mused this on Twitter you made it clear it wasn’t be an option. This edge had the same intensity as the one I completed in front of the window last week. People absolutely could see me if they looked in my direction. What would they think? It didn’t matter to me at that point. I just wanted to please you and if my shame gave you that, then so be it. As I reached my edge so, so quickly I was happy to zip up and drive away as swiftly as I could.
After a three hour journey home my first action was to get naked, kneel and edge for you again. I did this in front of full length mirror. I could see myself, imagine you stood there with my, smiling and laughing at my frustration and arousal, my desperation.
It was then I realised my feelings were developing all the time. Being naked and kneeling like that gave me such a strong sense of subservience. It was a new feeling for me. It was delicious. In RL, I’m strongly in control of things, always behind the barrier of my suit in command of my senses with my knowledge as cavalry. Here, defenceless, barrier-less and serving you was new. It genuinely made me shiver. So uncomfortable. So awkward. So delectable.
I was permitted one more edge as reward for my point’s haul of 23. It wouldn’t count toward my points haul. I was determined to make it a special one for you Mistress. So I borrowed briefly from the mirror game.
I knelt on all fours, a mirror placed underneath me. I reached the edge so very quickly. But there was no pre-cum. So I took a few moments as a pause. And started again. Determined to dribble that pre-cum onto on the mirror. It took a few attempts to create enough. Each edge came with that much quicker, that much more ferociously. I realised I was actually moaning with desire and frustration. That moan turned into a whimper as I licked my pre-cum from the mirror, seeing my own reflection as I did it. I clothed myself and tried to carry on with my daily chores and work.
I could not clear my thoughts of you however.
And now we’re back on real time. I have new instructions based upon the Mirror Game for this afternoon. A game that could last up to 25 minutes and push me way beyond anything I’ve done before. And no, I’m NOT allowed to cum yet. And thereafter I have a lads evening planned around football. And I have a feeling that you will be first and foremost in my thoughts all day.
Devoted only to you,
mKo
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Mistress,
Please find another report from your loving and ever humble servant. :-)
After my embarrassing release at my parents house last week, I was amazed at how horny I’d remained. As I mentioned before, I usually switch off a little, but knowing you were just moments away from issuing my next set of instructions seems to keep my interest very piqued!
The day following my release I was visiting a customer site as part of my job. I had a brief pitch to deliver to a small room of people. Of course my first mistake was tweeting about it!! I was duly ordered to the nearest rest room to edge. It was literally minutes before we were due to start. It was my first edge of the week and I was glad there was no real pre-cum to speak of, but I was still quite hard when I rushed out. I was in full-on panic mode as I knew I’d be standing in front of a white board and my arousal was clearly evident. The more I thought of it, the more I knew you would be enjoying it, the worse it got. [*smiling widely with a very evil grin* ~ M] Thankfully there was a brief sit down and introduction session so I had calmed a tad before we got under way.
The following day had a similar fate awaiting me. This time I was delivery a seminar style presentation to approximately 200 people and I had similar orders: edge first. This particular edge was much more intense than that of yesterday, probably because I knew how I’d felt after delivering a speech to 7 people. How much worse would my arousal and embarrassment be to such a big crowd? And again, the more my cheeks burned, the more I knew you’d enjoy it Mistress. This time my hard cock was NOT going away! There was a general hubbub at the handover by the podium so I managed to sneak in front without attracting too much attention. For my usual patter, I’d wander about the stage area and interact with the audience. This time? Not a chance. Rooted firmly to the spot, my hard cock pressing against the lectern, your words, your commands burning into my mind all the time. Thankfully by the end of the presentation I’d calmed enough to leave without further embarrassment!
You also announced a new #MMDay Edging Game that day, seemingly inspired by your play with me over recent days. [Yes, the points for edging in new places were directly inspired by you and I absolutely *love* being able to play with you in that way, whereas the ones for wearing a cock ring were inspired by jezi-darling & azpanties, both of which had just started wearing new cock rings for me.] I was delighted as reaching the points total would earn me a release I was already more than desperate for. However I knew I had reports to write and a tribute to sort out first. The story behind fixing the tribute is embarrassing enough! Poor customer service at Amazon is all I can say!
The Thursday arrived and #MMDay began in earnest. I was determined to impress you Mistress. I managed to edge whilst driving on a main motorway (albeit a quiet stretch) [please do be careful while driving - "Kids don't try this at home!"], a coffee shop restroom & a motorway service station restroom were all achieved. Indeed I even tried to find an empty meeting room at our northern offices to take a VERY risky edge in, but sadly, they were all full.
I’d made my points total and was allowed a release, but I had a final task, dictated by you, to edge somewhere else new first. My target was the gym after my commute home. Upon reading my plans, you mandated that I was to take my release there after my work out! The shame! However I was very thankful you’d allowed it happen after my workout and not before. The idea of having to complete a workout having just consumed my own cum had me very, very flustered!
However, sometimes real life gets in the way. I was stranded in the tailbacks of [traffic jam caused by] an accident and delayed from getting home until late. I had missed my chance. And I cannot begin to explain just how horny I was!
The following two days were strange for me. I found myself awaiting commands from you Mistress. I was stuck in limbo unsure whether to continue edging for you or not. You were busy with your own RL, but it struck me how dependant I had become on fulfilling your desires.
Finally, on Day 7, you issued a new set of rules for the #MMDay edging game and asked for my comment. I was allowed to have my missed release but I had to earn a certain number of points, using the new rules, first. I particularly liked the change of rules around distance. As I travel a lot, gaining extra points was almost gimme! [The travel does have to be "out of your way", so if you are going to that location anyway, you don't get the extra point. However, if you make a side trip your way there and go at least 1/4 mile off course to find a special place to edge, then it does count.] I knew I had the chance to redeem myself with some more humbling and embarrassing places to edge to make my points total and finally earn the release I was craving so much.
I also learned that I was supposed to be consuming my own pre-cum. I apologised for this lapse in knowledge. It excited me and reviled me at the same time. As you know, I am not fond of consuming my cum and can only do it when under express command to do so. With the amount of edging I’d been doing, I was bound to have a lot today. I moaned softly to myself when I learned of this.
Firstly, I knelt in front of a full-height window on the first floor of my town house overlooking the rear garden. It’s a fairly enclosed and private garden but I *could* have been seen were someone paying attention. That was very intense. And the amount of pre-cum was incredible! Whether it was the 7 days of edging and chastity or just my exposure and potentially looming disgrace in the window I don’t know. But as I lapped it up out of my hand, my feelings of humiliation and excitement grew.
I sneaked another edge in the toilets at home just an hour later earning only one more point. I was beginning to get desperate for points; I couldn’t possibly wait another few days for a release!
I made an excuse to head to the supermarket. Sainsbury’s was well outside the distance rule so I knew my edge there would be enough to earn my release.
As I hit the flimsy and fairly exposed changing rooms, I knelt, unzipped my bulging cock and hit the edge in such a short space of time. Again the pre-cum I released was alarming! As I licked it from my hand again, I almost came there and then without touching myself. All the time, you were in my thoughts, becoming ever more aroused and enjoying my mortification.
I grabbed hold of myself -- the release had started already with only my desires and thoughts as stimulation. I gasped the words that were necessary “Thank you, Mistress Magick” as my orgasm coursed through me. I had never had such an intense release. I was physically trembling. Again my revulsion at consuming my cum was strong, but not as strong as my desire to please you. Mistress.
Thankfully it was early. The only attendant was wandering around, but there was almost no way she wouldn’t have heard me say something whilst in there! Oh, the shame. I handed back the shirt I’d falsely picked up to “try on” and left pronto!
