Showing posts with label collar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label collar. Show all posts

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Sissy Cock Ring Scrunchies: Wearing Report
by my jezi-darling

These scrunchies were actually made-to-order samples from an import company in China! With so many boys & gurls having problems finding flowered scrunchies for my Beltane assignment, I decided to look into options for obtaining some to sell next year. I ordered jezi one in every color that I liked (I skipped the brown and added another purple combination to test it), and I also have a limited number of dark purple ones to sell to other boys or gurls who would like to decorate their May Pole in my signature purple!
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My loving Mistress had discovered a source for the most perfect scrunchies to adorn her package, and had, with some assistance from Her jezi-girl (me!), obtained a selection for Her to ring Her pole with!

When i heard the news that they had arrived from the Far East, i was naturally excited. Mistress told me She would forward a selection for my personal use via express overseas mail. i waited patiently for the package to arrive and then....a box....yes, from Mistress! Excitement coursed through me, and not just a little tingling too! Both Mistress and i know how much i enjoy Her scrunchie and ribbon assignments, and adorning Her pole with such things. *blush*

On opening the box, what an Aladdin's cave of treasure: not one, but 8! Yes, 8 different coloured scrunchies! What's more, each one was a two-tone combination of satin and chiffon, and had at least three fabric rose buds decorated with beads! How perfectly wonderful! And how perfect for this girl!

i advised Mistress of the joy from receiving Her gift and instantly adorned Her package with the purple scrunchie as directed. It was an amazingly good fit and was worn all day after I tweeted about the package arrival. Purple is Mistress' colour for us and seemed appropriate for the first day. Other colours include grey, lavender, cream, mushroom (better than beige!), black, deep pink, and a baby pink and mushroom combination, one for each day of the week with a spare for laundry day!

The first day was a joy. The scrunchie remained in place all day with only one slight slippage. i truly believe they are the perfect sissy ring for this jezi-girl, and they also add a touch of real girlishness when over a metal-ringed package for Mistress. i have discovered that also, for a limited time, the scrunchie can be worn as a twisted loop, figure eight, with one loop about the base of the pole while the other surrounds and presents the balls forward, a very attractive look! *giggle*

i hope Mistress enjoys reading this and finds it suitable for blogging, perhaps with some additional pics from Her collection

with love and kisses from Your adoring and chaste sissy jezi-girl

xxxxx

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Metal Cock Ring / Collar Report
by jezi-darling

It looks so simple doesn't it?

It is hard to believe that something so basic can inspire so much fear or pride
... and have such meaning attached to it.
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Dear Mistress,

Here is my report on the wearing and feelings surrounding Your lavender metal cock ring.

i admit to being scared of the thought of something so permanent about Your package, regardless that i knew the rubber rings had previously come away quite freely. They were of course able to be cut if necessary and they also stretched: a technique that i had used early on with them to ensure the full snaring of the cock and balls. *blush*

i have to admit to loving the feeling and touch of the cold metal as i was preparing to make my first attempt at wearing the ring, but i still struggled to have the balls 'free' enough to be able to coax them through the ring. It was then that i wondered about ringing the whole package with the rubber ring to have Your full package snared and readily presented for ringing. No way they could sneak away and hide from the metal ring!

Having done this and having Your package well presented and appointed, i attempted to feed each ball through first. I was quite delicate at first, nervous of applying too much pressure but this didn't seem to work as the metal ring lacked the flexibility of the rubber purple ring and did not 'give' in any way. i realised there would have to be more force applied to my 'delicate' and relatively virginal balls (at least with a metal ring!) and i pushed firmly so that one and then the second followed through the ring. i breathed a deep sigh of relief that they were both through, sitting proudly and large encircled by Your lavender metal ring, the slippery nature of the aluminium i believe helped them slide through at the end.

Remembering that Your cock is basically a very soft and sloppy thing when not aroused, i grabbed the now slippery tip (as it was oozing precum from the exciting and nervous thoughts) and began to tuck it through the ring behind the balls till it was possible to pull it through to join it's friends! i gasped and smiled with pleasure at having achieved what i had been so very worried about for You.

i knew how much You had wanted me to wear Your ring (and that this was the position that i had been aiming for given that a traditional collar about my neck may never be truly achievable) so i felt much pride and love and devotion at my achievement. i smiled broadly and gave devotion to You, my Mistress, by repeating the mantra we have for when i am allowed cummies. it felt appropriate, and as i said subsequently it felt like Your package was truely Yours for this ring was so much more than the rubber ones and it seemed to contain Your package better too.

i have now worn Your ring twice, for this is truly Your ring, Mistress. The first time i had to remove it after 20 mins as it was quite sore in the left groin area, but today i am pleased to say that even with a couple of edges, blush, it remained about Your package for nearly an hour with very little discomfort. And it certainly made my edges shorter! Perhaps that was the excitement of wearing it as much as anything though.

i sit here in nicely spotted baby pink satin bikini panties for Your #MMDay and am delighted to be as always,

Your adoring, chaste sissy jezi-girl

i love You, Mistress

*kisses*
xxx
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I'm so glad that jezi finally tried on the larger purple aluminum ring that I sent her. It is meant to be a "collar" that she can wear more discretely than a traditional one.

