andrew's First Edging Report

Dear Mistress,

Thank You for allowing me to touch myself for five minutes today [now yesterday].

About 12 days ago, I signed over ownership of my cock to you, Mistress. It became Your property, Your cock. It has been 11.5 days since You permitted me to cum, and I have not been allowed to touch Your cock since.

It was initially very difficult to not touch Your cock, and it became a game of willpower. Over the next few days, there were some physical changes, as Your cock became naturally excited, its pre-cum thickened up and became smelly. Your balls started to ache and swell, and the slightest thing would make Your cock hard. As time progressed, I learned to to avoid porn and erotica, resigned to chastity. Things were easier, as long as Mistress wasn't teasing me.

You were gracious to allow me to touch Your cock for five minutes today, but there were conditions attached: no release.

My Mistress said I can try to edge, but I'm inexperienced at edging, how to know when to stop in time? You said I must not get too close.

It is going to be so hard (pun intended) to have to back off just as things are getting exciting; You certainly know how to test your boys. I don't know that I have the willpower to stop at the correct moment, but I have to find it for You. It will be a mixture of fun and torture trying to find how far it's possible to take things and still be able to stop in time. I had better err on the safe side, Mistress.

Your instruction to touch Your cock for five minutes had got me excited a couple of times during the day, and by now I'm getting used to ignoring the urges that come along with that until they subside.

I waited until I was comfortable in bed before carrying out Your instructions. I slipped the waistband of my panties down just underneath Your balls, with the balls just resting on top, sticking out slightly proud.

I thought about my Mistress and Her control over me, and this brought Your cock really hard. I made a glance at the bedside clock, and could hear Your seductive voice telling me how I must play with myself. I started by rubbing the backs of my fingernails down the shaft of Your cock, with a medium hard pressure. This felt good, like scratching an itch, because it had been so long I'd been allowed to touch Your property, aside from washing or a quick positional adjustment in my panties.

This felt so good, but it wasn't getting me close to an edge. It didn't feel like a time to be tender, I wanted things rough. The head of Your cock moistened under its foreskin, and I moved to grab a fistful of the shaft and pumped up and down, over the head. The tighter I made my fist, the better it felt.

A tingly feeling started, and I heard You say "stop". I'm inexperienced at edging and don't know how close I can get to be sure of being able to stop, so I took the first pause early. Your instruction said "no release" and I wanted to be sure of that above all else.

When I was sure a second touch would not spell disaster and put an end to the edging session, I put my thumb to my head and tasted what was making it moist and slippery. It was pre-cum, but not as pungent in taste as it had been about a week ago.

I took a fistful of the head of Your cock and restarted masturbating, it felt good to hold it tightly. I don't know how long it took, but I was brought fairly quickly to the place where I thought I would come, again I could hear Your instruction, "stop!"

For a moment I thought I had maybe gone a stroke too far, I was close to feeling that flushed hot swell take over my body, and I felt like maybe something had bubbled up the shaft, and I felt disappointment, did I go too far? On tasting what was causing the head to be moist, I was sure it was still just pre-cum, and I was happy I had kept to the first rule of edging: no release.

Before I dare touch Your cock a third time, the five minutes was up. I carefully mopped up all the stickiness around the head, and licked my thumb and forefinger until they were clean.

I'm now left with a distinctly unsatisfied feeling, the tip of Your cock is tingly. Your balls are now swollen and achey, and are uncomfortable to the touch. Your cock is rock hard and unsatisfied, and now I must find some sleep like this. I daren't try sleep on my tummy tonight, because I can't be sure what dreams I may have; I have to be sure I don't rub up against anything in my dreams, just to be safe.

As an epilogue, I woke this morning with a huge hard-on, frustrated that I'm not allowed to touch again.

Thank You Mistress, you are a most expert tease.

Part 1: Cocquette Bra & Thongs Shopping Report by sophie

Now that you've read about sophie's first trip to Anne Summers where she purchased her Cocquette Collection Black/Pink Tutu Panties and Bardot Black Chemise, I can share with you her shopping trip to find the matching items. I decided to break this report up into two parts, and I promise the second portion will be worth waiting for! ;-)
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I was to go shopping at Anne Summers for the cocquette bra to match my tutu panties (above right). I was also to buy some new thongs, preferably from one of the more mainstream high street shops, as I like wearing them, and they tend to better support my package.

