Showing posts with label CBT. Show all posts
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Tuesday, July 8, 2014

4th of July Ribbon Wearing & Chastity Report
by sophie

The only thing better than having sophie locked and beribboned for My Assignment of the 4th of July was knowing that she was dressed and restrained that way when she went to the post office to officially send me her pretty pink chastity key! ;-) I'm so proud that she is mine.
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I got out of bed a little earlier than normal as I had to decorate Mistresses' package with the red, white and blue ribbons. I was locked into my chastity device the day before and had slept in it, only awakening once in the night with an erection.

I wrapped the each of the ribbons in turn around the base, twice, my balls trapped between the chastity devices ring and cage, and not quite their natural position. I tied a bow at the top in each ribbon, leaving the ends to drop level with my chaste balls, so they could be teased all day by the pretty ribbons, as Mistress required. I sent an email to Mistress with a photo [shown at right, but edited for this blog], letting her know that I had decorated her package with the ribbons. [Unedited pic: http://twitter.com/ Mistress_Magick/status/484975138463817728/photo/1]

I went to work, locked up (for the second day) and with ribbons. I wondered what the girls would think about the nice bows around me. As I walked, I could feel the ends touching gently against my balls, reminding me of Mistress and how they belong to her. Whenever I visited the loo, I checked that the ribbons were still in place, and make sure they were tied tight enough.

I also needed to send Mistress the key to the ladies' pink padlock that she locks me in my chastity device with. I put the key into an envelope and made my way to the post office. It felt very submissive going to post the key, knowing Mistress will have it in her possession. (Sadly, it isn't possible for me to send both keys as we need to consider situations where I need to remove it and the dangers of international post.)

As I handed the envelope over to the nice lady at the post office, again I felt submissive excitement. I imagined that she knew what it was for and enjoyed teasing me about how I should be locked up until Mistress decides otherwise, and that it might be a long time before I see the key again. Having Mistress's package decorated and locked up, for her amusement made me feel very submissive and owned by Her.

I went to bed still locked and wrapped, removing the ribbons when I got up in the morning, after wearing them for a full 24 hours.

*kisses*

Sophie


Friday, July 4, 2014

4th of July Ribbon Shopping & Wearing Reports
by submissive geek

submissive geek isn't going to be able to wear his ribbon at home for my assignment, so we're breaking it up into a couple different days. We agreed that his red, white and blue ribbon looks like the French flag and will be perfect for Bastille Day on July 14th, but first I had he kick off the Independence Day celebrations with a nice "appetizer" on the July 3. 
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Shopping Report:

Mistress, here is the ribbon i brought. I went to a hobby store and looked through all the ribbons, but ended up settling on this one from their 4th of July aisle. It's wide; red, white and blue, and 4 yards long.
The store was mainly women, but, to be honest, i didn't find shopping for this all that embarrassing. Maybe i'm already in touch with my feminine side :)

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We discussed the fact that he only purchased one ribbon, & I approved it, as well as his wearing it on July 3rd and July 14th. Now I'm thinking of adding another day so that I am sure that he has a full 24 hours plus interest!

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Wearing Report:

Before work, i gathered my ribbon - about an inch wide with red, white and blue stripes. The ribbon was very long, so i decided to cut it in to three, more-manageable, lengths.

I decided to try to encase my cock for Mistress Magick and create a chastity-type feel. I started by looping it around my cock and balls, quite tightly, and knotting it off -like a cock ring. I then ran the remains around my cock and looped it back under the cock ring to hold it in place.

My aim was to hold my cock down flat (this proved hard as the whole thing had me quite excited, so i really had to focus to stay soft). But i managed to wrap my cock and hold it down with the ribbon.

Then i took a second length and wrapped it through the cock ring and over my balls to help enclose everything. I finished this off by going around the balls again and tying a nice bow.

The whole thing actually felt amazing: the ribbon was soft and, as my cock started to grow, it was delightfully constraining. I took a couple of pics for Mistress and dressed for work. It was clear that the ribbon added a lot of bulk to my cock and also made it stick out more than normal. The result was a more noticeable bulge in my trousers. This made me pretty self conscious, but I looked in the mirror and convinced myself that it wasn't too obvious.

The ribbon was very noticeable throughout the day, especially when i walked around: i could feel it holding my package and the ends tickled. However, the ribbon did become increasingly loose. As i got hard and soft, i think it acted to loosen and move the ribbon binds.

i had to rewrap it in the bathroom at lunch, This was actually pretty scary - playing around with my cock decorations in a toilet cubicle at my office! The nicest thing was the constant reminder of Mistress and of my submission throughout the day. It didn't feel like a normal work day; it felt like i was a slave for Mistress, who happened to be at work.

Unfortunately, i couldn't wear the ribbon for the whole day, so on returning home, i had a quick play [tease] through the ribbon before removing it.

Thank You for this task, Mistress.

Yours,

marc


US 4th of July Ribbon Shopping Report
by azpanties

Since he's here in the States, I asked azpanties to look for some ribbons with patriotic patterns for my July 4th assignment. He did a GREAT job! My favorite is the embellished "USA" ribbon. I can't wait to see him wrapped in these!
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I chose to do my ribbon shopping on July 2 this year at Your request. I first went to Target to get a few things and looked around for some patriotic ribbons but the selection was nonexistent.

After I finished my shopping at Target, I noticed there was a Michaels craft store just across the parking lot. Walking in, there were some 4th of July trinkets on display. I found a pack of patriotic wrist band that I thought could be used as cock rings so I bought those and kept looking for some ribbons.