I do want to note that she had a tendency to "cheat" with the rubber rings, stretching them over her package as she could rather than putting each ball through individually and then following with her (My) cock as suggested, and I think that made it harder for her to learn to do it properly with the metal ring. boys & girls, there is a reason that I want you to practice with the rubber rings first, and it's not just for sizing purposes!

That being said, her balls are quite naughty, and have a tendency to like to escape. The technique of putting the rubber ring on first seems to be doing the job in regard to not letting them do so as she is putting on the metal one, and the firmer, metal ring seems to be doing a much better job of holding them there once they have been caught!

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Photo:
http://www.painfulpleasures.com/xcart/customer/product.php?productid=4133

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Harder
by ed cantor

A bit "harder" than my usual, below is the text of one of ed cantor's first attempts at Twitterotica. Enjoy!
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getting on a plane to be teased and tormented and used

arriving to be picked up by you, immediately taken, stuffed with the plug, bound helpless, and taken to where the use REALLY begins

sun so bright after the trip in the trunk, blinking as you guide me in, handcuffed, plugged, gagged

i can see you tormenting me with your desire, blindfolded now, you make me strip and i can't see you, can't know who is there

but you come so close, teasing me once you've got me restrained helplessly immobile, keeping me inches from your thrilling arousal

now totally at your mercy, i groan at the tightness of the ropes, the cursed inflatability of the stretching plug, drooling around the gag

she pulls the blindfold off and, seeing her, despite everything, my body tingles with arousal at her striking and powerful beauty

my admiration is cut short, not just by the ominous surroundings, but by the more more immediate concern about the thin cane you held

my legs are spread wide, ankles held open by the roughly welded spreader bar and its steel shackles, my wrists pulled so high over my head

you move close, a briefly soft touch at my bared chest turns into you marking me with four parallel lines from your sharp fingernails

you are dangerously intimately close to me, i curse my reactions, growing erect as you start surrounding my cock and balls with thin leather

i moan in pain, as you've hung something from my swaying balls now...i look down to see a small empty tin pail

distracted by this new torment, I am shocked to screaming when the thin cane slices across my ass.

and again when you drop some leaden weight into the dangling pail, pulling painfully at me. "that's what happens when you don't thank me"

"thank you?" he stammered, tortured by the way the damned pail was now swinging. "yes, for the kiss of my sweet cane." and again it struck.

there was no point in resisting... "thank you" i gasped. your fingernails dragged down my back. "thanks for what, fucktoy?"

"thanks.. thanks for whipping my ass" i was guessing, in some kind of strange shock." "oh honey, that was just the cane, not the whip...yet"

you kept striking me with the cane, over and over, marking and torturing my ass, my own jerking making the weighted pail swing

but each time, even when reduced to sputtering groans, a strained "thank you" exits my lips

i feel like i'm about to lose consciousness, always waiting for the next strike, when you stop. you set the cane down on a shelf.

to replace it you pick up a wide leather paddle. you walk up in front of me, turning it so i can see all of it. your smile is dangerous.

My breathing coming in ragged panting, i look at it, at you. you use it under me to lift up and display my bound cock and balls to me

my balls, trussed in the thin leather, are red, almost purple, tight, the agony visible... you tease me with those painted talons again

your nails drag up and down the length of me, and you slide the paddle, like you're using a frying pan under me. when you squeeze i scream

you let the paddle down, leaving me at the mercy of the pail again, pulling another groan from me as your heels click behind me again

i'm nearly sobbing, knowing what is coming, and sure enough the paddle slams like like a truck, reigniting the fiery stripes of the cane

you cast a wider spread with the paddle, and soon the whole of my ass as well as the backs of my thighs are burning and glowing red

without being reminded, i am gasping thank you's out to you, even as the pain grows, narrowing my vision to a shadow-framed tunnel

you stop once more... i'm panting, and it takes me a moment to realize it is over, at least for now. you are moving again, arranging things

there is heavy scraping, big things sliding, but all i can do is revel in the reprieve from the paddle. then i feel the edge against my ass.

you've pushed a large, cold metal table up behind me. you free my ankles from the spreader bar. you lower my wrists, still bound together.

you pull me back, onto the table, securing the chain from my wrists somewhere behind my head. laid back, the cold surface is almost soothing

you free the dangling pail from my trussed cock but you do not release it. you pull my legs up, securing each doubled with a buckled strap

you push my frog-tied legs apart and it is the first time i see the ominous strap-on you've affixed to its harness at your hips

the harsh lights above me gleam in the slick coating of lubricant you've already prepared it with. "oh god, please don't, please" i stammer

your smile fades, and my throbbing balls are i your grip "i like the begging, but you're doing it wrong, fucktoy."

"beg me for this, beg me to take you like the dirty whore you are, or you'll feel that whip you were asking about, and i'll skin that ass"

i can tell by the look in your eyes that it is no bluff. i swallow hard, trying to make myself believe this isn't real. "please..."

