Maxi Pad Shopping Report by jezi darling

With sophie on extended sissi-cation, everyone adjusting back to their non-summer routines and my dealing with some other "stuff", things have been rather quiet here. I think it's a good time to post some of the reports that I was too busy to edit before.

I'm sure you remember when I sent sophie to buy maxipads. The fun thing about having multiple sissies in training is that often when one does something, the others are eager to join in. Therefore, it was no surprise that jezi, who had once or twice before worn pads nicked from the ladies in her household, wanted to go shopping too. It's much more appropriate - and potentially embarrassing - for her to have her own stash anyway. ;-)

Enjoy!
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Mistress had previously announced i was to follow Her and wear a pad/towel when it was Her time, so as to be a better girl and to be closer to Her at that time of the month.

i had read the recently posted shopping report of my sisster* sophie, from when she had been advised to research and purchase her own pads to wear along with Mistress, so i knew of the style and design that Mistress preferred for Herself and Her gurls.

[*sisster = sissy sister  ~ M]

Living in a house of girls, as Mistress is aware, gives me an extra insight into ladies sanitary wear over a period of some 20 years. This insight, and experience, perhaps, made the shopping task much less of an ordeal, or humilation, than it might for other gurls in training with Mistress. That being said it does make a difference to one's mentality when the purchases are in fact for yourself!

The brief was simple - ladies towels, unscented, with wings, thin maxi pads, preferably cotton or similar, perhaps with a hint of aloe. With this in mind, i set off to a local branch of Boots the Chemist since i knew full well they would have a suitably large selection to choose from. There are many brand names in the UK, most of which were mentioned in sophie's wonderful report, but i had reason to believe that "Always" should be the one to provide the best solution to the task i had been set.

True enough, as evidenced by the images below, what appeared to be the perfect option was soon located amongst a shelf full of different sizes, and 'strengths' (if that is the correct word for the ability of a pad). It had wings and was of sufficient 'size', as well as being odour free, and having a cotton-feel touch.

Having selected a pack of 16, and not using a basket so as to have to actually carry the packet in my hands to add some embarrassing feelings to my task [*evil grin*], i headed to the counter to pay for my purchase. There was a hint of unease when handing them to the young lady at the checkout, but that was internal, for she probably thought i was being a good, modern man, helping out my Lady. :-)

As i stated above, i do have experience of collecting/purchasing all manner of ladies sanitary wear over the years, but to knowingly do so, for oneself, did add some spice to the trip! Thank You, Mistress. :)

i am sure the same pads/towels are also available from our larger supermarkets in the UK such as Tesco, Asda, Morrisons, Sainsbury's etc, as i have seen vast arrays of sanitary wear in them, and, having purchased these, can do a rekky of them to see if they are indeed held at these supermarkets for my future purchases.

Having had the opportunity to join with Mistress over the last four days, i can verify that although there is an 'unusual' feeling between one's legs, that they feel generally comfortable, and remain secure, throughout the day, with no slippage, or detaching, even overnight!

Thank You, Mistress

Love and kisses always,

Your sissy, jezi girl

Early UK Valentine's Panties Recon by My jezi

jezi was the first one to do her Valentine's Panties Recon. In mid-January, she wasn't finding much, but I think she might have been being too strict in her definition, as I found these heart-print red and pink ones acceptable.
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Attached is a pic of the only 'almost' valentines panties i have been able to find thus far. This was taken at ASDA (owned by Walmart) and they have a number of thong styles on the top rack in red and pink and black. Some have two pairs on the hanger! The pink and black as tiny black hearts on and the red also has tiny hearts as well.

The pair with ribbon ties at the hip on row 2 has the phrase 'Here Come the Girls' on the front!
[Those are not acceptable for Valentine's, but are perfect for a sissy like jezi!  ~M]

i have physically visited Marks and Spencer, Debenhams, ASDA, Tesco, La Senza, Boux Avenue and Ann Summers as well as checking their sites online too. None have any valentine's panties in yet, at least not within 20 miles of me!

Perhaps they are all still clearing their Xmas stock and sale items, and maybe will put up their Valentines displays next week to give them 3 weeks before the day!

i appreciate i may already have my Valentine's knickers with the huge bow on [purchased from Ann Summers around Xmas] but perhaps Mistress would approve of something from the ASDA wall? If not for Valentine's, maybe just to tease Your girl with, giggle, since they are reasonably priced at 3 for £6 or £2.50 each. Handy for any UK sissy at least!

[Did have jezi go ahead and buy the pink and red pairs, and am having her wear them on and around Valentine's for me. I especially like the pink-trimmed black ones with the heart design. Pics below.]

They go up to a size 20 in some of the designs, but may only have one of that size on the rack along with one 18 from what i saw. Lots of 10's and 12's.

i hope the report is useful as an update and feel free to share the info with any of Your uk girls.

Much love and kisses and hugs,

Your sissy, jezi

SPH Punishment & Release by My jezi

I knew my jezi-darling would likely be offline for weeks during the holidays, as she always is, so I asked her to do my Holly-Day Assignment early. She's been my sissy for years and knows that I expect her to go shopping and submit her report as early as possible in order to help provide guidance for the newbies who may be doing my assignments. I shouldn't have to remind her, but I did to make sure that she was on task. She told me when she could do it, but then something came up, and the date just got later and later. Eventually, it was past Winter Solstice (My personal holiday) and almost Christmas. She was headed out of town with family and still had not done her shopping report or purchased her items!

This was not the first time this had happened. I've let her get by with too much in the past and have made it clear that I will be putting my foot down now. I decided that she needed a serious punishment - one that she wouldn't forget. 

First, I thought about having her order a realistic dildo like the one that I've had other subs buy to practice their cock sucking!

Then I remembered her teeny peenie, and some online role play that we had done involving this penis sheath/extension from Oxballs. (Pic at left edited from oxballs.com.) I decided that it would be far more useful to have her buy it due to the SPH (small penis humiliation) possibilities, as well as everything I had already contemplated with the dildo. ;-) And, yes, those punishments are still on the table. Unlike some sissies, she dreads the idea of cock sucking, so hopefully that will act as a deterrent in regard to future procrastination!
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The time had cum for me to perform my Small Penis Humiliation punishment task for my delays and failures with Your Yule assignment and my lengthy absences over the Christmas Holiday period.