I finally found a full wall of different color ribbons including a red white and blue ribbon, a ribbon of the USA flag, and a ribbon of red,white and blue with USA written on it. It was only sold by the yard so I had to buy a yard of each but on the bright side it was only about 2 dollars a yard!
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If you're joining my assignment, look for nearby fabric and craft shops, such as Michaels, Jo-Anns and A. C. Moore, as well as Walmarts with sewing/craft departments. Remember to look for fabric ribbons.


Wednesday, July 2, 2014

UK 4th of July Ribbon Shopping Report
by My sophie

Even as I'm mourning our loss in the World Cup, I'm preparing to celebrate the USA on our Independence Day. I've ordered all my subs to take part, and I take special delight in having my British gurls decorated for the occasion. ;-) sophie is the first to submit her shopping report, and I thought it might help set the mood.

Enjoy!
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As part of Mistress' July 4th assignment, I am to decorate her package in red, white and blue ribbons.

I drove to the shop that I had purchased ribbons from for a previous assignment. I went into the shop and made my way over to the section where the ribbons were, looking for each of the three colours. There were some ladies having some materials cut and another lady was browsing.

I found the ribbons and checked they were all the same width, 6mm. They come in 5m spools. I began to imagine what the ladies would think if they knew where/what they would be wrapped around!

I thought of the ribbons teasing me all day on Friday, being kept in chastity, for Mistress' amusement, and reminding me that her package is to be used for a lady's pleasure.

I wasn't nervous, but I was excited and turned on knowing I was buying them to decorate your package as you ordered. I went over to the till and paid for the ribbons and headed back to work. [You're becoming experienced at this! Good girl! ~M]

I'd like to try them with the chastity device on. I could try wearing the device tomorrow as well and over night - my poor penis being denied and trapped in the plastic cage for longer might make my balls even more sensitive to the teasing of the ribbons on Friday. [Sounds like a perfect plan!]

*kisses*

Sophie

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It's looking like I might have all my subs locked and decorated for the holiday, but you definitely don't need to have a chastity device to join in. If you miss the 4th, I'll be accepting makeup assignments through Bastille Day on July 14th.


Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Sissy Scrunchie Shopping for Beltane (UK)
by sophie


As you may know, my Beltane Assignment includes wearing a scrunchie as a cock ring. This is sophie's first year taking part, and appropriate scrunchies are often hard to find, so I sent her shopping early. Unfortunately, I didn't post her report early, as I had intended. But here are some last minute shopping guidance for those Brits interested in participating. 

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I decided to go to the large shopping centre, where there are plenty of shops. I had searched a few of the shops' websites and sent links for the flowery scrunchies that I could find to Mistress. I found that flower scrunchies are hard to find, and most of the ones in the current style had "bunny ears". Mistress liked the ones I had found, especially a pair from New Look, however they were out of stock on online.

I went to the centre and the first shop I went in was New Look. I felt very conscious as I walked into a shop that was full of ladies, doing their shopping, carrying pretty dresses, etc.

I made my way over to the accessories displays and began looking for the one Mistress liked best. Unfortunately they didn't have any, so I made my way to the next shop, Forever 21, again walking amongst all the girls.

They didn't have any scrunchies here so it was off to the next, River Island. I had seen a flower scrunchie on their website, so I was hopeful. The store sells both men and women's clothing, the men's was upstairs, but of course, I was going to the women's floor. I walked around and found the accessories, and found the flower scrunchie I had seen online. I picked it up, as all the ladies were all around me, feeling girlie as I examined it. I made my way over to the till. There was a queue, so I stood in a long queue with all the ladies. I was eventually served by a lady who smiled and put my scrunchie into a little bag.

I decided to continue looking for other scrunchies and went into Next. They didn't have any, so I went to Debenhams and again they didn't have any scrunchies.

I then went to Top Shop. Like River Island, the store was spilt with men's on one side and women's on the other. I went to the women's section and the accessories were in front of me. They didn't have any flowered ones. I looked around and could see they had some more stands, so I went to looked at those - still no flower ones, but I found a nice girlie Pink one. As Mistress had said a pink one would be nice for a girl like me, I had to buy it. I made my way to the till, holding my nice pink scrunchie A nice lady took the scrunchie and scanned it. I nervously asked if these were all the accessories, and the nice lady said it was. As she placed my pretty pink girlie scrunchie in a little bag, she smiled politely.

I went into John Lewis and asked a nice lady where I would find the scrunchies. I showed her the website and she pointed me to the children's department. I found them, however they didn't look as nice as they did on line, so I put them back.

I then had to make my way back to work. As soon as I was able I let Mistress know I had my scrunchies and sent her a picture of them. Mistress liked them and suggested that I wear the pink one over Easter.

Thanks,

Sophie

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I liked the cute pink "bunny ears" one so much that I had have her wear it, along with her CB-6000s, at Easter. As the Beltane assignment includes edging, she is now unlocked and will soon be able to see if the floral one teases her more that way. ;-)







Wednesday, February 5, 2014

24 Hours Locked in Chastity
by sophie

As some of you know, my sissy, sophie, just got her first real chastity device, a CB-6000s (shown at right with sophie's own pink lock and keys). 

I had her get it from Lovehoney because they have such a great return policy - and well, CB-X000's, while being a great starter device in as far as having lots of options for sizing, etc., are also known to crack/break.


Stockroom:
Male Chastity Devices and Parts / CB-6000 and CB-6000s
Lovehoney US:
Chastity Cages and Parts
Lovehoney UK:
Chastity Cages and Parts
Uberkinky:
CB-6000, CB-6000s and Parts


I had her start out with a few hours, then all evening, then all day. The below is her report from the first time the she wore it for 24 hours straight, including her first night sleeping in it. I planned it for a weekend so that she could sleep in/nap if needed, after she took it off.

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Mistress, as you instructed, I wore the device for 24 hours.