There are three different Anne Summers stores in areas close by so I looked on the website to see the stores opening times and picked the one that I thought would be the least busy. I wanted to go as soon as it opened as it should be the least busy then.

I also checked my bra size, using the charts on their website. Officially, it came out as 38A, but on checking, it seems they do not sell the cocquette bra in that size, so I guessed I'd buy the 38B.

I got up early and headed out to the shopping centre. I actually arrived before the shops opened so I went for some breakfast and sent Mistress my Daily Panties report.

As I finished, the shops were starting to open, so I went into the Anne Summers and began to look for the cocquette bras. I found them and began to look for my size. Typically, they did not have a 38B only a 38C, which I thought would be too big in the cups. :-) I also saw a 36A, so I had to decide between a 38C or a 36A - one too big in the cup size or one too small in the band size. I decided to gamble on the 36A. If it didn't fit, I would return it, and act like a dumb male who didn't know his wife's/girlfriend's size.

I picked up the 36A and had a look round for some thongs. They did have thongs to match my chemise so I had a good look but none in my size. I also remembered that Mistress had said that the ones sold in here might not hold my package as well, and I would be best buying these from a standard store. The nice lady behind the counter asked me if I would like any help, but I said that I was okay as I had what I needed and went to pay, the lady scanned the item and put the bra into a bag and took my money. I left the store with my purchase and hoped that it would fit as I could not wait to wear it.

The shop next to Anne Summers was Marks and Spencer so I decided to have a look there for some thongs. It was still early and there were only a few customers. I cautiously walked to the lingerie department and checked that there was no one who knew me There wasn't so I started looking around.

I eventually found some black thongs and low rise shorts that I liked, two low rise thongs, one with silk and a pair of low rise shorts which I thought looked nice, I had bought most of my panties from a low cost store so Marks and Spencer were a little more expensive but the quality feels better.

I picked my size out and went over to the till, there was a nice lady and I asked her if they were open for payments (on Sundays stores will open for browsing only for half an hour due to trading laws) she said they were and I placed my items on the desk. The lady scanned them, read out the total, took my money and put the items into a bag. As I left the store, I worked out that I had probably spent sophie's budget for this month, but I was pleased as I had bought some nice items that were more expensive then normal but they were good quality.

Purchased:
- Vintage Style Lace Thong with Silk (above right & at left)

- Low Rise Floral Lace Thong in Black (upper left)

- Low Rise Bow Lace Shorts (bottom right)

I did feel nervous shopping for Sophie but not as much as I used to. Before I began my training with Mistress I would never have had the courage to go shopping for girlie things. Now I have bought a handbag, makeup and accessories, lingerie and a dress. I've realized that the staff don't care and if they do they can't say anything as they'd probably get into trouble. It's mainly seeing people who know me that makes me nervous. Other customers: I do wonder what they think and it also adds a little fun and excitement to it as well. I don't mind a little jokieness as long as nobody is nasty.

I had to purchase a few other normal items. Afterward, I checked my emails on my phone and Mistress had sent me an email, saying that I was allowed a girlie cummie! I was to wear my coquette outfit and some lipstick and if possible paint my nails and prance around the house. I had finished my shopping, so I quickly headed home.
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To be continued.... ;-)

The First Day of the Rest of my Life by andrew

I'm using my usual training methods, including panty and chastity training, in order to help andrew stay motivated and focused in his job search. With so many good boys out of work, perhaps this is a service that I should offer more widely!  
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Good morning, Mistress

Today is the first day of the rest of my life!

My big alarm was set for 7:30 and I turned it off without opening my eyes. My phone alarm was set for 7:50 and it's before 8:00 as I write this. I had trouble getting off to sleep, I think through to nerves about today, but I'm awake -- if a bit bleary eyed -- ready for the day. I'll complete this after a bath, breakfast and all the other essential start of the day things. Today will be different in that I won't be wasting time web-surfing, the computer will be used for work, not pleasure.

I selected a black stretchy net thong to wear. Underneath, it doesn't cover much, but attached is a black flouncy net skirt all around to preserve my modesty. At the back my bum cheeks must just be peeking out under the skirt.

As I type this, it feels great sitting down, and the skirt tickles my thighs. There's a bulge forming at the front but I know the rules and will leave Your cock well alone. I will make a photo later, because it's 9am already and I don't want to get distracted from the work I must do.