You, in Your wisdom had me purchase an extension sheath from UberKinky to show me just how teeny Your package is.

This was an extension [pun intended? ~M] of a yummy naughty scenario we had on IM whilst i was parked up alone before Christmas...... [*yummy memories*]

i prepared the 'thingy', as i have been calling it, and stripped so i was naked, nervously fingering the flexible, blue sheath.

i had been told to stroke and play with myself till i was hard and to show Mistress just how inadequate my size was by measuring myself against a ruler and then against the extension sheath!

As You can see from the images [which I've edited for the blog], Your package at its firmest is barely 3.5 inches long and pales into near invisibility when measured up against the shiny clear ice blue sheath!

As humiliating and upsetting as it was to show how small and sissy i am to You there was a tingle of excitement too which i found unexpectedly pleasing. i do hope that i was not wrong to feel so.... *blushes*

Having declared my sissiness to You by size in images, i was then to fit the 'thingy' to myself and show off my new found length!

This was an interesting and more exciting task than i had anticipated for i always approach new things with more trepidation than delight, and the thought of 'attaching' such a thing to myself did unnerve me.

The stretchiness and flexibility of the entrance and securing holes made my task much less daunting than i had expected. i am still not sure if it is best to secure balls first before attaching it over ones penis, or vice versa. i did experiment both ways without noticing a significant difference. i suspect i found that securing the penis first was marginally easier and more comfortable. [Yes, I would think that you would insert the penis into the shaft and then finish dropping the balls through the opening in the bottom before adjusting it tighter on the penis.]

To secure the device best one needs to squeeze the end to remove as much air as possible before slipping it over one's penis. this acts like a massive suction cup, holding your smallness tight inside the sheath as you squeeze your balls into the securing hole.

Here is Your package 'dressed' and prepared to please!

This was a unique experience and feeling, but one i feel sure will be repeated given Mistress and her wicked way of playing and teasing me out of myself, which, She knows, i love dearly, as i do Her. *blushes*

i was now to tease and play with myself whilst encased in the 'thingy' and only allowed to cum if it was whilst wearing the sheath!

i must admit that it almost caught me by surprise how quickly my new blue shiny 'cock' managed to cum! Barely was i on my knees in respect for Mistress, than i felt myself rapidly approaching the point of no return! i had just started to give the 'blueness' a squeeze, and the vacuum effect of the sheath upon my smallness worked quickly to sort of draw me out of myself. i was filled with a rush of excitement and thrill as within less than a minute my sissy cummie juices were inside the sheath!

My body tingling with the thrill and intensity of such a rapid release, i paused to utter our mantra, my devotion to You, my Mistress, giving thanks for the honour and pleasure You had bestowed on me with this new experience, pausing between each word to worship You and our being together:

Your gurl, Mistress.

Your cock, Mistress.

Your pleasure, Mistress.

At this point, i eased the device from Your package to show the creamy deposit i had made in Your honour.

Tipping the sheath up, i allowed the contents to run down its shaft and dribble into my waiting parted sissy lips, thanking You as i savoured the delights of my sissiness. *blushes*

The punishment complete, i washed the extension sheath inside and out, and put it away in a safe place.

Thank You, Mistress, for allowing me such a thrill and pleasure. It was intense and awesome, unexpectedly so as You know how fearful i can be of 'new' things.

i only have one negative observation from my experience and that is that the ball holding section does have cause to not remain in place fully. i suspect this is a personal thing due to my balls liking to 'retreat' within me when cornered as though they do not exist. i thought on this last night and perhaps fitting one of our cock rings first to make my balls more 'proud' would help this in the future, if it were not too painful! [I think you should give that a try next time. A ball stretcher might also be useful!] But, for a first time, i can find little cause not to give the whole experience, and humiliation of myself for You, a huge thumbs up! [;-)]

i hope that the report is satisfactory and makes You feel a little yummy. Performing and recounting this to You certainly was yummy for me! *blushes*

Much love and kisses,

Your sissy jezi, now SPH'd, blushing
xxx

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UPDATE:

Some of my readers have asked how much jezi could feel through the sheath. I was wondering the same which is why I had told her that she could only cum if she came while wearing it. I responded to jezi with the below after I received her report:

"I was wondering how the sensation would be through the sheath. So you can still feel a lot? Or was it mostly the suction from being inside the sheath that you felt? Want to try it again then? *very evil grin*"

She responded:

*blushing*

The feeling of suction was unique for me, and i think with the squeezing of my hand, it just 'took me away'!  *blushes*

It didn't give me the chance to see if the act of merely stroking the sheath would be felt or not really. Apologies for that, but i am only a learning sissy. *blushes*

Of course i would wear it again for You, Mistress, and i am happy for You to share my thoughts and feelings if they may assist others.

Just writing back to You reminds me of the all too brief but thrilling moments, and i did enjoy reporting my 'size', and lack thereof, to You as well.

Kisses and love,

Your loving, adoring sissy, jezi
xxx

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UPDATE #2: You can now read jezi's review of the Sheath at the Uberkinky site. I had her wait to write it until after she had worn it a second time, including quite a bit of testing (edging) time. ;-) 

Naughty November "Cranberrying" Report by My jezi-darling (UK)

This is jezi's third year cranberrying for me. ;-) She has always had problems finding the Jellied version of the sauce in the UK, so I've allowed her to use the Whole Berry version. I've come to the conclusion that the Brits have better taste than to buy cranberry sauce in the can!

However, after doing the assignment this year, she found some "Smooth" sauce in jars, so she's going to be doing it again. I've decided that I want to do a comparison study, so she won't be the only one! ;-)

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Dear Mistress,

Today was another of those incredibly special days that You deemed me worthy of having and i thank You deeply

This was the day of my Naughty November assignment and 'cranberrying' release in Your honour

i had selected a suitable jar of whole berry cranberry jelly/sauce at the local supermarket. There's nothing at all unusual in that when cumming up to Christmas and turkey time, so that part of the assignment was relatively easy and straight forward.