I clicked the lock shut at 7am Friday morning. Knowing I was going to be locked in it for 24 hours, I made sure it was comfortable as possible.

I went to work, and got through the day with only a slight pinching. Wearing the device all day means I have to sit to pee. I try to do this as much as I can, however, when wearing the device, you don't really have any other choice but to sit. That adds an extra feeling of being controlled by Mistress: it makes me feel that she is feminising me, saying, "I'm going to make you wear this device to make sure you have to sit like a girl".

The evening passed without too much. I had little throbs when Alex Jones was on the telly. Although sadly. or should that be thankfully, she wasn't wearing anything too sexy last night. Here is the kind of thing she sometimes wears:


I'm sure it must have been Chris's idea to shake their hands up and down in this video:



Eventually it was time for bed, this would be the first time I had slept wearing the device. I was a little nervous: obviously I get erections in the night and often wake up hard in the morning.

At first it felt awkward lying on my side with the device between my legs, but I soon got used to it and drifted off to sleep.

Suddenly my balls felt like they were on fire! That woke me up, my balls were swollen and tight, my penis filled the cage. I tried to think of something unsexy! It took what felt like an age to get rid of it. I looked at the clock it was about 4:30am. I eventually went back to sleep.

I took it off at 7:30 am. Once I'd taken it off, I could see an impression of the vents on my foreskin from where it had been pushing and straining against the cage.

Later, I washed it and put it away, until Mistress tells me to lock it up again.

Thanks,
Sophie
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She wore it during the day again on Sunday, tweaking the spacers. After she finished her time-delayed MMSuperBowl edges and spanks on Monday, I gave her a release and another night out of the device before having her lock back up. She's been locked since and is currently spending her second night in a row in the device. I haven't decided yet when I'm letting her out, especially since she owes me 35 days of chastity after the game! ;-) 

Saturday, January 25, 2014

My First Day in Chastity
by dan


When dan told me that he had this gorgeous Jail Bird from Mature Metal and yet had never been locked for more than hours, and had never made it overnight, I knew something had to be done! Starting at $320, this is a device that needs to be worn! So I ordered him to do so -  for a full 24 hours. His report is below, followed by a very simple task for you!
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This was the first time that I have ever spent 24 hours wearing a chastity device, and it was also the first time I managed to sleep locked up. Even though I have decided that wearing a chastity device is not for me, I'm very glad that I managed to at least last one measly day, so thank you for your encouragement as I probably would never have done it without you.

I put the device on just before I left for work, which made the start of the day a little more exciting than usual. I have worn it there previously, but I've always taken the key with me before. Yesterday, I decided not to - there was no point given that I wasn't taking it off until this morning - which made it a much more thrilling experience.

There was very little pain during the day because I was preoccupied with work, but I always knew the device was there. I could occasionally feel it pressing against my trousers, which made me concerned others would notice it. I'm 99% sure nobody saw the bulge, but I think you become a little paranoid in public. (That would obviously fade with time).

Come nightfall, when I had free time, it started to get more painful. I spent a lot of last night online, working on various things with my blog, and talking to you. Blue balls, caused by what felt like constant arousal, became increasingly painful, but they was manageable as long as I wasn't running around. I don't normally get painful from orgasm denial this quickly, so either the chastity device was speeding up the process, or talking to you was. I'll find out the answer over the coming days ;).

Sleeping was an interesting experience. The only comfortable position was lying on my back, which is not natural for me, thus making falling asleep difficult. I fell asleep eventually, but I would quickly be awakened by painful erections. It's cruel to make a man so horny, then attach a device to him making erections painful ;). That was the story of my night: short stints of sleep followed by rapid bouts of agonising pain, but at least I made it through the night!

I removed the device at 9am, when I woke up. Unfortunately I still had my blue balls! :( Normally the pain subsides with sleep, but it hadn't last night. I took a shower and then went out for the day. The pain has slowly disappeared throughout the day, however it will probably come rushing back if we get chatting again tonight :D.

Regards,

Dan

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Since then, this silly boy has locked himself up again, but has decided he would prefer to monitor his own chastity, or leave it up to chance, than be monitored by someone else. Obviously, he doesn't appreciate the power of an experienced Domme! I think he needs to be punished! Don't you?  ;-)

If he's still locked when you read this, Click "Add 1 Hour" here:
      https://www.emlalock.com/?page=friend&id=6qleu0423t

"Sub" is NOT the one you want this time! ;-) 
(This boy isn't a sub anyway. He's just a pseudo-sub who wants attention.)

FYI: You'll only get a confirmation if it works, and then it is only one small line above the other text, so pay attention!

Then bookmark that page and come back and add another hour every day. You can even do it once per day from every internet-capable device you own! If enough people click, we can keep him locked up indefinitely!

And, if you are concerned that I'm being too harsh... 



No, I didn't accept - not for just a session and without tribute. You can't have your cake and eat it too!

Saturday, October 20, 2012

The First Night in My New Chastity Device
by simple twist

My new trainee, simple twist, ordered a new custom-made chastity device just before he started training with me. It's a Queen's Keep (very appropriately named) from Mature Metal.

The device arrived last week, and I supervised via cam as he put it on for the first time. He has past experience with both plastic and metal devices, but this is his first custom-made device and it seems to be doing much better than any other chastity device that a boy has worn for me. Below is his report after his first night of wearing the device.
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Mistress Magick,

Last night was my first night sleeping in my new Queen's Keep chastity cage. I had it on for a few hours before going to bed, and everything remained as comfortable as a chastity cage can be. But I wasn't sure how I'd do sleeping in it, and thought it might wake me up throughout the night as I tried to get hard within the confines of the cage. That ended up not being an issue. I didn't wake up at all until about 6:30 in the morning, and that was simply to use the bathroom.