"please what?" you demand of me. "please.. please use that on me, in me. please, please don't whip me." "slut, you'd better make me believe"

"please, oh god, please... please take me, please fuck my ass, please fuck me, please please take me and fuck my ass please"

i realize i'm nearly screaming. your smile is wickedly crooked. you ease the tip of the purple rubber monster to me, pushing open my rosebud

i groan as the thing pushes into me, even after i'd been stretched by the plug. and then you're really fucking, your hips driving forward.

"keep begging, whore. i know you want it, i know you love it!" "yes, please, please" i'm begging with all that i am as you impale me

the feeling of the thing inside me is completely new, like it is splitting me in half, but also something more

i can feel your pleasure. your bliss and fucking me so full is electric in the room. it isn't just better than the cane, it's something more

but i still blush at the words that are flying from my mouth, from some depraved core of me "fuck me! fuck my ass! fuck me! i need it! fuck"

my head thrown back, your rocking me on the table. my mind is numbed so much that all i can do is repeat "fuck me i'm a whore" over and over

my mind buzzing, and i realize something strange is happening. i'm starting to enjoy this. but how? i look and my cock is rock hard.

it is straining at its bondage, but rigid and upright and its purple head is glistening with precum. "i knew you were a whore, slut."

your smile shames me. my face is burning red. but still you fuck me and still i beg. you grip my shaft, hard. your nails curl around to bite

but still i love it. i want it. i want you to fuck me and stroke me. your touch makes my body electric. i feel like i'm a foot off the table

your hips are rolling, getting your own pleasure from the base of the strap-on, and you are ramming hard into me, but the pain is offset now

my begging is more than real now. i want it. i need it. i crave for you to fuck me, to take me with all you have.

your hand on my cock and your dildo in my ass is making me a pavloviansubject. this pleasure like i've never felt is because i'm yours now.

i'm begging in earnest, my voice almost gone, rasping, "fuck me please, oh god please fuck me, take me, i'm your fucking whore to use"

"tell me you're a whore" you command and i do it, aloud, "i'm a whore!"

"tell me you're a slut" and i scream it "i'm a slut, i'm your slut!"

"tell me all you want is to fucked and beaten and fucked some more, you fucking tramp!" i do, and i am. i am what you are making me.

"yes you are. cum, you ass-fucked whore." and i don't even think, i just explode. cum forcing itself past the bondage, to spurt up my chest

you fuck me a few more thrusts, and the pressure seems to push even more cum from my throbbing cock, you unlace it now, and it is still hard

it is super sensitized from is use and its bondage, my balls feel like theyve been kicked over and over.

i'm still helpless, not that i would have the energy to move if free. your fingers, in rubber gloves, are scooping up the thick white cum.

i'm almost beyond shame, but still i feel this humiliation as you slowly feed me every oozing drop of my own orgasm

once you are satisfied you retreat for a moment. when you return, you're holding a heavy collar, hinged steel, which you lock around my neck

only then do you you release my legs, free my hands. i turn slightly and i feel it and hear it. the chain from my collar to the wall.

you're moving away, dropping a bowl of some gruel on the floor, next to another filled with a splash of water. the door closes heavily.

you speak to me though the slit in the metal door. "you are mine, whore. and it is just beginning." i shudder. I can feel the truth of it.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Obedience in Rings and Panties
an #MMDay report by ed cantor

Mmm... how easy it would be to develop an endless loop where each report writing exercise would becoming something new that needed to be reported. *evil grin*

Also posted at: http://mind-effing.tumblr.com/post/1020423855/obedience-in-rings-and-panties-an-mm-day-report#disqus_thread


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Your wickedness, your imagination, your gleeful pleasure, Mistress, are so adept at making one pleasure flow into the next.

You gave me the simple instruction to start… while writing my most recent report, I was to be ringed – the largest ring, put in place around my cock and balls. To inspire me, no doubt.

Then, added to inspiration was incentive. Once the report was finished, to your satisfaction and sent off to you, the others were to be added. And then, to make it clear that I was under your power and control, I was to go and edge myself – to go and touch and tease myself to the brink of orgasm and then stop, denying myself, heart bounding and flesh throbbing.

I received all this instruction in the morning, and I went and ringed myself immediately, Mistress. It is such a gift you give me, to grant me your control, that I get a jolt just from reading those words.

With work, interruptions and the rest of real life interfering, it was not until lunch that I would really sit and write – which only meant more time ringed in anticipation. More time knowing that under my normal clothes, I was held by your desires, will and pleasure – held by what I like to compare to the circling grip of your thumb and forefinger.

It was hard not to rush, but I tried. I didn’t want to make my own lust and impatience be the cause of mistakes and typos that would interfere with the report. But finally I was done. I tried not to run to the washroom, to go and add two more rings. I prepared myself in the “three ring circus” that you like – one more ring added to encircle just my balls, then the third around the base of my shaft… snugly.