By the next morning I was already yearning for my instructions, the next task, the next objective to set your pulse racing Mistress. And the forthcoming command was a tough one for me. I was not to touch myself at all until further notice! Cripes! I held out however as I knew I must.
Whilst I was working from home, I’d had the misfortune to stumble across some chastity/T&D forums. [Yes, of course, you just "stumbled" across them... suuuure, you did!] I was under orders not to touch myself and the things I read were incredible. Some of which I had to share with you Mistress, particularly the mirrors game. I was worried that it may crop up in my future and not without good reason it seems!
To make matters worse on day 3 of my chastity I unwittingly began a conversation around "plugging" [wearing a butt plug] that led to an email conversation with you about this and about cock rings. All of this new to me. As a result, my four-hour train journey was sheer torture!
On Thursday, we had new instructions. Another #MMDay Edging Game, but no release allowed. I was now on Day 4 of chastity and this was a numbing prospect. I always try so hard to impress and the idea of not having a release at the end was a difficult one to swallow (ahem!). We had 24 hours, and I was absolutely committed to racking up a huge amount of points.
I must say at this point a humble sorry to all of your boys and gurls for this #MMDay Game. I feel I may have created this new and wonderful torture for us all!
I was on the road again so started with a strongly intense edge at a motorway service station restroom. With a red face I left the cubicle having denied myself the orgasm I so desperately craved and eaten my own pre-cum.
I arrived at my customer site and again found myself thinking of impressing you and not them! I headed to their restrooms and edged again minutes before the meeting. I was bulging out of my suit when I left the restroom! To be graphic I’d never felt my cock so hard for so long. It was almost deliciously painful.
I stopped again at a different service station on the way home. Again utilising a restroom to tease, deny and consume my pre-cum for you Mistress. I was almost in subbie heaven; so horny, so eager to please, so pre-possessed with a knowledge I was not allowed to cum.
I returned to my car, thoughts of going further and further to enhance your pleasure Mistress. The car park itself posed a new thought. Could I park up in a quiet corner and edge for you in broad daylight in public view? As I mused this on Twitter you made it clear it wasn’t be an option. This edge had the same intensity as the one I completed in front of the window last week. People absolutely could see me if they looked in my direction. What would they think? It didn’t matter to me at that point. I just wanted to please you and if my shame gave you that, then so be it. As I reached my edge so, so quickly I was happy to zip up and drive away as swiftly as I could.
After a three hour journey home my first action was to get naked, kneel and edge for you again. I did this in front of full length mirror. I could see myself, imagine you stood there with my, smiling and laughing at my frustration and arousal, my desperation.
It was then I realised my feelings were developing all the time. Being naked and kneeling like that gave me such a strong sense of subservience. It was a new feeling for me. It was delicious. In RL, I’m strongly in control of things, always behind the barrier of my suit in command of my senses with my knowledge as cavalry. Here, defenceless, barrier-less and serving you was new. It genuinely made me shiver. So uncomfortable. So awkward. So delectable.
I was permitted one more edge as reward for my point’s haul of 23. It wouldn’t count toward my points haul. I was determined to make it a special one for you Mistress. So I borrowed briefly from the mirror game.
I knelt on all fours, a mirror placed underneath me. I reached the edge so very quickly. But there was no pre-cum. So I took a few moments as a pause. And started again. Determined to dribble that pre-cum onto on the mirror. It took a few attempts to create enough. Each edge came with that much quicker, that much more ferociously. I realised I was actually moaning with desire and frustration. That moan turned into a whimper as I licked my pre-cum from the mirror, seeing my own reflection as I did it. I clothed myself and tried to carry on with my daily chores and work.
I could not clear my thoughts of you however.
And now we’re back on real time. I have new instructions based upon the Mirror Game for this afternoon. A game that could last up to 25 minutes and push me way beyond anything I’ve done before. And no, I’m NOT allowed to cum yet. And thereafter I have a lads evening planned around football. And I have a feeling that you will be first and foremost in my thoughts all day.
Devoted only to you,
mKo
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Saturday, May 21, 2011
#MMDay Edging Game Report
by panty freak
Last Thursday, I decided to play an Edging Game as part of a Edging #MMDay.
The original rules specified:
+1 point for each edge.
Add +1 point for kneeling while you edge.
Add +2 points if you were wearing a cock ring during the edge.
Add +3 points if it was in a place or room that you've *never* edged before!
Participating boys & gurls were to tweet each edge with a description and point count. To be considered for a release, they had to have at least 12 points, and be up to date on their reports and tributes.
Below is the first yummy report from my special Edging Game #MMDay.
*
I was really pleased just to be allowed to participate in your #MMDay. Fortunately, I had a nice purple lace thong to wear to meet your coloured panties requirement, and lots of time to "edge" seeing as I was working at home. You instructed me to tweet after each edge so here are the tweets which tell the story of the day...
1st edge completed for today's #MMDay. On my knees in the shower to earn 2 points. It's going to be a long day... ;-)
Funny how many of these edges were done on my knees, and how appropriate it felt.
[I wanted to encourage boys who could to kneel while edging in order to underscore that they were doing it as a submissive act. I knew those edging in unusual locations might not be able to do so because of considerations such as cleanliness and privacy, so I added it as an option rather than a requirement. ~ MM]
2nd edge completed in my home office, stroking thru my purple panties under the desk... only 1 point. Total 3 points. #MMDay
3rd edge, while on a conference call, on mute fortunately! Deliciously naughty (& thus very quick) but still only 1 pt. Total 4pts #MMDay
After this one, you awarded me a bonus point for masturbating while on a conference call - you are really bad encouraging such naughty behaviour - which I added to the score later.
4th edge, kneeling & imagining @Mistress_Magick looking down on me. Really struggling to stay in control. 2pts for a total of 6pts. #MMDay
It was definitely my favourite image to have you looking down on me and offering some encouragement (and/or some instructions to stop...)
Seriously hot & bothered after 5th edge (1pt) in my garage (3pts), plus 1 bonus point (thank you @Mistress_Magick) = total of 11. #MMDay
It felt quite strange stroking my cock in the garage, but probably much easier that being 'out and about' somewhere.
Hyper aroused after 6th edge, on my bed. Only 1 pt, but 12 in total! Patiently waiting for @Mistress_Magick to decide on my release. #MMDay
At this point, I had 12 points, but really no idea if I'd be allowed to cum or not. If I'd had to guess I'd have said not, but I thought if I could complete a few more edges it might sway things in my favour...
7th edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) imagining kissing Mistress's feet and begging to be allowed relief. Painfully aroused... Total 14pts #MMDay
8th #MMDay edge stroking through my now moist panties for @Mistress_Magick. 1pt & total of 15. Couldn't be more horny - thank you Mistress.
9th & #MMDay edge on my knees thanking @Mistress_Magick for allowing me relief today. 2pts, total 18. Now to work out, & then orgasm.
This was the final edge, which you insisted on, even when you'd given me permission to cum. It was still hard to stop at the right time, but it felt great knowing that next time I'd be able to finish.
[I actually wanted him to edge immediately before he came, to get so close and then only be allowed to back down a little before he was allowed to begin again and finally let go. Therefore, when I saw that he was going to workout before his orgasm, I ordered him to edge again immediately before his release.]