It was two days ago that I was last allowed to touch Your cock, and you graciously permitted me to have a release at the time, but it's been two days also since I touched it too. It wasn't easy to change the habit I had when it was mine, but it doesn't belong to me any more, and I've been able to keep my promise to you.

As I mentioned yesterday, I want to find three realistic job posting, and apply for those. I will work also on my CV because a couple of people had ideas how I might change it.

I think I've been coping ok with chastity. I fell asleep lying on Your erect cock last night, and woke up stiff this morning, but I left it alone. I don't know I'll feel about things in a few more days.

I skipped breakfast to write this, I'll get some work done before I head in to the kitchen for some food.

Thank You for looking after this boy,

andrew

Sissy Release in Pink Silk Chemise & G-String by jezi-darling

jezi's release comes (pun intended) after 73 days of self-control chastity(!), and just in time for her birthday!

Happy Birthday, sweetie!
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It was never my intention that jezi go this long without a release, but she was incommunicado for over six weeks due to what she explained later were unusual work obligations & family circumstances. I'm sure some of you were wondering where shes was. So was I! When she finally came back, her appearances were rather sporadic, and, I needed to wait until she became a bit more consistent before I allowed her a release.

In the meantime, I had ordered and sent her an early birthday present - a sissy-pink silk chemise and g-string set decorated with embroidered flowers on sheer accents - which arrived just in time for her to enjoy wearing it as part of her birthday release. It took International Mail almost a month to get it to her so I'm glad I sent it early!
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As it had been deemed time for my release, i arranged things for a private time yesterday morning once the house was free.

i carefully opened my new present from Mistress: a pink silk chemise with floral bust and matching g-string. It felt divine to touch, and i was very excited to be allowed to wear such a gift from Mistress for my release.

i stepped into the g-string and pulled it up over Your package. It held things quite nicely. It must be being so small! *blush* i had decided to also wear a pink satin sissy scrunchy about Your pole for the release and carefully added this [see pic at right].

Finally, i slipped the silky pink chemise over my head and down over my body, tingling as it slid over my chest.

Mistress had ordered me to edge 1-2 times before my release so, kneeling, i edged at first for some 90secs with the g-string just under Your package. A minute or so later I edged again for another 75 secs before being ready for my long anticipated release.

Still kneeling, i began to stroke Your cock and to rub my nipples through the sheer floral 'cups' over my chest. I was soon approaching the moment of no return. i began our mantra, with pauses between each word, and each line, to focus my mind and my release for Your pleasure:

'Your girl'

'Your cock'

'Your pleasure'

i repeated the mantra 4 or 5 times before reaching a glorious and very exciting release! Catching my sissy cummie in the palm of my hand and smiling, admiring the warm creaminess before licking and sucking my hand clean like a good sissy.

i sincerely hope that my report meets Your approval and thank You from the bottom of my heart for the gifts of the chemise and of the release.

With all my love and huggles and kisses,

Your chaste-once-more sissy, jezi-girl
xxxx

Anne Summers & Nail Essentials Shopping Report by sophie

I started editing sophie's most recent shopping and release report and realized that it contained so many references to these items that I needed to publish this report first. This is also the shopping that she did to prepare to learn to do her nails, including the dark purple polish she used in the last report (of hers) that I published.

I must admit that I was a bit surprised that sophie went to Ann Summers but didn't really examine the "toys". However, adult stores can be very overwhelming, and I think she was finding the lingerie enough for her first trip there!
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Mistress had decided that I should get a feminine nightie, in either black, pink or white, and some thongs to go with it.

I went into the major shopping centre quite late, which is not something I would normally do when shopping for sophie. I thought that they would be more likely to have nighties similar to those I had discussed with Mistress the night before.

As well as my nightie and thongs, I also needed some items for my makeover so I decided to pick up some of these whilst I was there. The first shop I went to was a large Boots which is a pharmacy-led health and beauty retailer that has lots of stores all over the UK. They also have a US website.

I went to the cosmetic department and walked around, as I usually do, to see if there was anyone that I knew. There didn't seem to be, so I started thinking of what I needed. I decided that I would not buy all the items in one go, as that would mean that I could not use the excuse that my girlfriend/wife had sent me in to pick up a couple of things for her. I had also forgotten my list, so going from memory was a kind of test.