After getting back to bed and looking down at the cage, I did start to swell and fill the cage and feel it get very tight, but was able to fall back asleep because I was still pretty tired. A few hours later I did wake up as my morning wood tried to take over, but instead of getting hard it just stayed very tight in the cage. I lay in bed, feeling the tightness, and feeling incredibly turned on. I was able to drift in and out of sleep like that, however, so it wasn't keeping me awake any more than a normal night of not being allowed to touch. If I were unlocked but still under Your No-Touching Rule, I'd have been going through the same thing in terms of sleep: waking up a few hours early, feeling incredibly turned on but resisting the urge to touch, and drifting in and out of sleep until I had to get out of bed.

All in all, I'm impressed with this chastity cage, very impressed. So far, even without the Anti-Pullout Pin in place, it seems as escape proof as it can be. I'm not sure if I'd be able to slip out of it, but if I were able to do so, it seems like it would be a fairly painful experience. Like I said, it's a comfortable as one of these can be, and I can see why these are the ones that are recommended for those looking for long-term wear. When I grow and shrink within the cage nothing seems to pinch, and it isn't out-of-hand painful when I try to get hard in the cage.

Also, when I do try and get hard in the cage, the confine of the small space puts a stop to that, but it doesn't stop me from trying. When I'm locked up and turned on, I simply stay as hard as I can, filling out the cage as much as it will let me, which keeps me teased and horny without the ability to do anything about it.

Hopefully Yours,

simpletwstfate
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I must say that I was surprised that he didn't wake up several times throughout the night. I'm not sure how much of that is attributable to his past experience with chastity training, and how much is due to the custom nature of the device. I think it's likely a combination of both. 

Most of my past experience as a keyholder is with the CB-X000 line of devices, so I'm enjoying learning more about custom metal devices. So far, the Queen's Keep seems far superior in regard to comfort and wearbility, and I've heard similar things said about Mature Metal's Jailbird as well. 

Monday, April 30, 2012

Beltane Scrunchie Shopping
by Sophie Lily

This is the Beltane shopping report from, Sophie Lily, whom I have recently taken under consideration. I've really been enjoying beginning to get to know her, including reading her #DailyPanties and #ChastityStatus reports. Beltane will be her first release since I've taken her under my control... but she has to make it through all the edges first! ;-)

(If you haven't read my Beltane assignment, you can still get it on Amazon for only 99 cents. If you don't have a Kindle, just download and install the correct free Kindle reader software or app first.)

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I have been on an extended CD shopping spree over the last 3 months, shopping at lots of different places like my local Goodwill, a more selective consignment shop, Walmart, Walgreens, dollar stores, Macy's, and a few others. It gets easier and easier to shop for girly things as I get more experience, but it has yet to lose much of the thrill, which is mostly a sexual thrill but not exclusively. On this particular occasion, after just having read your blog entry with the 2 pictures of what the scrunchie should look like, I planned on going to 2 different places that I thought would give me the best chance to find one: Walmart and an independently Asian-owned store that has all kinds of cheap beauty supplies, girly accessories, wigs, along with things like regular apparel for men, women and children, toys, and the most random assortment of household items.

I went to Walmart first and looked at the hair stuff. As is true most often, I liked a lot of the different styles I saw, but none were close enough to the picture you most highly recommended. I settled on a 3 pack of ruffly plum colored ones and then went around the corner to pick up some cheap nail polish. I got a silvery one and a blue one, as I have recently assembled the essentials: 2 reds, 2 pinks, and an orange :) I should mention I really enjoy keeping my toenails painted and when I have a lot of time where I know I won't be going out I do my fingernails.

Living in one of the many suburbs of LA means the Walmart is always busy, and I often get frustrated at having people around me when I shop for girly things. I get frustrated because my nerves don't allow me to examine things as closely and hands on as I always want. Even though I do get frustrated, I'm also more turned on. I got an erection when I looked over the different scrunchies for a few minutes and in that time I had started to leave a sticky wet spot in my panties. My erection subsided and then returned again two more times as I walked to and then through the women's clothing. I stopped at the swimsuits because I know I want to get one soon. Walmart has simple, solid-colored separates for $6, so I will be going back in a day or 2 and get my first bikini :) Having done so much CD shopping lately I have learned the simple trick of going to the oldest, or least attractive cashier to pay. While the 'shopping' part is a mix of erotic and frustrating, the 'paying' part is just frustrating. I've never had any major incident when paying though.

After leaving Walmart, I went to the Asian all-purpose store. In the first few days of settling down in my new place, I explored a lot of the nearby shopping centers and I had gone this store in once before. This time, no one was in the store but me and the owners/operators: an old Asian woman and an older Asian man. They're watching something on a laptop in whatever language they natively speak. I don't know if you know this or not, because it's not unique to SoCal, Asian business owners do not trust non-Asians in their stores. Their eyes always stay glued to you and often at least one of them will 'inconspicuously' follow you around. The knowledge of knowing that there is absolutely no way they aren't gonna watch me makes it much less frustrating than if I feel like someone was specifically watching me CD shop at any 'normal' store.

The selection was nice and cute and decently priced low, but there was no scrunchie better suited for the Beltane assignment than the one I had just gotten at Walmart. I did buy a scrunchie there though. It's a simple black velvet one with a few rhinestones spaced around the circumference.

I went home after that and took the tags off the scrunchies. I was so happy with myself because I knew I was that much closer to being a part of the assignment, and that I was getting closer to being claimed by you, Mistress Magick. This was a few days ago, when I wasn't under direct orders not to cum or even play with myself, so I put one of the plum scrunchies on around the base of shaft and around my balls and stroked my clitty. I played with myself until I had what was hopefully the last orgasm that was completely up to me for a while.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

My Beltane (May Day) Assignment is Available & Will be FREE on Wednesday!