I came just as you said i should and it was SO good, incredibly powerful and just so much spunk. I knelt on the floor of my office, pulled my purple panties down, and then imagined myself begging for your permission to masturbate. In my fantasy you made me recount all edges that I'd done before allowed me to stroke in front of you. I was so horny that in no time I was close to coming but I knew I had to stop one more time so I imagined you telling me that I didn't have permission to orgasm yet and to put my hands behind my back.
I must have knelt like that for a few minutes, hands behind my back, panties pulled down and raging erection sticking straight up while I imagined you sitting comfortably in front of me, gently teasing me about how much I wanted to masturbate for you, and gently nudging my cock with your toes...
[I have to admit that I do love teasing a boy with my feet. ;-) ]
Finally, I couldn't resist any more so I imagined you telling me that you wanted to see me come. My cock was so hard and so sensitive that it was almost painful to wank, but I came very hard, thinking about you watching me and encouraging me. I fantasised that I was allowed to come on your foot, and when I licked up the spunk that I'd caught in my hand, I imagined I was gently cleaning it from your foot (sorry if this isn't allowed ... it just seemed suitably submissive at the time, but I can understand if you wouldn't want your feet soiled with my come).
[I do occasionally allow boys to cum on my feet and lick it off, but this is a very special privilege that much be earned.]
Mistress, thank you so much for allowing me to come. I was sure you would punish me for my behaviour last week by denying me, but I should have known that you were bigger and more generous than that. After the whole day of edging it was a tremendously satisfying orgasm, and I loved feeling that I was coming for you, with your permission. Thank you, Mistress!
I'm really grateful to you for allowing me to participate. I do want to be a good boy and please you. I looked at the new #MMDay Edging Rules you posted and I think they are good and clear. Perhaps it would be good to have extra points for wearing the right colour panties (or a penalty for not doing so). And then you can adjust the difficulty by deciding on a common colour like black or white, or by choosing, for example, green with yellow spots...
So glad that you enjoyed your MMDay - "yummy" sounds like a great description.
I know I wrote a lot, but really just wanted to say: it was great; you are great; thank you!
panty freak
The original rules specified:
+1 point for each edge.
Add +1 point for kneeling while you edge.
Add +2 points if you were wearing a cock ring during the edge.
Add +3 points if it was in a place or room that you've *never* edged before!
Participating boys & gurls were to tweet each edge with a description and point count. To be considered for a release, they had to have at least 12 points, and be up to date on their reports and tributes.
Below is the first yummy report from my special Edging Game #MMDay.
*
I was really pleased just to be allowed to participate in your #MMDay. Fortunately, I had a nice purple lace thong to wear to meet your coloured panties requirement, and lots of time to "edge" seeing as I was working at home. You instructed me to tweet after each edge so here are the tweets which tell the story of the day...
1st edge completed for today's #MMDay. On my knees in the shower to earn 2 points. It's going to be a long day... ;-)
Funny how many of these edges were done on my knees, and how appropriate it felt.
[I wanted to encourage boys who could to kneel while edging in order to underscore that they were doing it as a submissive act. I knew those edging in unusual locations might not be able to do so because of considerations such as cleanliness and privacy, so I added it as an option rather than a requirement. ~ MM]
2nd edge completed in my home office, stroking thru my purple panties under the desk... only 1 point. Total 3 points. #MMDay
3rd edge, while on a conference call, on mute fortunately! Deliciously naughty (& thus very quick) but still only 1 pt. Total 4pts #MMDay
After this one, you awarded me a bonus point for masturbating while on a conference call - you are really bad encouraging such naughty behaviour - which I added to the score later.
4th edge, kneeling & imagining @Mistress_Magick looking down on me. Really struggling to stay in control. 2pts for a total of 6pts. #MMDay
It was definitely my favourite image to have you looking down on me and offering some encouragement (and/or some instructions to stop...)
Seriously hot & bothered after 5th edge (1pt) in my garage (3pts), plus 1 bonus point (thank you @Mistress_Magick) = total of 11. #MMDay
It felt quite strange stroking my cock in the garage, but probably much easier that being 'out and about' somewhere.
Hyper aroused after 6th edge, on my bed. Only 1 pt, but 12 in total! Patiently waiting for @Mistress_Magick to decide on my release. #MMDay
At this point, I had 12 points, but really no idea if I'd be allowed to cum or not. If I'd had to guess I'd have said not, but I thought if I could complete a few more edges it might sway things in my favour...
7th edge (1pt) on my knees (1pt) imagining kissing Mistress's feet and begging to be allowed relief. Painfully aroused... Total 14pts #MMDay
8th #MMDay edge stroking through my now moist panties for @Mistress_Magick. 1pt & total of 15. Couldn't be more horny - thank you Mistress.
9th & #MMDay edge on my knees thanking @Mistress_Magick for allowing me relief today. 2pts, total 18. Now to work out, & then orgasm.
This was the final edge, which you insisted on, even when you'd given me permission to cum. It was still hard to stop at the right time, but it felt great knowing that next time I'd be able to finish.
[I actually wanted him to edge immediately before he came, to get so close and then only be allowed to back down a little before he was allowed to begin again and finally let go. Therefore, when I saw that he was going to workout before his orgasm, I ordered him to edge again immediately before his release.]
I came just as you said i should and it was SO good, incredibly powerful and just so much spunk. I knelt on the floor of my office, pulled my purple panties down, and then imagined myself begging for your permission to masturbate. In my fantasy you made me recount all edges that I'd done before allowed me to stroke in front of you. I was so horny that in no time I was close to coming but I knew I had to stop one more time so I imagined you telling me that I didn't have permission to orgasm yet and to put my hands behind my back.
I must have knelt like that for a few minutes, hands behind my back, panties pulled down and raging erection sticking straight up while I imagined you sitting comfortably in front of me, gently teasing me about how much I wanted to masturbate for you, and gently nudging my cock with your toes...
[I have to admit that I do love teasing a boy with my feet. ;-) ]
Finally, I couldn't resist any more so I imagined you telling me that you wanted to see me come. My cock was so hard and so sensitive that it was almost painful to wank, but I came very hard, thinking about you watching me and encouraging me. I fantasised that I was allowed to come on your foot, and when I licked up the spunk that I'd caught in my hand, I imagined I was gently cleaning it from your foot (sorry if this isn't allowed ... it just seemed suitably submissive at the time, but I can understand if you wouldn't want your feet soiled with my come).
[I do occasionally allow boys to cum on my feet and lick it off, but this is a very special privilege that much be earned.]
Mistress, thank you so much for allowing me to come. I was sure you would punish me for my behaviour last week by denying me, but I should have known that you were bigger and more generous than that. After the whole day of edging it was a tremendously satisfying orgasm, and I loved feeling that I was coming for you, with your permission. Thank you, Mistress!
I'm really grateful to you for allowing me to participate. I do want to be a good boy and please you. I looked at the new #MMDay Edging Rules you posted and I think they are good and clear. Perhaps it would be good to have extra points for wearing the right colour panties (or a penalty for not doing so). And then you can adjust the difficulty by deciding on a common colour like black or white, or by choosing, for example, green with yellow spots...
So glad that you enjoyed your MMDay - "yummy" sounds like a great description.
I know I wrote a lot, but really just wanted to say: it was great; you are great; thank you!
panty freak
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Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Macy's Lacy Purple Panties Shopping Report
by george
It's so sexy to send george to that Macy's to shop for panties. ;-) I can't wait for him to edge in these tomorrow for the Purple-Pantied Edging #MMDay. ;-) I've invented a new Edging Game to make things even more interesting tomorrow!
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Dear Mistress Magick,
Yesterday while I was in New York City on a business trip I received your instructions to go shopping for purple panties for tomorrow's #MMDay. I had not planned on going panty shopping on this trip, but I did not want to miss out on this.