I was faced with all the different colours and brands and became a bit overwhelmed. I decided to get some items for my manicure/pedicure so looked for top and base coats, a nail buffer and some dark purple nail varnish. As I wandered around looking for and finding the items, surrounded by ladies all doing the same thing, I felt very girlie. At the same time, I was wondering what they were thinking about me, looking for nail buffer and top/base coats.

When I had all my items, I looked for the till and saw a young female staff member smiling at me. I smiled back and made my way to the till, wondering whether she was smiling because she thought I was weird, or because perhaps she admired me for having the courage to choose and buy makeup. Anyway, I made my way to the till and joined the small queue, and it was soon my turn to pay. I was served by a young lady who scanned my items, read out the total and put them into a bag. She then asked me if I wanted a £5 No7 voucher (No7 is a brand of cosmetics) which is valid until next week. I replied, “Yes please”, as I could use the voucher for my other makeover items such as lipstick, and she put it into the bag for me.

The nail varnish is long-lasting Collection 2000 Lasting Colour Nail in Been'a Berry, a dark purple which, according to the label, lasts for up to 10 days wear. (Unfortunately, I won't get to wear it for that long!)

[While looking at the website, I noticed that this polish has an extra-wide brush that is only supposed to require one stroke instead of three. I think that might have been another reason that she put on her polish too thickly when doing her nails in this report. ~ M ]

Again, I did feel a mixture of excitement and nervousness as I paid. I like being served by ladies as they would have a better knowledge of what the items are for and thus know that I was purchasing them for manicures. The top and base coats were in a pack together - Boots Essentials Top And Base Coat - the top coat is a transparent colour while the base coat is pink.

The Boots 4-Way Nail Buffer is a block with four different numbered abrasive coatings on each side for the different stages of buffing. 1 is for filing and shaping the nail, 2 is for smoothing the ridges on the nail, which is done once a month followed by 3 for a finer finish and sheen, and 4 is for a high gloss finish, which can be repeated every few days to maintain a natural shine.

Deciding then to concentrate on my nightie and panties, I went to Debenhams and looked for the lingerie department. Having seen some nighties on the website and as Mistress said that she liked them too, I started looking for them. The floor was not too busy, thank goodness, and I saw the small La Senza concession where those particular nighties were being sold. I looked around, but unfortunately could not see them. The ladies who worked there all smiled at me, and I smiled back, feeling nervous, but I guess they just assumed I was buying something for the girlfriend or wife. Disappointed that I could not find anything that I liked, I started looking in other stores.

One store was Anne Summers, branded as a female-friendly adult store. I’d never been to an Anne Summers before, but went in and made my way over to the lingerie section. I found a chemise that I liked and found my size, nearby was a rail of tutu briefs. I hadn't heard of these before, but had heard of skongs from my panty definition task. I found them quite sexy and appealing, one was black with pink, so I decided to purchase it. The shop had a few female customers, but no one seemed bothered by me, again they probably just assumed I was buying something for the girlfriend or wife. I took my chemise and tutu panties to the till where the lady served me and explained the return policy.

The Bardot Black Chemise (shown at the the top right) is black mesh with soft flock black animal print marks on it. On the front, around the top of the cups, is a black lace trim with a small black ribbon bow in the centre, with a small tear-shaped stone just under the bow. At the bottom on the left side is a split and another little black bow at the top of the split. It's very soft and feminine.

The Cocquette Black/Pink Tutu Briefs are black with three-tiers of ruffles: The first ruffle is pink lace, which goes all around the panties, the second ruffle is black mesh with pink ribbon trim. The third ruffle is black netting with pink ribbon trim, and is the most see-through of the three. The only part of the panties that is not see-through is the fabric under the crotch.

I went for a drink and noticed somebody from work, but they didn't see me. Luckily, I had placed my purchases in a rucksack, so no one could see where I had been shopping. But seeing someone I know had put me off, and not wanting to further risk being seen going into women's clothes shops or purchasing makeup, I decided that it was time to go home and try on my sexy new purchases.