Now my having been a sissy of Mistress' for some time now this was not my first such assignment with the turkey loving berry, oh no, and this time was to be the best documented by pictures and the most intense yet!

Taking advantage of Mistress' advice, i made a hole in the jelly with two fingers of my left hand. The sauce was firm but squishy between my fingers. i used my messy fingers to rub and lubricate Your cock as i knelt before the jar of cranberry in homage to it and You. i had rarely before lubed myself thus for You. It made a sticky mess on Your cock but nothing compared to what was to cum later!

Suitably lubricated and naked, kneeling for You, Your cock now fairly firm in anticpation, i plunged it into the readymade hole and buried it within the glass jar and its contents of cool and messy sauce! i gasped a little at the coldness about Your cock but also at the thrill of being thus engulfed and surrounded. Some of the contents oozed out about Your cock and balls and spilt to the waiting towel and over my hand as i held the jar close up against my crotch!

The thrill and excitement of my Naughty November assignment for Mistress Magick and the gooeyness of the mess about Her cock as the cranberry squelched and squeezed about me soon had me on the edge of release. i tried my best to prolong the feelings as it might be some time before Mistress deemed me worthy of another cummie, but the intensity was way too much! After a mere 6 or 7 minutes of masturbating into the messy jar, i was chanting our mantra, slowly and with respect and joy in my heart - pausing after each word to add to the thrills:

'Your cock, Mistress'

'Your girl, Mistress'

'Your pleasure, Mistress'

And then in a joyous intense and amazing release, i came in the jar of cranberry, shivering and shaking with delight as my cummie squirted into the messy jelly.

Slowly, and with a smile on my face, i removed Your cock from the jar to reveal my yummy cummie in the jar of cranberry, a mess of wholeberries and sauce upon the towel beneath me. Tipping the jar up, i licked and lapped up all my yummy cummie, tasting of cranberry. Mixed with the jelly, i savoured every drop,  my devotion to my Mistress.

This was a very messy and fun release for Naughty November, one that had almost the intensity of a night in Europe (winks and blushes) - yes Mistress, that good!

It is a pleasure and honour to serve and worship You. i am so grateful for You allowing me back with You bit by bit, step by step, hug by hug and kiss by kiss.

i humbly submit my report and hope Mistress enjoyed the read and pictures a fraction of how much her sissy enjoyed taking part in Naughty November!

love and hugs and kisses,

Your sissy jezi girl and princess,
xxx

Sissy Birthday Spanking & Cummie Report by My jezi-darling

I spent much of jezi's birthday chatting with her, but she didn't have access to a proper spanking implement so I gave her a special homework assignment. ;-) I hope you enjoy her report.  ~ M

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Finally having the privacy to complete my task, I selected my panties for the day: the lovely and very sissy pinup panties that My Mistress Magick so very lovingly gifted me for my birthday three (yes 3!) years ago. 

They seemed perfect for what the morning had in store: my belated birthday spankings followed by a loving release in honour of My Mistress.

Mistress had been kind enough to allow me, Her sissy jezi, a release if, and only if, i were a good sissy and gave myself 52 spanks [including some extras "to grow on"], 26 to each cheek, with a wooden spoon in honour of my birthday.

i selected a suitably long handled implement and made my way to a private place in order to commence my spankings. i knelt and slid my panties down my thighs to expose my bottom in readiness and then proceeded to administer the spanks in blocks of 13 to each bum cheek. First 13 to the right, then 13 to the left and then repeated, all the time imagining My Mistress had Her hand on the handle and was helping me with my aim.

i cannot say the swats were painless - far from it, - and i am sure my cheeks were glowing admirably by the end. The glowing heat along with the stinging of the swats reminded me of how lucky i am to be back under probation with Mistress and how much i had missed being in Her Service.

The spankies complete, my attention now turned to Her cock, which was now somewhat aroused and a little dribbly with precum from the pleasure of my bottom having been spanked! i took Mistress' cock between my forefinger and thumb of my right hand and began to rub and stroke it as it grew firmer and slightly longer, (i am blessed with a truly sissy sized peewee, blushes). As my caressing got faster and faster my mind and my voice repeated over and over our mantra which meant so much to me and Mistress, and is our bond in times of pleasure. All said with suitable pauses and gasps between each word and phrase the following was uttered, nay, lovingly spoken....

Your girl, Mistress.

Your cock, Mistress.

Your pleasure, Mistress.

After the recent double edging #MMDay and my birthday spanks, there was not long to wait before Mistress' cock shot forth its load into the palm of my waiting hand, the glowing of my cheeks now warm on both my bum and my face as i knew the final task awaiting me......

The delight of my release filled me with joy and the reward from Mistress was the yummy sissy cream now in my palm which was eagerly and devotedly lapped and licked up.

Your sissy jezi was and is so happy to be able to share this with You, Mistress, and hopes that this report might put a smile on Your beautiful face as You set about Your day, curtsey

With much love and huggles and kisses,

Your sissy, jezi gurl

xxx

Belated Xmas Release Report by jezi-darling

I allowed several of my boys and gurls to have releases for Christmas. In jezi's case, I ordered her to dress up in the Santa's Helper outfit (like the one shown here) which she had purchased when she did my Holly Day Assignment the year before (2010). She had a house full of family over the holidays and wasn't able to dress up for her release until after New Year's. She waited like a good girl, and I'm sure that it was worth the wait!
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Apologies for the delay in this report.

i am very fortunate to have been a sissy gurl of Mistress for some time now, and this was my second year of being able to celebrate a christmas release under Her instruction.

i had been priviliged that Mistress had seen fit for me to delay my release until i had the privacy at home to dress for it, and i intended to make the effort to make it pleasing for Her as well as for her gurl.

i laid out my pretty santa's little helper outfit on the bed, together with the candy striped stockings and a nice pair of red heels (i love them and hope Mistress does too, but they are way too tight to wear...blush), as well as my special purple sissy scrunchy.....

i dressed slowly to enjoy the feeling of the soft material against my skin and attached the furry cuffs and rolled up my stockings, trying to ensure the pretty bows were facing the front. i set the red velvet hat upon my head and continued to dress.