You did not specify where I should go shopping, but of course I went straight to Macy's where they have a mind boggling lingerie section that must span at least an acre. The only down side is that it is difficult to find a specific item because you keep getting distracted by all the exotic items they have on display.
Unfortunately, it did not seem like purple was a polular color at Macy's, so I wound up wandering thru the entire lingerie department trying to find panties in the proper color. I was very nervous that I would gain the attention of the always helpful sales ladies, but I arrived at a very busy time so I was left free to roam.
I was further hampered by the fact that I am partially color blind, so I always have trouble looking for a color like purple, getting mixed up by all the shades of blue, violet and everything in between. I realized that I would have no choice but to ask for assistance with the colors.
I gathered a number of possible choices in what I thought might be purple and then nervously approached one of the sales ladies. I explained my problem with colors, but I'm not sure she believed me when I told her I was buying panties for someone else. It turned out that only one of the panties I had selected was actually purple. Just to be sure, I risked further embarrasment by checking with a second sales lady. [Smiling wickly at the idea of you asking again... "just to make sure". ;-)]
Attached are some photos I took this morning when I modeled my new purple panties for you. The flash on my camera seemed to affect the color in the photos, so I included one photo with flash (PurpleThongFlash) and one without (PurpleThong). I also included a rear view (PurpleThongRear). [I really like the color with the flash so that's the one I posted. The other pic looks magenta.]
For reference, here is a link to these panties on Macy's website:
http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=542459&CategoryID=37516#fn=sp%3D1%26spc%3D26
Thank you so much for sending me on another exciting shopping trip at Macy's. I am looking forward to wearing these sexy panties tomorrow.
Your faithful boy
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Dear Mistress Magick,
Yesterday while I was in New York City on a business trip I received your instructions to go shopping for purple panties for tomorrow's #MMDay. I had not planned on going panty shopping on this trip, but I did not want to miss out on this.
You did not specify where I should go shopping, but of course I went straight to Macy's where they have a mind boggling lingerie section that must span at least an acre. The only down side is that it is difficult to find a specific item because you keep getting distracted by all the exotic items they have on display.
Unfortunately, it did not seem like purple was a polular color at Macy's, so I wound up wandering thru the entire lingerie department trying to find panties in the proper color. I was very nervous that I would gain the attention of the always helpful sales ladies, but I arrived at a very busy time so I was left free to roam.
I was further hampered by the fact that I am partially color blind, so I always have trouble looking for a color like purple, getting mixed up by all the shades of blue, violet and everything in between. I realized that I would have no choice but to ask for assistance with the colors.
I gathered a number of possible choices in what I thought might be purple and then nervously approached one of the sales ladies. I explained my problem with colors, but I'm not sure she believed me when I told her I was buying panties for someone else. It turned out that only one of the panties I had selected was actually purple. Just to be sure, I risked further embarrasment by checking with a second sales lady. [Smiling wickly at the idea of you asking again... "just to make sure". ;-)]
Attached are some photos I took this morning when I modeled my new purple panties for you. The flash on my camera seemed to affect the color in the photos, so I included one photo with flash (PurpleThongFlash) and one without (PurpleThong). I also included a rear view (PurpleThongRear). [I really like the color with the flash so that's the one I posted. The other pic looks magenta.]
For reference, here is a link to these panties on Macy's website:
http://www1.macys.com/catalog/product/index.ognc?ID=542459&CategoryID=37516#fn=sp%3D1%26spc%3D26
Thank you so much for sending me on another exciting shopping trip at Macy's. I am looking forward to wearing these sexy panties tomorrow.
Your faithful boy
Monday, May 16, 2011
#MMDay Edging & Release Report
by mykinkyother
I'm really enjoying playing with "my kinky other" (mKo). Sending him off to edge on my whim, and to release in very naughty places, is reminding me of all the fun that I had with edward cantor in that regard, and exactly how hot and bothered having the right boy as my toy can make me.
In this case, mKo misunderstood my instructions that he was no longer allowed to touch after his release to mean that he had to ruin his orgasm as well.. to stop stroking as soon as he passed that point of no return, so that he was not allowed the full pleasure and satisfaction of his orgasm.
I don't usually "believe" in ruined orgasms. Since the energy and pleasures of all releases are to be dedicated to me (if they are not in service of a wife/long-term partner), I expect them to be fully enjoyed, and in fact, my training is also intended to make them much more intense.
However, in this case, I found the ruined orgasm to be an interesting addition. I wonder if the feeling of submissiveness that it brought made it easier for him to consume his own cum. I think I may have to conduct a careful study of his reactions to different types of orgasms. ;-)
For now, enjoy his first report:
* * *
Mistress,
On Tuesday I was, rightly so, participating in #MMDay. I hadn't cum since the previous Friday so I was very horny. The instructions were to edge as much as we wanted to, and we were allowed a release within 24 hours as long as we stopped touching when we finally pushed over the edge. Consuming my cum was also a prerequisite.
I was excited as the idea of letting go at that point was entirely alien to me. Equally, i had only once before consumed my own cum. It is not something I enjoy, but the idea of being compelled to do so is....*shiver*...just delicious.
As the day wore on I had edged many times. I was using the single restroom at my work office. These edging sessions including a marathon 20 minute effort, in which I lost count of the times I pushed to "that" point but no further. My cock was literally throbbing with frustration, and I couldn't even touch myself by the end for fear of going too far. Every time I left the rest room I felt a burn of embarrassment; sure that my colleagues could see a bulge in my trousers where my denied and frustrated cock sat. Needless to say I was desperate to cum by the time I left for the day.
I arrived at the gym by 5:30. It was then I realised with horror: "I have a business dinner arranged!". How was I going to be able to take my permission for a ruined orgasm if I had no time to myself?
Mistress, you had plenty of ideas in store for me! I tweeted whilst on the treadmill to report my potential failure to follow your instructions and the reasons why.
Your suggestion? Of course, I was to take myself to the restroom and finish there. Ensuring that I consumed my load of course. I instantly got hard and had to stop the treadmill, feigning cramp to hide my embarrassment! Surely it wasn't possible! But the more I thought on it, the more your words of command burned into my subconscious. By the time I finished my workout and arrived at the restaurant I was unable to think of anything else.
[I loved when he tweeted about his reaction on the treadmill. It made me so warm, and, of course, after such an intense reaction to my simple suggestion, I had to have him follow through and do it! ~ M ]
My mind reeled with the possibilities that lay before me. If my reaction was this strong, would you make a habit of commanding me to do this kind of thing more? [Oh, most definitely! ;-)] What if my colleagues noticed something was amiss? Could I do what I needed to in the restroom without attracting attention? Arrrgh!
After mostly inane chatter and business speak over the starter and main course I was unable to contain myself any longer. I yearned incandescently to do what you required of me. I excused myself and headed to the restroom.
I was familiar with these toilets as I'd lunched here before. It had a largish, well appointed single cubicle I could use. As I closed the door to the cubicle my heart was racing, my cock pushing it's way out of my jeans.
It didn't take long to reach the point of no return. I was careful to follow instructions. As my edge built, I stroked one further time and let go. My body shuddered as the peak of my orgasm built and faded, but the physical reaction could not be contained. "Thank you Mistress Magick" I gasped as four days of pent up sexual energy created an alarmingly LARGE load. I usually cum very hard but as I had released my cock my cum oozed forth rather than burst. I was desperate to touch myself again, to finish what I had started, but I didn't. I knew better.