I was stiff, very stiff, quickly Mistress, but the rings themselves helped me endure that ache for a while, before I could feel that I would have to stop. Of course, breathing deep, I knew they would also make the stiffness endure as well, and I had to wait a few moments so that the bulge visible through my pants would be slightly less obvious.

I wore them all, feeling thick and owned and heavy and tingling and throbbing with desire and hunger… for you, Mistress.

Near the end of the work day, you gave me yet another task and chore – that of edging once more, then removing all but the first, largest ring. I of course obeyed immediately, gleefully and achingly.

Yes, the edging was fast, urgent, hungry and all too short. Goddess it was difficult to stop. You had built in me a need, over the whole day, that was getting to my mind. I had to wait, at least five minutes, before I even dared touch myself enough to comply with the next step of wriggling myself out of the two rings.

I was almost thinking, as I read your instructions, that after hours of being decorated in all three, that wearing just one again would feel disappointing. It didn’t Mistress. I felt it like a hug – like a reminder of delicious torment, but with just enough tease to keep it on my mind.

And so it stayed on my mind. The ring. You and your control over my body and arousal. For hours more – until I was ready for sleep.

And so, in the dim light of a single lamp, I stripped down, bare, to nothing but the ring itself on me.

I knelt, my thighs spread and my hungry cock in my hands, along with a small glass tumbler. As I stroked, I repeated my mantra like a meditation:

"Your boy, Mistress."

"Your cock, Mistress."

"Your pleasure, Mistress."

Nothing else. Just those words, a whisper spoken aloud into the darkness, as my pleasure and arousal built to the climax I had been teased with for 14 hours. I came, hard and tingling and intense – with barely the presence of mind to grab the glass in time, still stroking hard, until my strokes turned to milking, making sure every thick gooey drop was drained into the glass.

Still breathing hard, I brought the glass to my lips and tilted it back. I swallowed every goeey drop, Mistress, even using my finger to bring it all to my tongue. It is a taste I could never get used to, but I loved that it was the taste in my mouth as I drifted to sleep and dreams of you, Mistress.

Thank you, Mistress

Monday, August 9, 2010

Pet
by ed cantor

Written for me by my beloved ed cantor. The assignment was to share with me his own Puppy Play fantasy, but he seems to have worked in many of my favorite elements: tease & denial, panties, chastity, foot worship... ;-)

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Pet

They were miles away from each other, but a heat linked them as they spoke. She was reclining in her bed, ready to drift to sleep. He was kneeling beside his, a position she enjoyed knowing he held for her.

“You know,” she purred, “I think I’d like a pet.”

“Really?” he asked. It seemed like a bit of departure from their previous conversation. “Do you think you’d like a dog or a cat or something? I don’t see you as a fish kind of person.”

“Actually,” she mused, “that’s not really what I’m thinking. I want the best parts of all those pets. I like the loyalty and service of dogs. I like the way a kitten might purr and be fun to play with. Hell, I even like how pretty fish are to look at, but you’re right – I want a pet I can play with.”

He smiled silently, his lips moving against the phone. “Well, it sounds like you know what you want. Now how are you going to get all this in one pet?”

“Silly boy. I’m going to get it the same way I always do: you’re going to give it to me.”

“Oh?” He was suddenly worried about how he was going to solve this particular puzzle to her liking.

“Yes indeed. The pet I want is you, and you’re going to be the pet I want. Now, you may do your edging – no cumming tonight, sleep in something pink for me, and tomorrow I’ll send you something to get you started. Good night, pet.”

He was still in shock when he spoke his good night, expressing his devotion, love and thanks.

It took him a while to get to sleep, and not just because of the physical throbbing that was the result of his edging and denial. His mind just raced, trying to imagine her intentions and plans, all while knowing the effort was futile. He was never able to guess at the details of her wonderful wickedness.

Finally, his mind swirling with possibilities, his body clad in nothing but panties of pink lace trimmed in ribbon, he drifted into a restless sleep.

He woke earlier than he would have liked, but it seemed like it would be a beautiful day outside, so he opted for a positive outlook. Before he completed his breakfast, an email from his Mistress arrived.

“Edward, the first thing a pet needs is a collar, a leash and a name tag. You will go to a pet store today - immediately - and purchase those items. The collar should be leather, with buckles for adjusting size and steel rings for the leash. You will hold it up to your neck at least once in the store, to test for fit. The leash should have a clip for your collar and a leather lead for me to hold. The tag should be engraved, stating that you are my property, but we will leave a blank space for your pet name, for now. I will expect you to have all these things by noon. Enjoy your shopping!”

He wasted no time in finishing up his food, cleaning it away and getting himself ready for the errand. His mind worked on him more than reality might have dictated, but then, it always did. He was deliciously humiliated, holding the collar up, wrapping it around his neck, even though he’d spent at least ten minutes circling around, making sure they was no one nearby in the nearly deserted store. The experience of the nametag was similar. He had to pay in advance, but then he was on his own at a large pseudo-vending machine. He kept a close eye over his shoulder, but no one saw him enter “Property of Mistress” via the touch screen.

Heading home on time, his purchases in the large plastic bag, he was gleeful, thrilled, and hard as a rock.
...