The heels were hard to slip on even with the stockings helping as they so often do, being so sheer and slippery.....giggle.

Toes somewhat crushed, my feet were in and the ankle straps fastened. i suspect that is one reason i love the shoes, securing the buckle feels good!

Teetering in my heels i had one final item to 'attach' - the gorgeous purple satin sissy scrunchy, gifted by Mistress, was to adorn Her pole during release in Her honour. This time it would be extra special for I had decided to double loop it about Her entire package, blushes. It wasn't easy, but soon Her package was standing proud and presenting a hopefully pretty sissy for Her to enjoy.

Preparations complete, i knelt for my release for my wonderful Mistress.

Her pole taut under the sissy scrunchy ring, i slowly teased it to the edge and stopped, gasping a little - the feeling was quite intense. Once more i began to stroke and tease, knowing it would not be long before the sissy clitty in my fingers would explode and fill my waiting palm.

Slowly and deliberatlely i repeat our mantra:

Your boy, Mistress

Your cock, Mistress

Your pleasure, Mistress

with pauses after each and every word. The intensity rose until finally, with a gasy and squeal of delight, Her cock shot it's sissy load into my waiting hand, warm and creamy.

i smiled and swiftly leant forward to devour my 'prize' for being a good sissy for Mistress, lapping all the cream like a greedy pussy cat.

It only remains for me to thank my Mistress Magick for the great gift i have been allowed and send Her my love and kisses.

xxxx,
Your sissy, jezi-girl
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Photo of Ms. Santa outfit from Ann Summers: http://www.annsummers.com/

Naughty November "Cranberry Cream" Thanksgiving Report by my jezi-girl

It was with joy in my heart and a good feeling all over that i made preparations for this year's Thanksgiving assignment for the divine Mistress Magick.

i pioneered the cranberry jelly version from over here in the UK last year and it had gone down so well (in many ways! lol) that i decided a repeat would be most appreciated by Mistress.

i visited a local supermarket to purchase my new jar of cranberry jelly by Ocean Spray a few days before Thanksgiving and managed to arrange privacy for the day itself.

i had been in self controlled chastity for over 40 days by Thanksgiving and was delighted to be able to take part in such a special and delicious assignment.

i knew how messy the task could be and not wishing to 'stain' anything too permanently went for the "naked sissy" this year.

In readiness and to enhance the task, i took the liberty of edging twice before hand to get Your cock close and 'awake to the job in hand' (forgive the pun).

i unscrewed the lid of the glass jar and knelt down to commence the assignment, pressing Your already slightly damp cock into the coolness of the cranberry jelly. i gasped as Your soft cock began to make a "dent" in the firm jelly and then became gradually harder the more i pressed and pushed, simulating sex with the jar, stroking a nipple with my spare hand and gasping and moaning Your name as i devoted the assignment to Your honour.

Your cock continued to firm up as the jelly began to squish about the tip and shaft the more i thrusted and pressed into the cranberry, the redness beginning to mark Your cock and tingle just a little the closer i got to release.

The mantra, our mantra, repeating itself in my head as the moment of cumming apporoached...i began to whisper it pausing after each word, in time with my thrusting and pressing and enjoying every second:

Your gurl, Mistress.

Your cock, Mistress.

Your pleasure, Mistress.

i repeated the mantra over and over as i get soooo close to release and then......... i gasp and cry out with pleasure, Your pleasure Mistress as Your cock quirts it's load into the red cranberry jelly, creamy against the redness, soooo delightful.

There is a little sweat on my brow from the excitement and exertion, as the release of 40+ days of chastity fills the jar.

i begine to lick and lap at the creamy mess in the jar, knowing none of the lovely cummie is to be wasted. The sour cranberry is soothed by the delightful sissy cummie mixed in. i manage to lick and finger out almost half the jar along with all my 'cream'. i lick and suckle my fingers clean, before looking at Your cranberry stained cock, marked now for You in celebration of Thanksgiving.

Thank You, Mistress, for allowing me to take part and enjoy a release in honour of Your holiday!

With love and kisses and huggles always,

Your chaste once more sissy, jezi-girl
xxx

Sissy Release in Pink Silk Chemise & G-String by jezi-darling

jezi's release comes (pun intended) after 73 days of self-control chastity(!), and just in time for her birthday!

Happy Birthday, sweetie!
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It was never my intention that jezi go this long without a release, but she was incommunicado for over six weeks due to what she explained later were unusual work obligations & family circumstances. I'm sure some of you were wondering where shes was. So was I! When she finally came back, her appearances were rather sporadic, and, I needed to wait until she became a bit more consistent before I allowed her a release.

In the meantime, I had ordered and sent her an early birthday present - a sissy-pink silk chemise and g-string set decorated with embroidered flowers on sheer accents - which arrived just in time for her to enjoy wearing it as part of her birthday release. It took International Mail almost a month to get it to her so I'm glad I sent it early!
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As it had been deemed time for my release, i arranged things for a private time yesterday morning once the house was free.

i carefully opened my new present from Mistress: a pink silk chemise with floral bust and matching g-string. It felt divine to touch, and i was very excited to be allowed to wear such a gift from Mistress for my release.

i stepped into the g-string and pulled it up over Your package. It held things quite nicely. It must be being so small! *blush* i had decided to also wear a pink satin sissy scrunchy about Your pole for the release and carefully added this [see pic at right].

Finally, i slipped the silky pink chemise over my head and down over my body, tingling as it slid over my chest.

Mistress had ordered me to edge 1-2 times before my release so, kneeling, i edged at first for some 90secs with the g-string just under Your package. A minute or so later I edged again for another 75 secs before being ready for my long anticipated release.