I was in a strange place psychologically. Usually after I have cum I switch off. My "horny button" resets, and I am no longer interested. But for some reason, this time it hadn't. Maybe it was the denied orgasm, maybe it was the setting and the circumstance. Probably it was both. I gazed at my handful of cum and the idea of consuming it just turned me on more and more despite my revulsion at the idea. As I lapped it up my cock began to swell again, and my face was a mask of confused emotion.
I eventually left the cubicle, washed my hands, departed the restroom and walked back through the restaurant to my table. I was convinced that all the eyes in the restaurant could see my shame! My cheeks felt on fire. The more I thought about it, the worse it got! Could my colleagues smell cum on my breath? What if I hadn't washed my hands properly? And all the time, the denial of my orgasm left me wanting more. I couldn't explain how I felt other than saying I wash awash in a sea of emotion that you had created for me Mistress. I was on a peculiar cloud nine and loving it.
Thank you Mistress.
Humbly yours,
mKo
In this case, mKo misunderstood my instructions that he was no longer allowed to touch after his release to mean that he had to ruin his orgasm as well.. to stop stroking as soon as he passed that point of no return, so that he was not allowed the full pleasure and satisfaction of his orgasm.
I don't usually "believe" in ruined orgasms. Since the energy and pleasures of all releases are to be dedicated to me (if they are not in service of a wife/long-term partner), I expect them to be fully enjoyed, and in fact, my training is also intended to make them much more intense.
However, in this case, I found the ruined orgasm to be an interesting addition. I wonder if the feeling of submissiveness that it brought made it easier for him to consume his own cum. I think I may have to conduct a careful study of his reactions to different types of orgasms. ;-)
For now, enjoy his first report:
* * *
Mistress,
On Tuesday I was, rightly so, participating in #MMDay. I hadn't cum since the previous Friday so I was very horny. The instructions were to edge as much as we wanted to, and we were allowed a release within 24 hours as long as we stopped touching when we finally pushed over the edge. Consuming my cum was also a prerequisite.
I was excited as the idea of letting go at that point was entirely alien to me. Equally, i had only once before consumed my own cum. It is not something I enjoy, but the idea of being compelled to do so is....*shiver*...just delicious.
As the day wore on I had edged many times. I was using the single restroom at my work office. These edging sessions including a marathon 20 minute effort, in which I lost count of the times I pushed to "that" point but no further. My cock was literally throbbing with frustration, and I couldn't even touch myself by the end for fear of going too far. Every time I left the rest room I felt a burn of embarrassment; sure that my colleagues could see a bulge in my trousers where my denied and frustrated cock sat. Needless to say I was desperate to cum by the time I left for the day.
I arrived at the gym by 5:30. It was then I realised with horror: "I have a business dinner arranged!". How was I going to be able to take my permission for a ruined orgasm if I had no time to myself?
Mistress, you had plenty of ideas in store for me! I tweeted whilst on the treadmill to report my potential failure to follow your instructions and the reasons why.
Your suggestion? Of course, I was to take myself to the restroom and finish there. Ensuring that I consumed my load of course. I instantly got hard and had to stop the treadmill, feigning cramp to hide my embarrassment! Surely it wasn't possible! But the more I thought on it, the more your words of command burned into my subconscious. By the time I finished my workout and arrived at the restaurant I was unable to think of anything else.
[I loved when he tweeted about his reaction on the treadmill. It made me so warm, and, of course, after such an intense reaction to my simple suggestion, I had to have him follow through and do it! ~ M ]
My mind reeled with the possibilities that lay before me. If my reaction was this strong, would you make a habit of commanding me to do this kind of thing more? [Oh, most definitely! ;-)] What if my colleagues noticed something was amiss? Could I do what I needed to in the restroom without attracting attention? Arrrgh!
After mostly inane chatter and business speak over the starter and main course I was unable to contain myself any longer. I yearned incandescently to do what you required of me. I excused myself and headed to the restroom.
I was familiar with these toilets as I'd lunched here before. It had a largish, well appointed single cubicle I could use. As I closed the door to the cubicle my heart was racing, my cock pushing it's way out of my jeans.
It didn't take long to reach the point of no return. I was careful to follow instructions. As my edge built, I stroked one further time and let go. My body shuddered as the peak of my orgasm built and faded, but the physical reaction could not be contained. "Thank you Mistress Magick" I gasped as four days of pent up sexual energy created an alarmingly LARGE load. I usually cum very hard but as I had released my cock my cum oozed forth rather than burst. I was desperate to touch myself again, to finish what I had started, but I didn't. I knew better.
I was in a strange place psychologically. Usually after I have cum I switch off. My "horny button" resets, and I am no longer interested. But for some reason, this time it hadn't. Maybe it was the denied orgasm, maybe it was the setting and the circumstance. Probably it was both. I gazed at my handful of cum and the idea of consuming it just turned me on more and more despite my revulsion at the idea. As I lapped it up my cock began to swell again, and my face was a mask of confused emotion.
I eventually left the cubicle, washed my hands, departed the restroom and walked back through the restaurant to my table. I was convinced that all the eyes in the restaurant could see my shame! My cheeks felt on fire. The more I thought about it, the worse it got! Could my colleagues smell cum on my breath? What if I hadn't washed my hands properly? And all the time, the denial of my orgasm left me wanting more. I couldn't explain how I felt other than saying I wash awash in a sea of emotion that you had created for me Mistress. I was on a peculiar cloud nine and loving it.
Thank you Mistress.
Humbly yours,
mKo
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Metal Cock Ring / Collar Report
by jezi-darling
It looks so simple doesn't it?
It is hard to believe that something so basic can inspire so much fear or pride
... and have such meaning attached to it.
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Dear Mistress,
Here is my report on the wearing and feelings surrounding Your lavender metal cock ring.
i admit to being scared of the thought of something so permanent about Your package, regardless that i knew the rubber rings had previously come away quite freely. They were of course able to be cut if necessary and they also stretched: a technique that i had used early on with them to ensure the full snaring of the cock and balls. *blush*
i have to admit to loving the feeling and touch of the cold metal as i was preparing to make my first attempt at wearing the ring, but i still struggled to have the balls 'free' enough to be able to coax them through the ring. It was then that i wondered about ringing the whole package with the rubber ring to have Your full package snared and readily presented for ringing. No way they could sneak away and hide from the metal ring!
Having done this and having Your package well presented and appointed, i attempted to feed each ball through first. I was quite delicate at first, nervous of applying too much pressure but this didn't seem to work as the metal ring lacked the flexibility of the rubber purple ring and did not 'give' in any way. i realised there would have to be more force applied to my 'delicate' and relatively virginal balls (at least with a metal ring!) and i pushed firmly so that one and then the second followed through the ring. i breathed a deep sigh of relief that they were both through, sitting proudly and large encircled by Your lavender metal ring, the slippery nature of the aluminium i believe helped them slide through at the end.