The next morning, as he walked up to her door, at the time he had been instructed to, just a day later, his mind was buzzing. His collar, still unworn, was the only item in the plain brown paper bag he carried. All that he’d been allowed to carry in his pockets were the key to his home and enough exact change to get him on transit. His only remaining preparation, detailed in another email that had been waiting for him at home, had been to make sure that all of his hair was trimmed. He’d started with a trip back out for a haircut and shave and then taken care of the rest himself at home, working nervously with scissors while standing in the bathtub.

It felt very strange, walking up her street -- a street he’d only ever driven on before. There weren’t even sidewalks, and he felt very much on display -- like the neighbours were likely to call the police to report an unusual stranger. He didn’t even have ID on him - just a dog collar that would only inspire more questions.

But finally he was there. He knocked on the door after a deep breath. Mistress was there quickly, an eager and loving smile on her face.

“Oh Edward, I’m so glad you are here on time. I’d have hated to start off with punishment. Come, step inside the door.”

He stepped in and then waited.

She came in around him and faced him.

“Edward -- and this is the last time for quite a while you will be called Edward -- this experience is going to be different for us. Especially for you. Are you ready to be my pet?”

“Yes, Mistress,” he answered, his lips dryly sticking together.

She reached into the paper bag. “Do you accept this collar as a symbol of your status before me and of my ownership of you?”

“Yes, Mistress.”

“Do you understand that you are to be a pet? Not a slave. Not a servant. A pet. MY pet. Mine to do with what I please.”

“Yes Mistress, I understand.”

“Excellent, pet. Strip.”

Wordlessly, without hesitation or second thought, he peeled off his clothes. The simple tan khakis, button down white oxford shirt, black boxers, white socks and Vans sneakers were all placed in turn in the black bag she held out as she watched, smiling and proud. In moments he stood before her, bare.

“Legs spread. Hands behind your back. Lean forward.”

He complied, feeling the blush of his nakedness and her clear control, not to mention his growing stiffness.

Her fingers traced his neck, then they guided the leather of the collar against his flesh. “With this collar, I make you mine. I accept your offer and I take you. You are mine. You are my pet.” He could hear her enjoyment in her words. “You may kneel now.”

He wondered, in that split second, if he should reply in agreement or thanks, but she continued speaking even as he was lowering himself to the floor. “Some ground rules to start: First, always remember that you are my pet - not my slave, not my submissive, not my slut, not my lover. You will not speak unless directly instructed to. ‘Yes’ or ‘no’ questions can be answered by nodding or shaking your head. You will not stand or get upon any piece of furniture unless directly instructed to. A pet’s place is on the floor or in its cage. Do you understand so far, pet?”

He was suddenly very aware of the collar around his neck as he nodded.

“Good. You will be gagged on occasion, as I choose, but do NOT mistake the absence of a gag as permission to speak. It most likely just means I have chosen to hear your moans or grunts more directly, or that I have some other use in mind for your mouth, but you should just be satisfied knowing that your mouth is available because I wish it.”

She paused, then turned and simply pulled upon his leash as an indication that he should follow her. She made her way to the living room, while he scrambled on all fours to keep up, until she turned and lowered herself into an easy chair.

“Pets do not wear clothing, and so you will not wear clothing while you are here unless I choose otherwise. If you are required to leave here or be in pubic, I will choose something for you. Now, spread your legs a touch more, and hold still on all fours.”

He complied, taking a deep breath. She walked away for a moment, but was soon back carrying a small black bag. She knelt down behind him. Without warning, her hands were on his cock and balls, pulling and prodding at them.

“I’m glad to see you took care of your grooming. I’ll see how this goes, and determine later if I need to bring in someone else to groom you in the future, or whether you’ll be up to taking care of this yourself.”

As she spoke, her hands kept moving with precise, almost medical efficiency. She carefully guided his testicles, one at a time, and then his cock, though a plastic ring. She positioned it properly around the base of his manhood. She next guided his cock into the snug embrace of a clear plastic sleeve. He heard his breath almost as a whistle through his pursed lips. Once he was drawn deep enough into it, she guided its widened base up to the first ring, slotting the two together. Small locks clicked as they closed.

“I know that some say that all pets should be neutered, but we’ll just start you with some chastity,” she said, now prodding the device upon him, laughing softly at her own joke.

Her left hand moved, and she held him and the device as she brought his next surprise closer. “Now, I couldn’t really find the right thing for a puppy, so a pony tail will have to do for now.” He felt the first touch of it: the soft, so lightly lubricated, tip of the butt plug. It was colder than he’d felt before, and with less give than he was used to. She pushed it in, deeper and deeper, slowly and steadily. The profile of the thing just kept stretching him wider. He started to moan softly, and then silenced himself by biting his lower lip between his teeth.