Still kneeling, i began to stroke Your cock and to rub my nipples through the sheer floral 'cups' over my chest. I was soon approaching the moment of no return. i began our mantra, with pauses between each word, and each line, to focus my mind and my release for Your pleasure:

'Your girl'

'Your cock'

'Your pleasure'

i repeated the mantra 4 or 5 times before reaching a glorious and very exciting release! Catching my sissy cummie in the palm of my hand and smiling, admiring the warm creaminess before licking and sucking my hand clean like a good sissy.

i sincerely hope that my report meets Your approval and thank You from the bottom of my heart for the gifts of the chemise and of the release.

With all my love and huggles and kisses,

Your chaste-once-more sissy, jezi-girl
xxxx

Second Mirrored Sissy Release Report by my jezi-darling

I ordered jezi to have another mirrored release, concentrating more on watching herself in the mirror this time. ;-)

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Dear Mistress

Please find below the report of my release taken last week in honour of and in service for You.

Circumstances conspired against me on my allotted day for release but my wonderful Mistress Magick allowed me, in fact commanded me to have my release the following day in Her honour and to get back on track.

i knew that it would be good to match my sissy scrunchy to my panties and since black was still my main colour for each day from my poor performance some months ago, i realised i had the perfect set:

i chose my black satin panties with long dangly bows at each hip to match the black satin and chiffon rose beaded sissy scrunchy that Mistress had recently sent to decorate Her package (She had been kind enough to send me 8 different colours and they adorn Her pole/package each day as a reminder that i am Hers, Her sissy, jezi-girl.)

Kneeling before a mirror, ringed and panties down by my knees, i edged Her sissy pole until i produced some delightful sissy lippy. i smeared it over my lips and licked my finger clean before commencing my decreed release.

Watching myself in the mirror was thrilling and exciting as i got closer and closer, teasing and stroking Her pole till it burst forth, filling my waiting hand with hot sissy cream, my whole body tingling with delight as i repeated out mantra:

Your cock, Mistress.

Your girl, Mistress.

Your pleasure, Mistress.

(pausing between each word and phrase as Her cock filled my hand with cummie)


Thank You, Mistress, for allowing Your girl to have a release.

With love as ever, Your sissy jezi-girl
xxx

Sissy Cock Ring Scrunchies: Wearing Report by my jezi-darling

These scrunchies were actually made-to-order samples from an import company in China! With so many boys & gurls having problems finding flowered scrunchies for my Beltane assignment, I decided to look into options for obtaining some to sell next year. I ordered jezi one in every color that I liked (I skipped the brown and added another purple combination to test it), and I also have a limited number of dark purple ones to sell to other boys or gurls who would like to decorate their May Pole in my signature purple!

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My loving Mistress had discovered a source for the most perfect scrunchies to adorn her package, and had, with some assistance from Her jezi-girl (me!), obtained a selection for Her to ring Her pole with!

When i heard the news that they had arrived from the Far East, i was naturally excited. Mistress told me She would forward a selection for my personal use via express overseas mail. i waited patiently for the package to arrive and then....a box....yes, from Mistress! Excitement coursed through me, and not just a little tingling too! Both Mistress and i know how much i enjoy Her scrunchie and ribbon assignments, and adorning Her pole with such things. *blush*

On opening the box, what an Aladdin's cave of treasure: not one, but 8! Yes, 8 different coloured scrunchies! What's more, each one was a two-tone combination of satin and chiffon, and had at least three fabric rose buds decorated with beads! How perfectly wonderful! And how perfect for this girl!

i advised Mistress of the joy from receiving Her gift and instantly adorned Her package with the purple scrunchie as directed. It was an amazingly good fit and was worn all day after I tweeted about the package arrival. Purple is Mistress' colour for us and seemed appropriate for the first day. Other colours include grey, lavender, cream, mushroom (better than beige!), black, deep pink, and a baby pink and mushroom combination, one for each day of the week with a spare for laundry day!

The first day was a joy. The scrunchie remained in place all day with only one slight slippage. i truly believe they are the perfect sissy ring for this jezi-girl, and they also add a touch of real girlishness when over a metal-ringed package for Mistress. i have discovered that also, for a limited time, the scrunchie can be worn as a twisted loop, figure eight, with one loop about the base of the pole while the other surrounds and presents the balls forward, a very attractive look! *giggle*

i hope Mistress enjoys reading this and finds it suitable for blogging, perhaps with some additional pics from Her collection

with love and kisses from Your adoring and chaste sissy jezi-girl

xxxxx

Mirrored Sissy Release Report by my jezi-darling

As with the boys, I wanted to see how jezi would do watching herself kneeling in front of the mirror for me as she had a release. However, being that she's a sissy, I decided to let her wear lingerie rather than being completely nude. And, of course, my cock ring collar was required. ;-)
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Dear Mistress,

It was with a feeling of love and delight that i readied myself for a special 'mirrored' release for You.

i had taken part in the recent #MMDay edging games. You had deemed me worthy of a 'victory' and was allowing me a release for Your pleasure. i was so pleased to have been granted such an honour and to have it made public by You tweeting my win and prize.

The rules for my release were simple: to kneel, while wearing Your lavender/purple metal cock-ring and wearing panties selected to please You. i was lucky enough to also be allowed to don a satin top too. Thank you for allowing me to wear it as a special gift/reward. The twist to this release was to do it all in front of a mirror so i could see my reflection as i honoured You.

i selected a pair of panties that i knew You would like and had not seen for some time: black satin with dangly bows at each hip. i 'secured', if that's a good word, Your package in the metal ring, found a bright pink satin camisole, quite short, to slip over my naked torso and then knelt before the mirror.

i slipped my panties down to release Your cock and then began to tease and stroke Your cock while i rubbed my nipples a little through the satin. i quickly became very hard and tense, the ring adding to the aching and longing in Your package for a release. As I stroked, i could see the reflection of my honour for You in the mirror.

It took barely more than a minute before i was repeating our mantra and filling my palm with sissy juice from Your cock

Your girl, Mistress
Your cock, Mistress
Your pleasure, Mistress

ALWAYS

i eagerly lapped up the fruit from Your cock, licked my hand and sucked my fingers dry.