Remembering that Your cock is basically a very soft and sloppy thing when not aroused, i grabbed the now slippery tip (as it was oozing precum from the exciting and nervous thoughts) and began to tuck it through the ring behind the balls till it was possible to pull it through to join it's friends! i gasped and smiled with pleasure at having achieved what i had been so very worried about for You.
i knew how much You had wanted me to wear Your ring (and that this was the position that i had been aiming for given that a traditional collar about my neck may never be truly achievable) so i felt much pride and love and devotion at my achievement. i smiled broadly and gave devotion to You, my Mistress, by repeating the mantra we have for when i am allowed cummies. it felt appropriate, and as i said subsequently it felt like Your package was truely Yours for this ring was so much more than the rubber ones and it seemed to contain Your package better too.
i have now worn Your ring twice, for this is truly Your ring, Mistress. The first time i had to remove it after 20 mins as it was quite sore in the left groin area, but today i am pleased to say that even with a couple of edges, blush, it remained about Your package for nearly an hour with very little discomfort. And it certainly made my edges shorter! Perhaps that was the excitement of wearing it as much as anything though.
i sit here in nicely spotted baby pink satin bikini panties for Your #MMDay and am delighted to be as always,
Your adoring, chaste sissy jezi-girl
i love You, Mistress
*kisses*
xxx
*
I'm so glad that jezi finally tried on the larger purple aluminum ring that I sent her. It is meant to be a "collar" that she can wear more discretely than a traditional one.
I do want to note that she had a tendency to "cheat" with the rubber rings, stretching them over her package as she could rather than putting each ball through individually and then following with her (My) cock as suggested, and I think that made it harder for her to learn to do it properly with the metal ring. boys & girls, there is a reason that I want you to practice with the rubber rings first, and it's not just for sizing purposes!
That being said, her balls are quite naughty, and have a tendency to like to escape. The technique of putting the rubber ring on first seems to be doing the job in regard to not letting them do so as she is putting on the metal one, and the firmer, metal ring seems to be doing a much better job of holding them there once they have been caught!
*
Photo:
http://www.painfulpleasures.com/xcart/customer/product.php?productid=4133
It is hard to believe that something so basic can inspire so much fear or pride
... and have such meaning attached to it.
*
Dear Mistress,
Here is my report on the wearing and feelings surrounding Your lavender metal cock ring.
i admit to being scared of the thought of something so permanent about Your package, regardless that i knew the rubber rings had previously come away quite freely. They were of course able to be cut if necessary and they also stretched: a technique that i had used early on with them to ensure the full snaring of the cock and balls. *blush*
i have to admit to loving the feeling and touch of the cold metal as i was preparing to make my first attempt at wearing the ring, but i still struggled to have the balls 'free' enough to be able to coax them through the ring. It was then that i wondered about ringing the whole package with the rubber ring to have Your full package snared and readily presented for ringing. No way they could sneak away and hide from the metal ring!
Having done this and having Your package well presented and appointed, i attempted to feed each ball through first. I was quite delicate at first, nervous of applying too much pressure but this didn't seem to work as the metal ring lacked the flexibility of the rubber purple ring and did not 'give' in any way. i realised there would have to be more force applied to my 'delicate' and relatively virginal balls (at least with a metal ring!) and i pushed firmly so that one and then the second followed through the ring. i breathed a deep sigh of relief that they were both through, sitting proudly and large encircled by Your lavender metal ring, the slippery nature of the aluminium i believe helped them slide through at the end.
Remembering that Your cock is basically a very soft and sloppy thing when not aroused, i grabbed the now slippery tip (as it was oozing precum from the exciting and nervous thoughts) and began to tuck it through the ring behind the balls till it was possible to pull it through to join it's friends! i gasped and smiled with pleasure at having achieved what i had been so very worried about for You.
i knew how much You had wanted me to wear Your ring (and that this was the position that i had been aiming for given that a traditional collar about my neck may never be truly achievable) so i felt much pride and love and devotion at my achievement. i smiled broadly and gave devotion to You, my Mistress, by repeating the mantra we have for when i am allowed cummies. it felt appropriate, and as i said subsequently it felt like Your package was truely Yours for this ring was so much more than the rubber ones and it seemed to contain Your package better too.
i have now worn Your ring twice, for this is truly Your ring, Mistress. The first time i had to remove it after 20 mins as it was quite sore in the left groin area, but today i am pleased to say that even with a couple of edges, blush, it remained about Your package for nearly an hour with very little discomfort. And it certainly made my edges shorter! Perhaps that was the excitement of wearing it as much as anything though.
i sit here in nicely spotted baby pink satin bikini panties for Your #MMDay and am delighted to be as always,
Your adoring, chaste sissy jezi-girl
i love You, Mistress
*kisses*
xxx
*
I'm so glad that jezi finally tried on the larger purple aluminum ring that I sent her. It is meant to be a "collar" that she can wear more discretely than a traditional one.
I do want to note that she had a tendency to "cheat" with the rubber rings, stretching them over her package as she could rather than putting each ball through individually and then following with her (My) cock as suggested, and I think that made it harder for her to learn to do it properly with the metal ring. boys & girls, there is a reason that I want you to practice with the rubber rings first, and it's not just for sizing purposes!
That being said, her balls are quite naughty, and have a tendency to like to escape. The technique of putting the rubber ring on first seems to be doing the job in regard to not letting them do so as she is putting on the metal one, and the firmer, metal ring seems to be doing a much better job of holding them there once they have been caught!
*
Photo:
http://www.painfulpleasures.com/xcart/customer/product.php?productid=4133
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Monday, May 2, 2011
Sexy Beltane/May Day Assignment Report
by panty freak
Below is the first (yummy!) report from my newest potential trainee. I really enjoyed chatting and playing with him during the Beltane assignment, and it bodes well for future training, especially in regard to panties and cock control. I hope you enjoy reading my comments back to him below.
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Dear Mistress Magick,
Thank you, Mistress, for allowing me to complete your Beltane/May Day assignment. It's really been exciting to do this, and to feel like I am doing it to please you. I don't know quite what I expected when I wrote to you back on Wednesday last week, but this definitely exceeds what I thought.
As I explained previously, I've always been a chronic masturbator - I just can't seem to control myself. So, although I know you've got boys with much longer periods in chastity than four days, it was really a challenge for me to wait so long to cum - thank you for controlling my wanking and helping me to control myself.
Looking back at your assignment, I've realised that I got the first two steps in the wrong order by sending you a gift before I made effort to get a suitable scrunchie. [You aren't the only boy to do that, and, in fact, I prefer it. It's easiest for boys to send a gift as soon as they get the assignment (so they don't forget and so anything seasonal arrives on time), but new boys don't always feel comfortable doing so.] And then I failed to get anything that really met what you had wanted. But I think apart from that I can honestly say that I've followed what you set out in the assignment.
I guess I really started on the assignment on Thursday when, ordinarily, I would certainly have been masturbating in the evening. But of course I was already under your control and not allowed to play with myself. However, I think on Friday, when you asked me to join in your #MMDay by wearing bridal white panties, and then posting a picture on Twitter, that's when I really got fully engaged with the assignment.
And I think I already told you how I watched the Royal Wedding, in my panties, edging myself, while fantasising about Kate Middleton/the Duchess of Cambridge and what she might be wearing under that dress. I was so horny by the end of Friday, it would have been so easy to cum then, but it was so much better to be a good boy and follow your instructions.
On Saturday, I spent several hours shopping for a scrunchie. It was really quite embarrassing going into lots of accessory stores (Accessorize for example), clothes shops (Monsoon) and even chemists (Boots) and asking for hair accessories. I'm sure I went bright red talking to some of shop assistants about what I wanted. And why is it that 16 year old girls seem to be the only people who work in shops on a Saturday, and they invariably have no clue about anything in the store?
Anyway, I honestly did my best to find something. In the end, I decided that I should buy the next best substitute that I could find and ask you if it would be acceptable. You've seen the hair bands that I did buy, which do have a similar name and the same purpose, but I have to confess that they don't really look the same. So I was quite nervous that you would tell me to either go and look again, or order a scrunchie online, which you would have been quite within your rights to do, but would have meant a really tough delay for me.