My Beltane (May Day) assignment is now available for download from Amazon and should be available for FREE tomorrow (Wednesday).

Even though we've reviewed the proof version, Free Download Day is also Beta Test Day as it displays differently on different devices. So let me know (ForMistressMagick *at* Yahoo *dot* com) if you find any issues.

I'm looking forward to having your poles "ringed" for me on May 1st! ;-)

Because my boys have had problems finding appropriate scrunchies, I purchased some last year to resell, which you can buy via my publisher.

The first design is a Classic Rose Print Cotton Scrunchie.

- $4 each, plus shipping.


The second design is a Purple Satin & Chiffon Scrunchie, Decorated With Roses & Beading. Made especially for me in my signature color, these are the same style as the ones that my sissy, jezi, wears daily as a sign of my ownership.

- $15 each, plus shipping.



Shipping to anywhere within the US is:
    $1.95 per scrunchie for First Class  or
    $5.15 per order for Priority Mail
(Several scrunchies can be included for the same flat-rate Priority Mail price.)

Payment can be sent via Amazon Payments to:
ForMistressMagick *at* yahoo.com


If you're international or need to pay via Paypal, email me for information:
       ForMistressMagick *at* yahoo.com

Make sure to include which scrunchie(s) you want, where you want them to be sent and how you would like to send payment. I'll consider allowing you to do the assignment on a later date if necessary to allow for the shipping time.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

St. Patrick's Day Ribbon Shopping Report (UK)
by andrew

I sent andrew shopping early so that he could take some possible cover shots for my St. Patrick's Day assignment. I wanted something inviting rather than explicit or silly. After looking at options from several different sources, I decided to use the photo that both of us liked best from his shoot (cover at right - original below), and am very proud to show it off.
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Dear Mistress,

Please accept my apologies for the delay in producing this report:

On a bitterly cold day, I set out to investigate some places where I might be able to find green ribbon in time to take some pictures for Your St Patrick's Day assignment.

I went to John Lewis store in the next town, and they had ribbon for sale on spools. I've bought fabric by the metre there before, but their ribbon was pre-packaged. On their website they do have a good selection of widths and colours to buy, but I couldn't confidently identify the perfect shade of green.

I checked a couple of gift shops in the same town, just to see if by chance they had ribbon that would be suitable. One had no ribbon, the other had spools but it was the wrong kind; it was plastic, thin, crinkly -- suitable for tying around a present and making in to bows and curling in to rosettes -- but not suitable for decorating Your cock. I needed a woven satin fabric. [Yes, it's best to stick with fabric/sewing stores and certain sections of craft shops. ~ M]

I decided it was time to move away from the high street and try some independent shops. In the UK, it would seem most haberdashery shops are to be found on the ends of a parade of shops, perhaps where the rent is lower.

I found Broadway Bargains, run on that day by two lovely, grey-haired ladies. The stock was eclectic; the walls lined with pegboard. They had ribbons in different widths and colours, generally a soft polyester double satin. One of the women helped me select an emerald green colour, 15mm (6/10 inch) wide, and cheerfully measured off 1 metre (1 yard) in length. She asked for just 28 pence and offered me a bag.

I also went to check out Lisa's, where I found a similar help and range of ribbons were available. I couldn't improve on my first purchase so I left the shop without making a purchase.

I was shopping in early February and no St Patrick's Day motifs were to be found, but I did find a good selection of ribbons and colours in the small independent haberdashery shops.

Your boy,

andrew

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Punishment for an Unauthorized Cummie

One of my gurls had a unauthorized release... again! Obviously, I should have been harder on her the first time this happened, which I thought was a accident. I like her and want to continue training her, but this time she directly disobeyed my orders, and I had to bring home to her that this can NOT happen again.
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As I had disobeyed Mistress and had an unauthorised cummie, Mistress punished me by not allowing me to touch myself or to wear panties or other girlie clothes for two weeks. In addition, she awarded me three sets of 250 lines each to write during that time in order to keep my hands busy, tired and out of trouble. The final part of my punishment was going to be my next release. Instead of rubbing against a pillow and having a nice girlie cummie, I was to be punished and humiliated by repeatedly rubbing my package against hard/rough unpleasant items until I could not cum any more. If I couldn't cum again, I was to wait and try again 30 minutes later, and to keep doiug this until I could not cum again, even after waiting an hour.

My first task was to find some items to use, so I went shopping. I found it quite fun to be looking at normal, everyday items and trying to work out if they could be used for my punishment. [In the BDSM world, these are called "pervertables", and I call this "Shopping with Kink-Colored Glasses". Walmart, Target and similar stores are great for this! ~ M]  I found a suitable clothes brush, then some sponges that were pink and white - the pink side was soft and the white side, coarse. Next, were some ladies DIY gloves that have a rough palm, then some pink paint brushes. I chose the pink items because they would remind me of the power of femininity while I was using them.

Mistress had mentioned that one of her assignments was to masturbate using food, so I had discussed with her using frozen peas to numb my package so that I would have to rub a little harder and longer. We had run out of peas, so I used frozen cauliflower instead.

1st Attempt

I took the frozen cauliflower and held it against my package until it felt a little numb. It wasn't very comfortable so after a minute I took the clothes brush and began to rub. I found that if I did it firmly, it was not very soft. As my package was numb, it took a few minutes for me to become aroused. I had been in chastity for 15 days, and I think that was why I came quickly. I was relieved at having a release at last but it was not pleasant. Rubbing myself with a clothes brush - it was embarrassing. After I came, I waited for a minute and started again. This was more uncomfortable as my package was more sensitive, and as I could not cum again, I stopped and waited for 30 minutes to try again.