The mirroring added to the tension and excitement. i took some personal pictures for You to see how thankful for the release your sissy jezi-girl was (though they were much more difficult to take than i had anticipated and may not have come out as well as i hoped - maybe next time).

i hope this report finds my loving and wonderful Mistress well and meets Your approval, and maybe even finds it's way onto Your blog to show me off.
[But of course! ;-)]

with love and affection

kisses

Your chaste sissy jezi-girl
xxx

Metal Cock Ring / Collar Report by jezi-darling

It looks so simple doesn't it?

It is hard to believe that something so basic can inspire so much fear or pride
... and have such meaning attached to it.
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Dear Mistress,

Here is my report on the wearing and feelings surrounding Your lavender metal cock ring.

i admit to being scared of the thought of something so permanent about Your package, regardless that i knew the rubber rings had previously come away quite freely. They were of course able to be cut if necessary and they also stretched: a technique that i had used early on with them to ensure the full snaring of the cock and balls. *blush*

i have to admit to loving the feeling and touch of the cold metal as i was preparing to make my first attempt at wearing the ring, but i still struggled to have the balls 'free' enough to be able to coax them through the ring. It was then that i wondered about ringing the whole package with the rubber ring to have Your full package snared and readily presented for ringing. No way they could sneak away and hide from the metal ring!

Having done this and having Your package well presented and appointed, i attempted to feed each ball through first. I was quite delicate at first, nervous of applying too much pressure but this didn't seem to work as the metal ring lacked the flexibility of the rubber purple ring and did not 'give' in any way. i realised there would have to be more force applied to my 'delicate' and relatively virginal balls (at least with a metal ring!) and i pushed firmly so that one and then the second followed through the ring. i breathed a deep sigh of relief that they were both through, sitting proudly and large encircled by Your lavender metal ring, the slippery nature of the aluminium i believe helped them slide through at the end.

Remembering that Your cock is basically a very soft and sloppy thing when not aroused, i grabbed the now slippery tip (as it was oozing precum from the exciting and nervous thoughts) and began to tuck it through the ring behind the balls till it was possible to pull it through to join it's friends! i gasped and smiled with pleasure at having achieved what i had been so very worried about for You.

i knew how much You had wanted me to wear Your ring (and that this was the position that i had been aiming for given that a traditional collar about my neck may never be truly achievable) so i felt much pride and love and devotion at my achievement. i smiled broadly and gave devotion to You, my Mistress, by repeating the mantra we have for when i am allowed cummies. it felt appropriate, and as i said subsequently it felt like Your package was truely Yours for this ring was so much more than the rubber ones and it seemed to contain Your package better too.

i have now worn Your ring twice, for this is truly Your ring, Mistress. The first time i had to remove it after 20 mins as it was quite sore in the left groin area, but today i am pleased to say that even with a couple of edges, blush, it remained about Your package for nearly an hour with very little discomfort. And it certainly made my edges shorter! Perhaps that was the excitement of wearing it as much as anything though.

i sit here in nicely spotted baby pink satin bikini panties for Your #MMDay and am delighted to be as always,

Your adoring, chaste sissy jezi-girl

i love You, Mistress

*kisses*
xxx
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I'm so glad that jezi finally tried on the larger purple aluminum ring that I sent her. It is meant to be a "collar" that she can wear more discretely than a traditional one.

I do want to note that she had a tendency to "cheat" with the rubber rings, stretching them over her package as she could rather than putting each ball through individually and then following with her (My) cock as suggested, and I think that made it harder for her to learn to do it properly with the metal ring. boys & girls, there is a reason that I want you to practice with the rubber rings first, and it's not just for sizing purposes!

That being said, her balls are quite naughty, and have a tendency to like to escape. The technique of putting the rubber ring on first seems to be doing the job in regard to not letting them do so as she is putting on the metal one, and the firmer, metal ring seems to be doing a much better job of holding them there once they have been caught!
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Photo:
http://www.painfulpleasures.com/xcart/customer/product.php?productid=4133

St. Patrick's & Edging Practice #MMDay Reports by my jezi-girl

This was my jezi-darling's second St. Patrick's Day as well, as I was glad the have her taking part. I think she's been doing better since her detention, so I was happy to reward her by allowing her to take part if the Edging Practice #MMDay!
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Dear Mistress,

Here follows my report for the St Pat's assignment and subsequent special edging training day.

Having purchased my new emerald green ribbon just in time for the 17th of March and duly reported my shopping trip, it was now time to follow the usual enjoyable ritual of encasing Your package in the sensual fabric for the day.

In order to avoid detection at home, i left it very late in the evening before tying up Your package, taking care to not wrap it too tightly and being sure to leave plenty to make a nice big bow. Mistress knows how much i enjoy tasks such as these and this was no different, the fabric touching about Your package and Your cock excited and pleased and filled me with love and devotion for You, Mistress. [:-)]

Pantied, the bow remained reasonably in place all night as i dreamt of my Mistress and my love for Her. Due to my continued punishment for earlier listed misdemeanours such as the illegal cummie and lack of attention to instruction, unlike last year i was pantied for the day. My previous ribbon tasks had involved me remaining 'commando' for the day just being adorned by the ribbon - to be pantied felt different, but safer too!

i enjoyed visits to the bathroom as it gave me a chance to check the tension and tightness and to re-bow the package without of course removing the body of the wrapped ribbon.

The day passed without any unusual events and the ribbon was very well behaved! Your cock enjoyed being adorned in green for the day and looks forward to the next such task.

It then came to pass that a very special day was announced by Mistress, an #MMDay for training purposes and all Mistress boys and girls were allowed to participate, even those like me, under edge detention and punishment for my previously noted misdemeanours.

This edging was opened to all and with free reign to try and do as many as one pleased in the day, a task made all the more fun by a new girl starting the deal from Australia - meaning she stole a march on us west of her and set us a 'target' number.

Mistress told me She had shared several of my tweets with the girl, taylah, and this pleased and excited me for i love Mistress showing me off.