I briefly tried on my new lingerie and they fit, although the chemise did feel a bit tight. The next day I realised that the shoulder straps were adjustable, and adjusted them so that it felt a lot better. When I tried on my Cocquette tutu panties, I realised they did not go with the chemise. I love them and feel very sexy in them, and I would like to buy the matching bra or corset. Mistress said that is a big step, and that I still have my thongs and makeover items to buy first. [The report that I was editing is the one in which sophie buys the matching bra, and then wears the outfit while relaxing around the house before another girlie cummie. It's coming soon (pun intended)! ;-) ~ M]

When finding the Ann Summers links for my chemise and tutu panties to show Mistress, I also had a quick look at some of the toys they sold there. :-)

Mistress had also kindly given me 100 lines of "I am going to become a beautiful girl for Mistress Magick. All I need are training and practice" which I wrote over the weekend. I had undergone a disappointing last few days regarding not having the planned privacy for my makeover. Writing my lines was encouraging, and they also felt as though they were reinforcing my feminization.

Thank you,

sophie
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Since sophie did such a good job on her shopping and lines, I allowed her a release in her new chemise, which I also had her to sleep in that night. She followed up with:

Mistress, thank you for allowing me a girlie cummie tonight. I finished it earlier on and enjoyed it so much. I have changed into some clean panties - the new black shorts with red hearts - and am now going to sleep in my chemise, feeling very feminine. I just hope I don't forget that I've got it on and wander downstairs in the morning!

andrew's First Day in My training

I have a very yummy new boy. He reminds me a little bit of larry, but hopefully will be more loyal. So far, he's proving himself to be intelligent and creative... a bit naughty around the edges... and he has a great ass!
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Good morning, Mistress,

I hope you're sleeping soundly as I write this? I chose to write about last night first, then to follow your orders to masturbate your cock and to try to eat the cum, before adding to the bottom.

Thank you for your time last night. I wasn't expecting to talk to you, much less have so much of your valuable time. You got me very hard last night as you took me under your control.

It's a nice thing to wear panties for you, to cover your cock. It's a real challenge to not touch. I think, living alone, it's easy to slip in to bad habits, and I think it's so easy to underestimate how much of the time I would have my hand on my cock. That has to change now that you have reassigned ownership to yourself.

I think I've been good overnight, in that I've kept my hands off your cock. I've not touched it at all. No rubbing, no checking to see if it's still there. Quite a literal interpretation of "no touching".

Before turning on my side to sleep, I made a tiny readjustment of the panties. I didn't want a wet spot in my bedding if your cock dribbled overnight. I was able to get your cock head to nestle just under the waist-band. This was at the expense of keeping the balls cupped in the fabric, there was not enough space for everything in the female underwear you chose. [Shown above.~M]

We didn't discuss balls. The balls attached to your cock; are they your balls, Mistress? They're not much use to me while you own this cock.

[Of course, they're My balls. They're all part of your/MY package! ~M]

I slept quite well, feeling safe, content, secure. A few times I found myself lying on my front, with an erection between me and the sheets, and it felt good but frustrating as I slid back to lying on my side, the satin sliding easily over the cotton sheets.

This morning while typing this before masturbating, I found myself a couple of times using my abdominal muscles to wriggle your cock -- the same ones to stop a flow of pee -- and it makes your cock reposition itself under the panties. In a state of excitement left over from last night, your cock head is still tingly, and I can feel the sensation as it slides one way or the other under the material. It's most unsatisfying from the point of view of trying to get off on it. But I feel safe under your control and trust your instructions must be for some good.

I have now a drinking glass from the kitchen, and I'm going to stroke your cock until it cums. I'll try to make the most cum, because I remember you instruction from last night.

I knelt on the floor in my living room, closed my eyes, and thought about the power you have over me, and your cock became hard again. I started slowly and caressed the lower part of your cock shaft and balls. Before long, I had a tight grip over the shaft and it didn't take long at all before jerks of cum were splashing in the glass. There was enough cum to cover the bottom. I caught it all -- as much as I could milk out -- in the glass. I licked my fingers, didn't get the taste. Then I hesitated for half a moment, thought this will get worse the longer I wait, brought the glass to my lips and tipped it right back, let the cum land in my mouth, and swallowed before the taste started coming through.

The taste was initially acidic, turning slightly bitter and definitely salty. I've not brushed my teeth yet, I'm just about to attend to that, but at this moment, I have a slight burnt rubber taste in my mouth.