“Short term pain for long term gain, pet,” she said, as though to comfort him. “This plug is nice and wide before it narrows at the base, so you’ll have so much less trouble keeping it in.” She giggled, but kept pushing. When its widest part finally crested into him, she switched to pulling back, giving just a bit of tormenting resistance, as his ass now tried to suck the thing fully inside. When the base finally pressed against his ass cheeks, he felt s tickle against his thighs. She let go, and with a blushing shock, his mind finally resolved the puzzling sensations he’d felt as it had been inserted. It was heavy. He could feel not only the fullness of it, but also the weight of it. It was solid, polished steel.

The previous tickling was intensified as his Mistress, her hands now free, grabbed the gleaming black ponytail flowing from the base of the plug. She flicked it back and forth, causing it to swish across the backs of his thighs. He could only imagine just how he looked at this moment, but the physical attention and his growing realization of his position before her was making him very keenly aware of how he was now feeling. His cock was throbbing, wanting to stiffen, but trapped inside the too-small sleeve of the chastity device. Even with his lips closed, he could not contain the building groan.

“There is another gift I will give you, to assist you in learning your position. Whenever I instruct you to ‘sit up,’ I wish for you to kneel, with your thighs spread, your body upright, and your hands up in front of you, like a begging puppy. Now, sit up.”

He scrambled into position, feeling the motion torment his full ass. He glanced down as he spread his legs, seeing his cock looking tiny and trapped within the device. He felt a bit silly, lifting his hands up, letting his wrists loosen and his hands slump down, but he knew there could be no hesitation. His Mistress took one hand in hers, holding it softly for a second, before turning it over, palm up, and curling his fingers up into a fist. She slid a snugly fitting, padded leather mitten over his closed hand.

She tightened the buckling closure around his wrist and slid a small lock in place, clicking it closed. As she repeated the process with his left hand, the fingers of his right instinctively tried to test their new enclosure. Not only was there no way he could remove his hand from the mitt, but he could also not even open his fingers. His hands had been effectively reduced to padded lumps at the end of his arms. The locks on them seemed redundant security at this point, but there were certainly making an impact on his imagination.

“Now, let’s help get you into the right frame of mind,” she said, jolting him out of his thoughts.

She held up a toy: a bright, translucent pink, floppy pink dildo, made of some kind of gel-like rubber. It wriggled obscenely in her hands, as she bounced it lightly, as though she was testing its weight. Then, with a swing of her arm, she tossed the toy across the room, where it bounced and landed in the far corner of the living room. She looked him in the eye as she spoke. “Fetch.”

He wanted to just melt into the floor, but he reacted quickly. He turned, on all fours, and crawled his way to the toy. He hand to move around the table and a chair. The weight and size of the plug were constant reminders of being stuffed and as he moved, his tail started to sway back and forth against his thighs. The chastity cage held him so securely, not unlike cock rings he’d worn before, so he was very aware of his manhood, even as it was trapped and kept in check.

On the floor, with his hands immobilized, there was nothing he could use to fetch the toy except to use his mouth. He lowered his face to the floor, opened wide and closed his teeth onto it, near it’s middle. It was soft, feeling almost wet, and it jiggled constantly, the two ends flopping from each side of his bite.

His humiliation was growing and he felt the blush in his cheeks burning even before Mistress got the full sight of him returning to her. She laughed out loud, clapping her hands together with glee. She loved it enough to immediately repeat the process, this time tossing the rubber cock under the dining room table. His tailed ass was high in the air as he lowered his head under a chair to fetch it.

Over and over and over, she played this game of fetch with him. His knees were becoming sore, his lips red, and he knew he was drooling more each time. His cock was throbbing and his ass was aching.

“So,” she spoke, seemingly done with Fetch for the moment, tucking the floppy toy away, “time for some more basic lessons. You know ‘sit up.’ ‘Beg’ is just like ‘sit up’ except that I will expect your mouth to be wide open and your tongue extended. When I tell you to ‘roll over’ you will roll onto your back with your knees and arms up or, if you are already in that position, you will return to kneeling on all fours. If I tell you to ‘stay’ I will expect you to stay put, in the position you are currently in, until I release you. No matter what. ‘Heel’ means you are to crawl to my heel, kneeling there if I am sitting or standing, or crawling with me if I am moving. You will get a tiny bit of leeway as you learn these commands, but you will find very quickly that correction will follow any mistakes.”

His eyes were wide, taking it all in, fighting to draw it all into his memory, as well as dealing with the growing sense of his new place. She wasn’t even asking him questions anymore.

“But enough work for now,” she said, collapsing back into her chair. “My feet are in need of some attention.” She stretched out her legs, crossing her ankles, and looked am him, a smile lighting up her face. “Come, pet, put that tongue to some good use before I decide to lock it away.”

The pleasure of serving her was at least equal to the threat in inspiring him, crawling to her offered toes as quickly as he could. He focused all of his attention on kissing and serving and licking at her feet and toes. He used his tongue to massage and caress every inch.