Quite the challenge was set by taylah! i did my best to try and compete! i enjoyed tweeting my edges immensely, but not as much as being allowed to edge so freely and to coat my sissy lips with the delightful sissy precum cream from many of the 'successful' edges.

i started to edge as soon as i saw the order for the day and eventually managed 8 in the day, which i think is a personal record but nowhere near the amazing 15 taylah managed Down Under! my lips were delighted to receive so much protein as i had missed greatly the opportunity to be a proper sissy for Mistress, but that was all my own fault.

i ensured that i never had a cummie so as to remain chaste for my lenten punishment but the thrill of so much edging, the ache of my growing balls and the delight of sissy lippy made it all very very worthwhile.

i am devoted to Mistress and love Her dearly.

Thank You, Mistress, for such a privilege, a special day was had in Your honour!

Love and kisses,

Your chaste sissy, jezi-girl
xxx

St. Patrick's Day Ribbon Shopping by my jezi-darling

Short & sweet. Can you tell that she's done this before? ;-)

This will be jezi's second St. Patrick's Day with her package decorated for MY pleasure, and probably at least her sixth time wearing a ribbon on MY cock as a reminder of my ownership. ;-)

This year, I am expecting approximately five boys and gurls to take part, and I will have beribboned subs in the UK, the US & Canada.
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Dear Mistress

i have succesfully visited my usual haberdashery and purchased a new length of emerald green ribbon to adorn Your package with tomorrow.

It was quite an easy, as well as rewarding, task, green being the colour for now meant little or no embarrassment when asking for the ribbon. One yard was purchased, between an inch and two inches wide, so plenty to tie a beautiful bow and decorate Your package for St Patrick's Day.

Kisses and much love,

Your chaste, edgeless jezi-girl
xxx

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Are you ready for St. Patrick's Day?

40 Spanks on a Girly's Bum! by my jezi-darling

I felt that two weeks was too long for me to have to wait for jezi to find privacy for her first punishment spanking. I understand that often she has a house full of people and therefore no privacy, and I try to respect that. But I also know that she sometimes procrastinates, and after a time I start wondering if she might just be using lack of privacy as an excuse. She should be working to make, or take advantage of, any appropriate opportunities. Therefore, after too many delayed, or even forgotten assignments, I have decided that I may punish her for taking too long to complete her tasks or reports, whatever the reason.

In this particular case, while I loved how intense her cummie was, she also did not seem to have been very punished by her first spanking. Therefore I had her do it again, but instead of 25+ spanks with a cummie at the end, she had give herself 40 spanks with no cummie. This was much more effective... ;-)


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Today was another punishment day.

The privacy was found for the next stage of my punishment: a minimum of 40 spanks to be self administered for my tardiness in reporting and completing tasks. Mistress had deemed it necessary to pay for my many delays.

i stripped and put on a pair of black satin panties with purple side panels covered with an overlay of black lace. Mistress likes these. i found the impliment of punishment, the wooden spoon, and headed for a quiet place.

Kneeling, i lowered my panties to my knees and began to swat my now naked bum cheeks with the spoon. thwacking each in turn and contemplating the reasons for my punishment between each swipe - my delays in reporting, my tardiness in completing tasks and the love of my Mistress who sees fit to discipline me to help me be a better sissy/girl for Her.

This is only my second ever spanking and i feel my cheeks glow and sting as the spanks increase until at last i make it to 40, 20 to each buttock.

i feel oddly excited and humiliated as well as cleansed and submissive, devoted to my Mistress as always but more so. Your cock was less impressed with this spanking, whether it knew there was to be no edging or cummie, i'm not sure, but it failed to get very hard, and produced just a small dribble to smear across my sissy lips as I give thanks to You, my Mistress, before slipping my panties back over my bum for the day.

i took a sneak peek in the mirror first and blushed at the two red cheeks i saw looking back at me, truly glowing and tingling.

Thank You, Mistress, for what i have received.

Lentern abstinence will be observed for Your honour.

Much love, Your jezi-girl, chaste and glowing
xxx

Spanking & Legal Cummie Report by my jezi-darling

Many of you know that jezi has been in detention for having an "illegal" cummie on Valentine's Day. I wanted her to be able to celebrate the holiday with me, but only if she submitted her belated Valentine's panty shopping report.  It is my belief that, as MY girl, she should submit her report early in order to set a standard for others. However, it was almost the holiday and she still had not written it, so I decided to offer her the incentive of allowing her to cum for me on the holiday, if I had received and approved her report in time for her to do so. Instead, somehow, she misremembered and took her reward without finishing and submitting her work, and getting my approval first! Therefore, she is being punished for two things: 1) the illegal cummie and 2) her tendency to procrastinate. 

What punishment would be severe enough to make sure that she never mis-remembered again, and to spark a fire under her to do her work more promptly?

First, I restricted her to only wearing black panties in order to show her contrituion, and remind her daily of her misdeeds. She also has not been allowed to edge or otherwise touch herself in a naughty fashion. I simply could NOT allow her to touch herself at all after her illegal cummie!

I assigned her the next step, this spanking, a couple days after detention began, however, it took her a full two weeks to find the private time to fullfill it. Part of me wonders if she delayed because she was nervous about the spanking. However, the longer she took to do it, the longer her punishment would continue, so in doing so, she was only further punishing herself. She finally told me that she thought she would have time, so I offered her an additional incentive if she had her spanking that day, and she finally did...

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This was to be a "first" for Mistress' jezi-girl, a self inflicted spanking with a wooden spoon as part of her punishment for failing to pay attention to instructions and, worse than that, actually giving herself a cummie without permission.

Mistress had deemed 25 spanks to be the "minimum" to be received on my bare bottom, with panties about my knees, whilst kneeling and giving up remorse after each spank.

After two weeks with no privacy, at last sufficient time became available for me to administer the next part of my punishment:

Nervously i prepared myself, stripping to just my black satin panties, only being allowed to wear black whilst on edge detention and under Mistress' punishment regime. Kneeling i lowered my panties to my knees and prepared to face the sting, if that's how it was to feel, of the spoon on my naked bum.

Tentatively at first i hit my right cheek, giving thanks and apology to Mistress for my errors after the thwack on my bottom. It smarted a little, but was not unpleasant. i repeated the swat upon my left cheek and once more sought forgiveness for my lack of attention to Mistress' words. With each swat alternating cheeks, i increased the speed and strength of delivery, feeling the sting of the wooden spoon increase with each blow and my feeling of remorse growing.