I was awake at about 7:30 and waited until 8:30 to start writing these notes. It was a while before I was ready to do your assignment and I'm looking where the morning went (your new boy is slow at writing). Oh, I made a photo after I came, and that should be attached to the email.

This is the first time I've eaten cum, thank you for the permission to masturbate.

(Must remember to wash the glass before reusing it.)
andrew

Doing my Nails & "Ladies First!" Lines by sophie

This weekend, sophie had enough privacy at home that she was able to dedicate substantial time to her feminization training. This is the first of three reports, which include doing her finger and toe nails, applying lipstick, buying her first bra! and a special femmie cummie.

(I've gotten behind in posting sophie's training reports. Instead of catching up from where we left off, I'm going to start with this weekend. I will go back and fill in with some of the older ones later.)
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Mistress had given me some re-enforcement lines to write because I had been disrespectful to a group of Ladies by not holding the door open and allowing them to pass first, like a good sub should.

I had already been punished, however Mistress decided to reinforce my punishment with some lines once I had the privacy to do my nails. I had to write "I must remember: Ladies first!" 250 times while wearing only a pair of panties and nail varnish. Mistress likes seeing me writing with my nails done, and it also reminds me of how girlie I am. Mistress had ordered to get some girlie pens so I had purchased a pen that has flowers on it, and I wrote my lines with that.

First, I stripped down to only my panties: I was wearing my black lace shorts with pink hearts design and a black with pink spot ribbon bow at the back.

I then soaked my hands and feet, trimmed my nails and filed them. With my toe separators in place, I put some base coat on my toe nails. This was very straight forward, and it made my nails look shiny. Next, I put on my berry colour nail polish (a dark purple, it looks black in the pics) because I know Mistress like purple. Following the instructions from the video lessons Mistress had me watch, I applied three long stokes down each toe nail. Unfortunately, I still ended up with it on my cuticles, which was annoying. I did both feet and then applied a second coat of polish to both feet. I think I applied this a bit too soon and should have waited a bit longer. Next, I tried to clean up the polish I had got on my cuticles by using some cotton wrapped on an orange stick and dipped in remover. This worked well, but my hands weren't steady, and I ended up taking some polish off the sides of my nails. Once I had cleaned up, I put on a top coat.

Next, I was to do my finger nails. First, I put a base coat on them, which again was straight forward. I waited for it to dry and then applied my first coat of polish. Following the lesson, I attempted to put three long strokes on each nail, but found that I was too far from the edge of the nail so did another and it ended up on the cuticle. I did both hands and then applied a second coat of polish. Again, I think I should have waited a little longer for the first coat to dry. I cleaned up my cuticles, but again ended up taking some of the polish off the edges of my nails. I waited and then applied a top coat. I was disappointed as my nails were not perfect: the varnish was uneven and did not cover the whole of the nail, and they didn't look as good as the ones in the videos I had watched. However, it had taken me over an hour to do my nails, and I didn't have time to redo them as I had my lines to write.

[I've instructed sophie to use thinner coats next time and hold her how to wipe the brush off on the lip of the bottle. That should help. ~ M]

I went to my desk, took out my writing pad and new girlie pen, and started writing my lines. It was only a short line, but it became repetitive after only about line fifteen. With short lines they become repetitive quicker than longer lines because you repeat the words more frequently, and they stick in your mind. I still had two hundred and thirty five lines left to write!

I was sat there in just my panties and painted nails which I could see as I held my pen, reminding me how I was girlie, and my new pen was not that comfortable to hold. Being sat there wearing only my panties with pink hearts and ribbon bow at the back I felt exposed and humiliating, hoping that no one could see me. But of course Mistress would know what I was wearing. I only wrote out the first half of my lines before I had to take a break as my hand was aching and the repetitiveness of the line was making it very boring. I took just over two hours to complete my lines. I scanned them and sent them to Mistress for her to check.

Short lines are good for subs who break/don't follow the rules as having to write the rule out over and over again makes you regret breaking/not following the rule and makes it stick in your head, so you won't forget it.

I will certainly allow Ladies to go first now as I have been punished by Mistress with corner time, extended chastity, not being allowed a girlie cummie when I was finally granted a release, and now had to spend two hours writing. It is now drummed into me: "Ladies first!". I also know, even more strongly than ever, that Mistress will not allow disrespectful behaviour toward ladies and will punish me for it.