2nd Attempt

I looped a belt around my package and began to move it up and down, faster and faster. Although it did not feel that uncomfortable, I did feel silly. I started to become aroused, but I had to concentrate and think of Mistress and other ladies watching me before I could cum. Even then it was only a little amount that I was able to release, and it was uncomfortable. I could feel myself having to squeeze it out, my balls started to ache. I was feeling quite exhausted now, but I had to keep going until I was unable to cum. My package was feeling a little sore now, and I was unable to release again, so I stopped and waited 30 minutes to try again.

3rd Attempt

On my third attempt, I used the pink sponge. First, I used the white coarse side. That felt quite uncomfortable and rough. It started to hurt, so I switched to the soft pink side which felt nice, but too nice for what I was allowed. I started flipping the sponge over, alternating sides, so I was using each side to make it feel rough, but not too rough in case it rubbed me raw. A tiny amount of cum was released but it took a lot of effort and energy. After cumming, I rubbed again, but was quite empty.

4th Attempt

For my fourth attempt I rubbed some more frozen cauliflower against my package and used a pink paint brush. Although the bristles were not hard, if I used it firmly it did not feel soft. I could also slap my package to increase the effort, enhancing the power of the feminine pink. This took a while to get myself aroused, and I had to imagine Mistress and other ladies watching me and using the brush on me. Eventually, after what seemed like a long time, I became aroused, but it took all my concentration to maintain it and to release a very small drop of cum. It was quite difficult and again I could feel myself struggling to squeeze it out. Once again, I carried on for a few moments to make sure I was empty. My package was now quite sore, and I did not think I would be able to cum on my next attempt.

5th Attempt

On my fifth attempt, I used the pink DIY gloves. However, as my package was still tender I could not bear rubbing and was therefore unable to get aroused and cum, so I decided to try again in an hour’s time.

6th Attempt

An hour after my fifth attempt, I tried using the gloves again. I was just about able to get myself aroused but was unable to cum as I was by now extremely sapped of energy. This was a mixed feeling, but I was glad my task was over.

I have never dreaded masturbating until this punishment. I dreaded each attempt after the second one and longed for the end of my punishment. I found the effect of this punishment was worse than the effects of chastity, and have learnt that unauthorised cummies are not worthwhile if this is the result of them.

However, shopping and paying for the items was kind of fun, knowing what they would be used for.

Of the items used, I would say the sponge was the most unpleasant and most painful. It probably would have broken my skin had I not started alternating the sides.

The gloves did not move up and down smoothly and my hands were unable to feel anything, so it felt rougher than just using a hand.

The clothes brush just felt as though my package was being man-handled, as I had to use it firmly, and of course, I had numbed it so that would have prevented me feeling it properly. The belt just felt like a silly way of doing it.

The paint brushes also had to be used firmly, but their pink femininity helped me become aroused as I imagined ladies taking turns using them on me. I was also able to use them to slap my package. While the bristles were firm, they did not hurt, so it was more the thought of being slapped. I imagine that this would perhaps be good for a punishment if I was to be teased, for example if Mistress wanted me to think of ladies using it to punish me.

The frozen cauliflower was unpleasant when held against my package because it numbed the sensation, and I could not feel properly what I was rubbing against. I don't think I would want to use it again.

With the exception of the paint brush, and perhaps the gloves, the other items just made me feel silly standing there and actually becoming aroused by them.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Pantied Birthday Edging & Release Report
by larry

After three weeks of being teased and denied by first writing in CBT and then in panties (Buying Panties - Writing Pt 1 - Writing Pt 2), I finally allowed larry a release... but of course he had to edge three times first!

I hope you enjoy it. I certainly did! ;-) It's especially yummy (and hot and wet) to go back and read all the tasks and teasing that he endured to get to this point!

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Mistress Magick,

Thank You for allowing me my birthday release. Here is my report:

As You instructed, i pulled on the smooth panties until they cradled my full balls and my hard cock peeped out the waistband. i knelt down, and closed my eyes, imagining You giving me the order to begin playing with myself. The excitement built rapidly, and as my breathing quickened i heard You tell me to stop. i let go of my cock, and looked down to wipe and consume the drop of pre-cum which had emerged.

As my breathing returned to normal, i began again, but reached the tipping point much quicker this time, and again let go. i heard You commend me on my restraint as i swallowed another drop of pre-cum.

i was determined to make the third time, so after a deep breath i started again. The cum sensation pulsed through my loins and i let go in the nick of time, almost convinced i had gone too far. As my attempts were getting quicker and quicker, i permitted myself a couple of firm slaps to my aching cock.

Now i had achieved the three required edges, i relaxed and let it go. After 3 weeks of pent-up frustration, my load was huge. It is fortunate that i live alone, as my cry of "Thank You, Mistress Magick!" at the point of orgasm was much louder than i intended!

In preparation for the size of my load, i had positioned a tray on the floor in front of me in case any spilt through my fingers. i'm happy to report that only a drop did (and was licked up), so i imagined You looking on with approval as i sucked my cum off my fingers.

[Mmmmm... lick it up, boy! ~ M]

Thank You, Mistress Magick, for my punishment and reward. i look forward to serving You again soon.

larry

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He's now well into his second punishment for borrowing those panties - you didn't think I was going to let him get off easily did you?

Speaking of which, he being teased and denied to the point that he is already ready to beg for release. ;-) Little does he know what I have in mind next! ;-)

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

So Very "Hawt" CBT WP Report
from larry

I am really enjoying larry, and you can easily see why! As I've mentioned, he's a bit more masochistic than I tend to be sadistic, but knowing that, I really enjoyed letting that ultra naughty part of myself come out to play! *evil, evil grin*

The reports from his first assignment are below. Since he wrote me a couple reports a day, I asked him to go back and complile them into one report, and allowed him to interweave my instructions and key comments.