I was really happy when you came on to chat and said that I should try the hair band and provided it was a good fit I could carry on. It was really generous of you to be so understanding. I think you could see that I had done my best, and I really like that you took that into account. For me, that is a really important feature of a Mistress - it's definitely important to be in charge and have high expectations, but also to be realistic and recognise the difference between "couldn't be bothered" and "tried really hard but still came up just short". So thank you Mistress for letting me carry on.
[Yes, there is a big difference, and boys who "can't be bothered" really don't deserve my time and attention. I did recognize that you tried.. and I have to admit that I like the fact that you suffered some harm-free embarassment while doing so. ;-)
You were lucky in that I wanted you to be able to participate on Beltane (May 1) itself, and I knew that you had sincerely tried. Based on last year, I expected boys to have problems finding suitable scrunchies, and I knew that you did not have a lot of lead time to shop. It would have been different if you had had a couple weeks and had waited until the last minute.]
It was really fun to chat with you, and it felt really good that you were concerned about me and wanted to make sure that the hair band/scrunchie wasn't too tight. I know we chatted for a long time - sorry if I took up too much of your time - but was really great to get to know you a little more.
[While it was easiest to have you check the "fit" while on IM, the quality of your emails and your tweets are what really earned you the opportunity to chat with me. It was my intention to start to get to know you a little, and I enjoyed doing so. :-) ]
After we stopped chatting it was already very late here (well early on Sunday). I went to bed, but I was far too horny to go to sleep. I completed my first edge lying in bed - hardly the best way to make myself less horny and able to sleep, but I just really wanted to at least feel my cock in my hand, even though I knew I mustn't come. I thought about some of the things we'd chatted about, and about what you'd told me, and how you'd told me that I was to be a good boy. It didn't take long until I had to stop stroking. It was a real wrench to take my hand away from my cock, and afterwards it took me a long time to calm down and relax and go to sleep.
I don't think I slept very well, and I woke up on Sunday morning still hard, and still with the scrunchie around my cock. I knew I had four more edges to do, so why not? I stroked myself again, thinking about how I wasn't allowed to cum, and about you controlling my cock. I don't really know how close I got to the edge - maybe there is no way to know if you are at the edge until you are over it - but I was more than ready to cum when I finally stopped.
[The next step is to assign you Edging Practice Days so that you are more aware of the signals that your body gives you as you get close, and help you find the line between close and TOO CLOSE.]
I tried to relax a little lying in bed, and maybe sleep some more, but it wasn't going to happen. I got up and went to take a shower, taking off my scrunchie to avoid getting it wet. Soon I was washing myself, and when I got to my still-hard cock and had washed it, I felt that it was time for the third edge. I often like to masturbate in the shower, so maybe I just felt at home stroking there. Again I couldn't last long before I had to stop touching myself. I turned the shower to cold to try to cool off - I think I just ended up cold but still horny. After my shower I put the scrunchie back on, but over my balls as well as my cock. It was a little tighter there, but still felt good. I moved it between the two locations several times during the day.
Sunday was my third day in a row wearing panties so I put them on and then posted a picture on Twitter. I don't think I've ever worn panties so many days in a row before (and now day 4), but I also can't pretend I'm not interested in panties, and I own quite a few pairs. It still got me horny posting the pictures on Twitter and wondering who would see them. I knew you would be looking, and I really liked that you commented in a positive way, about how good or cute or sexy they looked, rather than that I looked ridiculous wearing them.
[You have some gorgeous embroidered ones and lacy ones that look really sexy on you. I'm not as much into the flowered ones, but they were perfect for Beltane - and still covering your May Pole with flowers! ;-)]
I masturbated again after uploading the picture, imagining that you were watching me wearing my panties, telling me that I was a good boy and that I could go ahead and play with myself, but that I wasn't allowed to cum. I think I've realised that it's a major kink for me to have someone controlling my wanking, and I was very quickly having to imagine you telling me "that's enough, if you're a good boy I'll let you play with it again later".
I had a lot of jobs to do around the house on sunday (and only one more edge to go) so there was a big gap until the fifth edge. After doing my jobs I went into my [home] gym. I did a little cycling, but my balls felt a bit uncomfortable on the seat, so I switched to the treadmill and jogged for half an hour. Then I took a shower and afterwards lay on the bed, put the scrunchie back around my cock (having taken it off for the shower) and started to play with myself. Again I imagined you watching me and guiding me on what to do, but also reminding me that I wasn't allowed to cum yet. I imagined you whispering in my ear about how much it would please you if I could behave myself and wait until the 24 hours were up... You even seem to be teasing me inside my mind when you are not there...
Anyway, after that it was great to be able to chat with you again. I was really turned on by your instruction to add two more scrunchies to my cock and balls - it really made it feel like you were owning my cock, adorning with whatever decorations you wanted. [Mmmmmmmm!]
We must have chatted until just after midnight because when we stopped I realised I had completed 24 hours wearing the scrunchie and was allowed to masturbate and finally to cum! I stopped and read your instructions again - it really had me hot reading about you claiming your cock, about you enveloping me with your wetness, and about our juices flowing together. [*evil grin* I do love Beltane!]
I already planned that I could go outside in my reasonably-private garden and masturbate outside as instructed in the assignment. Fortunately it was dark, but it still felt strange, standing in the garden wearing just panties and a T-shirt. I knew I would cum really quickly, but I wanted to at least savour the moment for a minute, so I started by stroking my cock through my panties for a little while. But soon my panties were pulled down, and I was masturbating as hard as I could. It felt really great knowing that I could keep going and cum. I was imagining you watching me and encouraging me, telling me that I'd been a good boy and was allowed to cum. Obviously I don't know what you look like, or even your voice, so it was unusual for me to masturbate thinking about you - maybe the concept of Mistress Magick - but it meant I focused on what you might say or think, rather than your body. [I hope that means that you are being turned on by my control, creativity, sensuality, etc. without objectifying me.]
It was a very powerful orgasm. I'm sure I came twice as hard as usual, and spurted twice as much cum. I was glad to be able to shoot over the garden, rather than have to lick up my cum. Even while I was coming I was imagining you telling me you were pleased with me and that I should shoot all my cum out for you. [Every last drop! ;-)]
So really that's the end of the story, for this assignment at least. I really appreciate you allowing me to complete it, Mistress - thank you for taking the time to write the assignment, and thank you for controlling my May Pole for May Day.
Best wishes,
panty freak
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Dear Mistress Magick,
Thank you, Mistress, for allowing me to complete your Beltane/May Day assignment. It's really been exciting to do this, and to feel like I am doing it to please you. I don't know quite what I expected when I wrote to you back on Wednesday last week, but this definitely exceeds what I thought.
As I explained previously, I've always been a chronic masturbator - I just can't seem to control myself. So, although I know you've got boys with much longer periods in chastity than four days, it was really a challenge for me to wait so long to cum - thank you for controlling my wanking and helping me to control myself.
Looking back at your assignment, I've realised that I got the first two steps in the wrong order by sending you a gift before I made effort to get a suitable scrunchie. [You aren't the only boy to do that, and, in fact, I prefer it. It's easiest for boys to send a gift as soon as they get the assignment (so they don't forget and so anything seasonal arrives on time), but new boys don't always feel comfortable doing so.] And then I failed to get anything that really met what you had wanted. But I think apart from that I can honestly say that I've followed what you set out in the assignment.
I guess I really started on the assignment on Thursday when, ordinarily, I would certainly have been masturbating in the evening. But of course I was already under your control and not allowed to play with myself. However, I think on Friday, when you asked me to join in your #MMDay by wearing bridal white panties, and then posting a picture on Twitter, that's when I really got fully engaged with the assignment.