Her reactions, the wriggling movement of her toes and feet, the soft moan oozing from her lips, they transported him to a place of joy. It was pure happiness for him to be able to serve her, and a physical high to be bringing her pleasure. His focus on her body and her taste and all the rest of her allowed him to drift above his physical situation. There was a part of his mind, and body, that was constantly aware of the fullness of the plug his ass, the grip of the chastity device resisting his arousal, the impotent feeling of supporting his upper body on hands that were bound in padded mitts – but still, his heart was flying and free, since he was serving her.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Buying and Trying my new Cock Rings for my Mistress
by ed cantor

ed's original cock ring shopping report, followed by the first time he tried the 2" one on for me. Since he was at work, he had to go to the gentleman's room between IMs to put it on, and then again to practice with it. I would sincerely have loved to watch him on cam, as I did with capn slight the week before, but having him do the training at work, even after hours, added a different kind of excitement. ;-)
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When I finally got the time and opportunity to shop for you, Mistress, I eagerly and nervously made my way over to the store – playfully named "Come As You Are". It is on a very hip, busy stretch of Queen Street West – a fun and vibrant area of the city. Come As You Are is infamous for occasionally hiring live models to wear and demonstrate their wares in their storefront – which was one of my inspirations for one of my most personal stories, "Window Shopping". On the day I visited, however, the storefront display was inhabited only by products.

It was smaller than I thought it would be – I guess a professional web site really does give the impression of a bigger business. I was welcomed right inside the door by a very friendly woman who exhibited all the visual stereotypes of the lesbians who seem to so often run these kinds of small sex toy stores. It was a little surprising to be greeted so personally. I returned her smile and greeting and told her that I didn’t need any direction yet, but I would certainly ask her if I did. There were some other items and products I would be interested in, including one large art book of fetish art done by famous, mainstream comic artists of the silver age.

I found the cock rings easily – the displays and products in the store were nice and orderly, with the dirty/kinky books, strap-ons, dildos, and cock rings all in their place. It was strange to find the rings I was searching for on display without any packaging but for a description and the price. Out, hanging on a little hook, I could feel of the texture and stiffness of the material, and I was already imagining them wrapped around me as I touched them.

I thought about the other cock harness - the one of which I had sent you an image - that trapped the balls separately, but it did not appear to be available in the store at the moment.

The cock rings turned out to be a display set. When I brought them to the cash, I was given a fresh set in a little plastic bag with the store’s logo, along with a friendly little chat about the care and cleaning of the rings (soft soap and water are fine) and their pamphlet about sex toys. The most relevant issues (thoughtfully highlighted for me as we talked) were to make sure the rings were not too tight, to remove them if I felt pain or discomfort, and a recommendation to wear them for a maximum of thirty minutes at a time.

I smiled, nodded along, agreed when prompted to, smiled some more and finally left, blushing and giddy with my new purchase.

Thank you for this, Mistress – I felt like you had given me a Christmas present that I couldn’t wait to unwrap, or wrap myself in.

At your instruction, I finally measured the rings, and after my bad guesses, they are 1.5", 1.75”, 2” and 2.25” in size.

It was thrilling and delightfully unexpected and yet eagerly anticipated, to get to be ordered into them for you, as we chatted online. I loved your teasing about wanting to watch, to see, to be able to have your presence add to my nervousness and excitement – and it surely would have.

In the washroom stall at work, alone and nervously excited, I was smiling to myself as I put the ring on for you for the first time. As I’d not used this kind before, even with your detailed instructions, it was a unexpected experience. I would not have anticipated the kind of wrangling I would have to do to get my balls into place and through - I would have guessed my cock itself would have been more of the issue. I was almost laughing as they wriggled around, but finally they obeyed. I made sure nothing was twisted, as you instructed, and then got my cock through. Once I was all encircled properly, I adjusted the ring, and then I just looked down at myself for a bit. It was so simple, so small, and yet it worked on my mind and body so powerfully, like a tiny little collar around me, or like you had closed your forefinger and thumb, and held me there.

I didn’t want to take it off, but I appreciate that you are being so careful as to get me used to it. When I went back to practice, it came of pretty easily – easier than going on! It was a little more difficult to get it back on, as I was more excited and stiff after wearing it and with the physical attention my cock was getting, but I was very happy to get it back on for you.

Wearing it again for you, especially on the way home, was a gift. Driving the car with it on meant that it wouldn’t be as simple to get it off. If I wanted or needed to, I’d have to stop and find someplace to do it, but I loved that the stakes were higher already. There was no issue, and I was very aware of the ring's subtle touch all the way home. I wore it for a bit longer, then removed it and tried a bit with the others.

The largest, the 2 1/4" one is easier to get on all of me of course, though it still gives a nice hug. I can see it would be the easiest to wear for a long time. I didn’t play too much with the others – I tried once to get my balls alone into the 1 3/4” one, but after all the new attention, I was starting to feel a bit sore and didn’t want to press my luck or over do it.

Thank you so much for all of this, Mistress… I just love having a new item in my drawer for your pleasure.

Now they tease me, as I ache to wear them again for you.

yours,
edward

Friday, June 18, 2010

When you think of the idea of "showing off your boy" do you prefer the idea of taking him out in public collared and leashed, with other secrets hidden beneath street clothes... or having him serve totally, wearing even less, before a chosen few?