I really love knowing when a boy starts and finishes certain parts of my assignments, and reading these got me hot & horny every single time! Then I was often taking my desires out on a certain other boy - and knowing that got larry even harder & more frustrated. Talk about a perfect cycle of tease, denial & cuckolding! 
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Mistress Magick,

Here are my daily reports from the first punishment i completed for You.

As i compose these reports, i have secured myself to the chair with the below-mentioned Solomon Bar CBT (Van Darkholme style) Tie. i imagine that You have secured me here Yourself, humble and chaste to compile reports for Your blog, before You and your best boy enjoy Yourselves in the next room... out of sight, but not out of mind, as my unsatisfied cock strains against its bonds... i may not leave the chair before my work is done, and even then i may not touch. i hope this task is what You are looking for, and look forward to Your further instructions/punishment.

larry
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larry

First, you are to remain chaste.. with NO indulgent/excessive touching, and certainly no release...until I have at least received and accepted your punishment.

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Mistress Magick

This is my sixth day of chastity. As Your instruction came unexpectedly, i did not allow myself a release prior to accepting Your order. As i find punishment arousing, as indeed i do receiving Your e-mails, the frustration is becoming exquisite. You may rest assured there will be no procrastination in completing Your assignment(s).

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larry,


Considering the fact that, I had asked/ordered you to refrain from [self-pleasuring] while completing both our punishments, I must admit that I was surprised that you waited until the last hour to complete your punishment for Miss G. (And, yes, then I "heard" you ask for more!)


That being said, I would NOT have been happy if you had rushed your work, or had not made some sort of apology for almost being late, as I would have found that indicative of what I might expect from you as well. That is, however, one of my reasons for deciding to give you this first WP from me on the list... plus, of course, the desire to contribute to the list in general.


I accept your apologies. However that will not keep me from giving you a severe punishment.. and remember, this is only for the original offense.




You will write 500x:


                Leering at my teacher's assets always results in a very firm punishment.


Underline "assets" and "firm" in each repetition, as noted.


I'm sure you can hear "ass-ets" as I give you the line, and you hear it again as you write and underline each repetition.


Please note that since this is over 10 words and includes the underlining addition, I consider it a red.


You will have one week for this task, however, I would encourage you to apply yourself this weekend in order to get it to me in a timely manner.. and you certainly have incentive to do so. ;-)


First, you are to remain chaste.. with NO indulgent/excessive touching, and certainly no release...until I have at least received and accepted your punishment.


However, I do like the idea of having you do some very light cock & ball bondage to remind you of your naughtiness while you do your lines. My first choice would be to simply have you wear a cock ring or rings while you write, or to do some rope/twine bondage to hold you in a similar fashion, so that you are more aware of exactly how *firm* you get when you think about certain things, and of my *firm* control over you, and your inability to indulge yourself. ;-) Do you have what you need for this? Do remember to be careful that you have sufficient circulation so that you can leave it on for a while. You have permission to experiment with this as long as you only touch as much as is necessary to apply and remove the ring(s)/bondage, and I will want you to report in regarding how it is working.
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Mistress Magick,

Of course i will comply with all of Your instructions. Having no rings, the method i have chosen is this Marling Hitch CBT Tie with the ends tied to the legs of my chair. No moving till 200 are done!
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Perfect! I like that type of CBT and have done similiar styles myself. ;-)


Hmmm... if you need to get a bit harder for the tie....you are allowed to *slap* your cock, as I might with my hand as I tease you about how naughty you have been in looking a women's asses, but no stroking or soft caresses. ;-)
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Mistress Magick,

i'm glad You approve. Upon reading Your e-mail, i slapped my cock as i read Your words. It throbbed into life, having previously been in a state of semi-arousal owing to the repetition of the "assets...firm...assets" mantra You set me. i had to release it from the chair and wind an extra loop onto it...

i was pleased to hear You enjoy punishing me. i am once again secured to the chair, my erect penis tied beneath me. With 84 lines on the clock, i have much discomfort to suffer for You!
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Later...

i thoroughly enjoyed my punishment session today. If ever it became too uncomfortable i imagined You had bound me Yourself, and heard You tell me there was no release until 200 lines were completed. i left Your *slap* e-mail open, and occasionally re-read it administering Your slap. The constant "assets...firm...assets" mantra ran through my head and conjured the very 20-year-old images for which i am being punished.

All in all, a blissful day spent in Your service. i look forward to many more

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I'm looking forward to hearing about your next session. I'd like you to do the same as today... but perhaps vary the tie in some way. I kept getting the image of slapping your cock...and it turns me on to have you do that for me, as I would do it to you... you should think of me teasing you about being a "naughty boy", as I do it.


Hmmm... I wonder if you could cum from just the slapping & teasing... perhaps, when you are done writing, we can find out! ;-)
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i'm glad You found my session yesterday enjoyable. Although my purpose is to please and amuse You, it gave me an extra thrill knowing it aroused You. Please upbraid me if i pry, but i hope You didn't remain frustrated as i did...?

A longer day at work means a later start for me today. No excuse for slacking in Your service though! Today, from the same site, i'm using Solomon Bar CBT (Van Darkholme style) Tie, again with the ends secured to the chair legs. Another 200 lines (and a lengthy period of cock bondage) coming up!
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Later...

i have just finished today's 200-line session and released my cock from its bondage. This afternoon was similar to yesterday, but with fewer slaps. The thought of Your pleasure as i was denied kept me in a state of arousal. i left Your e-mail open and kept re-reading it, imagining that You were getting satisfaction right then as i wrote, frustrated and bound to the chair by my cock. It throbbed uncomfortably against the ties, but i knew it was for Your pleasure and persevered.