And I think I already told you how I watched the Royal Wedding, in my panties, edging myself, while fantasising about Kate Middleton/the Duchess of Cambridge and what she might be wearing under that dress. I was so horny by the end of Friday, it would have been so easy to cum then, but it was so much better to be a good boy and follow your instructions.
On Saturday, I spent several hours shopping for a scrunchie. It was really quite embarrassing going into lots of accessory stores (Accessorize for example), clothes shops (Monsoon) and even chemists (Boots) and asking for hair accessories. I'm sure I went bright red talking to some of shop assistants about what I wanted. And why is it that 16 year old girls seem to be the only people who work in shops on a Saturday, and they invariably have no clue about anything in the store?
Anyway, I honestly did my best to find something. In the end, I decided that I should buy the next best substitute that I could find and ask you if it would be acceptable. You've seen the hair bands that I did buy, which do have a similar name and the same purpose, but I have to confess that they don't really look the same. So I was quite nervous that you would tell me to either go and look again, or order a scrunchie online, which you would have been quite within your rights to do, but would have meant a really tough delay for me.
I was really happy when you came on to chat and said that I should try the hair band and provided it was a good fit I could carry on. It was really generous of you to be so understanding. I think you could see that I had done my best, and I really like that you took that into account. For me, that is a really important feature of a Mistress - it's definitely important to be in charge and have high expectations, but also to be realistic and recognise the difference between "couldn't be bothered" and "tried really hard but still came up just short". So thank you Mistress for letting me carry on.
[Yes, there is a big difference, and boys who "can't be bothered" really don't deserve my time and attention. I did recognize that you tried.. and I have to admit that I like the fact that you suffered some harm-free embarassment while doing so. ;-)
You were lucky in that I wanted you to be able to participate on Beltane (May 1) itself, and I knew that you had sincerely tried. Based on last year, I expected boys to have problems finding suitable scrunchies, and I knew that you did not have a lot of lead time to shop. It would have been different if you had had a couple weeks and had waited until the last minute.]
It was really fun to chat with you, and it felt really good that you were concerned about me and wanted to make sure that the hair band/scrunchie wasn't too tight. I know we chatted for a long time - sorry if I took up too much of your time - but was really great to get to know you a little more.
[While it was easiest to have you check the "fit" while on IM, the quality of your emails and your tweets are what really earned you the opportunity to chat with me. It was my intention to start to get to know you a little, and I enjoyed doing so. :-) ]
After we stopped chatting it was already very late here (well early on Sunday). I went to bed, but I was far too horny to go to sleep. I completed my first edge lying in bed - hardly the best way to make myself less horny and able to sleep, but I just really wanted to at least feel my cock in my hand, even though I knew I mustn't come. I thought about some of the things we'd chatted about, and about what you'd told me, and how you'd told me that I was to be a good boy. It didn't take long until I had to stop stroking. It was a real wrench to take my hand away from my cock, and afterwards it took me a long time to calm down and relax and go to sleep.
I don't think I slept very well, and I woke up on Sunday morning still hard, and still with the scrunchie around my cock. I knew I had four more edges to do, so why not? I stroked myself again, thinking about how I wasn't allowed to cum, and about you controlling my cock. I don't really know how close I got to the edge - maybe there is no way to know if you are at the edge until you are over it - but I was more than ready to cum when I finally stopped.
[The next step is to assign you Edging Practice Days so that you are more aware of the signals that your body gives you as you get close, and help you find the line between close and TOO CLOSE.]
I tried to relax a little lying in bed, and maybe sleep some more, but it wasn't going to happen. I got up and went to take a shower, taking off my scrunchie to avoid getting it wet. Soon I was washing myself, and when I got to my still-hard cock and had washed it, I felt that it was time for the third edge. I often like to masturbate in the shower, so maybe I just felt at home stroking there. Again I couldn't last long before I had to stop touching myself. I turned the shower to cold to try to cool off - I think I just ended up cold but still horny. After my shower I put the scrunchie back on, but over my balls as well as my cock. It was a little tighter there, but still felt good. I moved it between the two locations several times during the day.
Sunday was my third day in a row wearing panties so I put them on and then posted a picture on Twitter. I don't think I've ever worn panties so many days in a row before (and now day 4), but I also can't pretend I'm not interested in panties, and I own quite a few pairs. It still got me horny posting the pictures on Twitter and wondering who would see them. I knew you would be looking, and I really liked that you commented in a positive way, about how good or cute or sexy they looked, rather than that I looked ridiculous wearing them.
[You have some gorgeous embroidered ones and lacy ones that look really sexy on you. I'm not as much into the flowered ones, but they were perfect for Beltane - and still covering your May Pole with flowers! ;-)]
I masturbated again after uploading the picture, imagining that you were watching me wearing my panties, telling me that I was a good boy and that I could go ahead and play with myself, but that I wasn't allowed to cum. I think I've realised that it's a major kink for me to have someone controlling my wanking, and I was very quickly having to imagine you telling me "that's enough, if you're a good boy I'll let you play with it again later".
I had a lot of jobs to do around the house on sunday (and only one more edge to go) so there was a big gap until the fifth edge. After doing my jobs I went into my [home] gym. I did a little cycling, but my balls felt a bit uncomfortable on the seat, so I switched to the treadmill and jogged for half an hour. Then I took a shower and afterwards lay on the bed, put the scrunchie back around my cock (having taken it off for the shower) and started to play with myself. Again I imagined you watching me and guiding me on what to do, but also reminding me that I wasn't allowed to cum yet. I imagined you whispering in my ear about how much it would please you if I could behave myself and wait until the 24 hours were up... You even seem to be teasing me inside my mind when you are not there...
Anyway, after that it was great to be able to chat with you again. I was really turned on by your instruction to add two more scrunchies to my cock and balls - it really made it feel like you were owning my cock, adorning with whatever decorations you wanted. [Mmmmmmmm!]
We must have chatted until just after midnight because when we stopped I realised I had completed 24 hours wearing the scrunchie and was allowed to masturbate and finally to cum! I stopped and read your instructions again - it really had me hot reading about you claiming your cock, about you enveloping me with your wetness, and about our juices flowing together. [*evil grin* I do love Beltane!]
I already planned that I could go outside in my reasonably-private garden and masturbate outside as instructed in the assignment. Fortunately it was dark, but it still felt strange, standing in the garden wearing just panties and a T-shirt. I knew I would cum really quickly, but I wanted to at least savour the moment for a minute, so I started by stroking my cock through my panties for a little while. But soon my panties were pulled down, and I was masturbating as hard as I could. It felt really great knowing that I could keep going and cum. I was imagining you watching me and encouraging me, telling me that I'd been a good boy and was allowed to cum. Obviously I don't know what you look like, or even your voice, so it was unusual for me to masturbate thinking about you - maybe the concept of Mistress Magick - but it meant I focused on what you might say or think, rather than your body. [I hope that means that you are being turned on by my control, creativity, sensuality, etc. without objectifying me.]
It was a very powerful orgasm. I'm sure I came twice as hard as usual, and spurted twice as much cum. I was glad to be able to shoot over the garden, rather than have to lick up my cum. Even while I was coming I was imagining you telling me you were pleased with me and that I should shoot all my cum out for you. [Every last drop! ;-)]
So really that's the end of the story, for this assignment at least. I really appreciate you allowing me to complete it, Mistress - thank you for taking the time to write the assignment, and thank you for controlling my May Pole for May Day.
Best wishes,
panty freak
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