Actually, it’s usually somewhere in between. I love the idea of the hidden secrets underneath, but to me that is a different type of stimulus…something that makes me quietly smile or gets me all wet, knowing how it privately reflects my control over him.

Hmmm… though tweeting about it is showing him off, as are the yummy glimpses of our intimate conversations that we sometimes share with others on Twitter. I love retweeting jezi’s panty reports, and also commenting on the yummy feelings that I get while wearing or using various gifts and tributes from my boys and trainees. While the actions might be in private, talking about how much my boy pleases me is definitely one area in which I enjoy showing him off.

One of the key factors is interacting with people whom I know or who might comment back. I also really enjoy “controlled exhibitionism” (which might be a better description of the seen portion of your first example), but even in that, I want to be able to see and feel the response of the watcher. A lot of the pleasure that I receive is actually in knowing my/our effect on others.

When looking for a submissive, I want someone who will make me proud of him… who I can enjoy showing off. He is intelligent; interesting; confident in his skills, but not cocky/arrogant, and acts like a gentleman, ‘though he has enough of a naughty steak to indulge, and sometimes inspire, my more adventurous ideas. ;-) He is eager to help others when it is appropriate, but he doesn’t put them ahead of my needs. He can keep up his end of a conversation with my friends, who range from college dropouts to PhDs.

Here are some examples of my favorite real life ways of showing a boy off, many of which I have enjoyed with more than one boy:

Loaning him out as a demo model for an instructor (whom I trust) who is teaching something that he enjoys or is curious about.

Having him show off/teach/demo/share his experiences with specific fetishes/kinks, such as having him show off his chastity device and how it goes on and off for friends at a party, and discussing with them his experiences in wearing it.

Having him serve me at a party or event, or even model in a fetish fashion show, in clothes that I have picked out for him.

Loaning him out to help with setup or taking down for an event.

Leading a boy around an event, asking others to play with the bells on his nipples, or chastity, or having them each take a turn while I am giving him a spanking. Basically, asking/allowing them to take part in teasing or playing with him, and comment on it while I enjoy both their reactions and his.


Some more specific memories:

Having him serve at a party that I am hosting – greeting guests, putting away coats, helping with the food table, getting drinks, etc. Wearing his chastity key on a necklace, clearly visible near my heart, “knowing” friends notice and congratulate me on the new boy. One of them, noticing that his collar does not have a lock, asks what the key is for, and I indicate that it fits something a bit lower. ;-) (Mmm…taking more private pleasure in the memories of him pleasuring me beforehand, and then cleaning and setting things up while I showered, dressed and answered last minute calls and emails.)

Sending him ahead to SRO classes at a national BDSM event while I network in the hall. Coming in, saying “thank you, but no” to the guys who are offer me seats, and even the one who offered me a place on his lap, carefully moving past the folks sitting in the aisle, giving him a small, un-needed gesture as I get to him, and taking his seat as he drops down to sit on the floor at my feet.

Wowing the International Leathermen at Folsom Street Faire, calling others to come look and one guy even dropping to his knees at the size of my boy’s cock.

While vending at another kink event, the organizers decided to keep the vendor room open later, through dinner, to allow for more shopping time. He takes the initiative to take pizza orders from the various vendors, places the order, collects the cash, greets the delivery boy at the door and distributes the slices, also getting drinks for those who need them.

Going in to setup for that event, he carried several boxes that I can only carry one-at-a-time, stacked very high, through the vendor room. My private pleasure was in turning around and seeing all the boxes there. The pleasure in showing him off was in the approval of others, especially when a girl that was there by herself, representing one of the lingerie vendors, asked if she could borrow him. I was quite happy to oblige.

Events like that really stand out in my mind, and bring a smile to my face years (even over a decade!) later, but they aren’t necessarily the ones that you can script ahead of time. The right kind of boy does them because that is who he is, and then I find myself both wonderfully surprised and very happy to show him off.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

My Desires

As some of you know, I've accepted ed_cantor into my online service. He just wrote me the lovely piece below. While some aspects may be pure fantasy (limo?), it's a very good description of the type of D/s relationship that I desire. Not one focused on scening/play or SM, but rather a loving and enduring D/s dynamic focused on service, pampering, etc. The fact is: the more I feel pampered and pleasured by my boy, the more advertuous I am in regard to the ways in which I enjoy him.



I see you desiring a softer, more subtle service than stereotypes present, or that seem described by the word "scene." I see myself with you, near you, beside you... but yours. I can be dressed up, taken out with you, though perhaps with a hint of my position given in something that teases the eyes or the body. Maybe it is lace panties beneath my suit, maybe it is a piece of special jewelry, or a thin collar under my shirt and tie.


I open doors for you, I help you out of cars, I hold out your chair. I pour your wine. I get your coat. I call the limo back. I unlock the doors and hold them open for you at your home. I slide your hair aside as I massage your shoulders. I stand when you wish. I open my trousers at your command. I slide them down to my ankles. I give you the tie from around my neck, breathing deep as I can only watch you wrap it around my hardening cock and throbbing balls. With that new leash, you pull my to my knees, and guide my head under the hem of your gown.


Bliss.

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