Still the mantra keeps beating - "assets...firm...assets" - and occasional images of my erstwhile teacher flash through my head. Sometimes i drift back and i am sat there in history class, leering as i did, then the last word of the line always brings me back: "punishment".

It truly is punishment to go this long, in almost constant arousal, without release. However, the fact that it is for Your amusement makes it worthwhile.

BTW, i didn't mention, but i'm sure You guessed from the cock bondage, i am writing all of these lines naked.

i look forward to finishing the task soon- hopefully tomorrow- and presenting You with my work.
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Hmmm...for your last section of lines, I want you to use the last cock-covering style (Hojojutsu Cock Bondage Tie) since you haven't used it for me yet. ;-)
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i am about to sit down and embark on my last 100 lines for You, plus the underlinings. i will attempt the tie You instructed. i tried it the other day and couldn't get it quite right, but i am determined to succeed as You specifically demanded it.
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Succeeded with the bondage. All tied up and ready to go!
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A shorter session today in completing my lines was no less punishing.Although the writing itself was little more than an hour, i remained in bondage until all the pages were scanned and forwarded. Once more i strained against the rope as i thought of my predicament, chaste and frustrated, any pleasure purely on Your say-so. As the days pass, drops of pre-cum appear more regularly, and are scooped up and swallowed as per Your desire. Thank You for allowing me to suffer for You, and i look forward to Your further instructions.

larry

Friday, July 29, 2011

Panty Shopping Report
by larry

A new WP (written punishments) punishee of mine, larry, recently admitted to me that he has occasionally "borrowed" panties from his female partners. However, unlike many of my boys, he wasn't taking them to wear, but rather he was using them purely for self-pleasuring purposes!

Obviously such a naughty boy needed a firm punishment! Since he did not actually own any panties, I began by sending him shopping to buy some to wear them while writing for me later.

Following my standard Panty Shopping Assignment, which is geared to my personal preferences and tastes, he was to get a pair of lacy, black panties in whatever style he felt would fit him the best: look good on him, hold his package, etc.

His report is below. ;-) 
[And his WP reports are coming soon!]

And, be warned: When it comes to CBT, he is a bit of a masochist!
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Mistress Magick,

Success! i have arrived home and tried on my new panties. Please find the sales receipt attached.

i checked out a few lingerie websites before setting off as instructed, and decided i was a UK size 12. i couldn't decide which style to go for from the pictures, so i determined to make my mind up when i could see the range in the flesh (as opposed to on it!).

It's a half-hour drive to the only large town nearby, and i drove nervously wondering what would happen. Like i said, it's a small place. What if someone recognised me? What if i even knew the sales girl? i even switched the car radio off as nerves engulfed me.

i parked, and walked along the main shopping street. On the first pass, i just did a recce and ducked into a music shop; then summoning up the will, i strolled right in.

The lingerie department was almost right by the door. Anyone with a mind to could peer right in off the street and see me shuffling through the racks of panties. Two bored sales assistants stood chatting at the other end of the shop. i decided to try elsewhere.

i was disappointed with myself for losing my nerve, but brightened when i remembered You had instructed me to visit at least two shops. i strolled into Marks & Spencer and looked around for the lingerie department.

It must have been the only section of the store with no sign, as i was still looking around when i blundered right into it. There seemed to be women everywhere, and i quickly noticed i was the only man in the vicinity. i casually shuffled through the items on display, nervously glancing about me for disapproving looks. No-one seemed to take any notice of me. i selected a black, lacy pair, and walked purposefully toward the checkout.

The queue was not long, but seemed to take forever as i stood in full view clutching my panties. There were three tills, two operated by 20-something women and the far one by a 40-something man. i hoped it would be the man, and as i reached the front of the queue he was just handing over a customer's receipt. My heart leapt, and i was on tenterhooks as the customer paused to ask him a question, then i was brought back by a female voice: "Next please?"

i approached the counter and nervously pushed my panties onto the desk. She looked quizzically at me as she scanned the barcode. i don't know if my cheeks flushed or not, but i suddenly felt very hot under the collar. "How will you be paying?" she asked. "Cash," i croaked, my throat dry as a desert. She performed the transaction and handed me my bag with a "Thank-you". "Thanks," i squeaked, and scuttled away.

My mind was whirling, and i almost walked out the emergency exit. Imagine the alarms going off and me standing there with my new sexy panties! i found my way out and walked back down the street. Although i was carrying a generic Marks & Spencer bag, it felt strangely see-through, as if everyone on the street knew what i was carrying.

On the drive back home, i felt more and more accomplished, and hardened at the thought of wearing my new panties for You. My mind raced with the possibilities in store for me, and i was still very aroused when i opened my front door. A quick turn of the key behind me and i ran upstairs to the bedroom. In a flash (NPI) i was naked, and i slowly pulled my new panties up my legs. They fit like a glove, and i stood before the full-length mirror admiring them. My erect cock poked out of the waistband, and i turned round to see the panties left almost half of my asscheeks exposed. i desperately wanted to caress myself through the lacy material, but minded Your wishes and took them off, folded them neatly and placed them in the drawer. Imagining You admonishing me for my naughty thoughts, i placed my hard cock on the table and gave it a sharp slap with my ruler.

So here i am, Mistress Magick, mission accomplished and awaiting Your orders. i look forward to paying for my other misdemeanours, however You see fit. i hope my experience so far provides You with some amusement.

larry
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Oh, it does! Not only to I love the the thought of how the panties effect you as you wear them... sooo soft, sensual and teasing... when you are not allowed to touch... (Oh, did I forget to mention that you had already been in chastity for over a week and a ha;f when I sent you shopping?;-) ) but I also love your nervousness and fear of being "caught". So naughty. So humiliating. So much fun!

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