Surprisingly, as the spanking continued and reached about 14-15 spanks, i began to notice something i had not expected - Your cock was growing, a feeling of excitement with each additional spank and sting from the spoon! Varying the strength of the swats now has little difference as i pass the 20 mark. There is a permanent warmth and tingle to each cheek which only is enhanced a little with each spank, but Your cock continues to harden. It also tingles with expectation, for it knows that a cummie is allowed at the end of the spankings under Mistress' special instructions, an offer good for today only.

i reach the full 25 and am feeling very humble at having recounted my misdemeanours so regularly during and after each spank as well as by kneeling near naked with a glowing and tenderised bum. i give my left cheek one more to make 26 in total as it seemed unfair to leave it one behind the right, and then grasped Your cock, firmer than i had expected it to be and yearning for release in Your honour.

Still kneeling, panties at my knees and ass cheeks alight, i began to slowly rub and play with Your cock. It was within moments close to cumming so i tried to prolong it a little but the intensity was too much. i quickly reached the point when i expected to cum and began repeating the mantra slowly and between strokes:

Your cock, Mistress.

Your girl, Mistress.

Your pleasure Mistress.

But the first feeling was a false alarm, getting ready for the main event, as my body shivered but no release. Continuing to rub and stroke faster i felt a second 'coming' (giggle) and repeated the mantra once more:

Your cock, Mistress.

Your girl, Mistress.

Your pleasure, Mistress.

Pausing after each word as my body began to shake and the tingling in Your cock grew very intense and then......wow......cummie exploded into my waiting hand, squirting it's load 3, 4 times as my whole being shook....a very, very intense cummie, Mistress!

i gave honour to You once more repeating our mantra before drinking and licking all of the wonderful sissy cummie from my hand - such a pleasure to savour the juices once more and from a "legal" cummie this time!

From Saturday i have returned to edge detention and black panty punishment until Mistress sees fit to relax any conditions of my continuing punishment.

i hope Mistress finds the report to Her satisfaction and possibly worthy of sharing on Her blog sometime.

With much love and affection, as ever,


Your jezi-girl, chaste and edgeless

xxxx

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I had originally considered taking jezi off her detention after her spanking, however, since she took so long to fullfill her punishment, I have not done so. Instead, I have relaxed her detention: She is now allowed to wear panties that have colors mixed with black... such as her purple ruffled rumba panties, fushia and black dotted ones, rose-print silk bikinis, and rose-print satin and black, mesh-back ones. Those are some of my favorites, so she will be wearing them first. She can still wear plain black panties as well, but panties of any other color must have some black on them. 

In addition, to reward her for getting this report in to me in a more timely manner, and to remind her of what she is missing for her naughtiness, I allowed her a single edging today. Just one.  

Valentine's Panties Report by my jezi-darling

jezi was late turning in her Valentine's panties shopping report, so I put her on edging detention (chastity, but without her usual required daily edges) until it was done. We chatted on Saturday, and she did have some questions about whether it was okay that she purchased the panties while shopping with her partner and whether to include it in her report, but she should have asked me about them earlier and should not have delayed her report because of them. I decided to give her a Valentine's gift of allowing her a series of special edges, with the incentive that she could finally cum afterward *if* she had returned her report by then.

- Mistress Magick:  Was thinking a special holiday edging: Twice together - then once alone - then four times together - 2/14
- jezi_darling:  2 edges, one edge, then four together, eek
- Mistress Magick:  *grinning*
- Mistress Magick:  If you have privacy, and if you have finished your report, you can have your cummie after the four!

Later...

- Mistress Magick:  The edging instructions are for Monday regardless
- jezi_darling:  2-1-4 edges so 7 in total and no cummie?
- Mistress Magick:  You can finish with a cummie, if I have received and approved your report.

Imagine my surprise when she tweeted that she had had her cummie, but I had not yet received the report. Surely it was on the way... or perhaps her partner had requested that she cum... but No! 

Somehow between the weekend and Monday, she confused my directions. I finally received her report today, after questioning her why she had cum without sending it. She is back on edging detention with the requirement that she tweet each day the edges that she would have had that day if she had listened to me. She is also showing her contrition by wearing only black panties until further notice, while I consider her punishment and how to prevent this from happening again. I do think it was a genuine mistake because she wouldn't have tweeted about it the way that she did if she had been naughty (and she isn't the sort to be naughty in that way). Too much testosterone does have a tendency to make horny boys and gurls hear what they want to hear and remember what they want to remember, but she simply has to learn to listen better, follow instructions to the letter *and* work harder to complete her assignments on time. 

All of that being said, it is a yummy report, so I hope that you enjoy it!

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A week or so before Valentine's Day i found an interesting opportunity to complete my shopping task for special panties whilst at a local branch of Marks & Spencer. i was shopping with my partner, and she was amusingly directing me toward the ladies panties when amongst the rails i noticed a display of red silk lingerie especially for the upcoming 'special day'.

i tried to veer my partner toward said display as i thought it would be quite fun to have her help select my assignment panties for Mistress. The display had a selection of matching items: bra, panties, thong and corset/babydoll all in red silk with black lace trim - so very 'standard' for the day. 'oooh those are nice,' she whispered, winking to me. i felt a rush of excitement and am sure i blushed, as i could feel my cheeks warming. She just smiled at me and then held up a pair of the red silk panties in my size for me to look at, giving me a very knowing glance. i nodded and said, 'mmm very nice' and almost giggled as she then dropped them in our empty basket! i then had to go pay for them on my own while she went off elsewhere - not so bad when nearing Valentine's as they can always be 'for my partner'

After some wonderful conversation with Mistress over the weekend prior to Valentines, i wore my special panties all day, enjoying the red silk holding Your package and the soft black lace tickling my skin. There were special edging instructions for the day: 2 at first, then one single edge and finally four edges together......

The first two edges were completed within my panties, each lasting just over a minute before Your cock dribbled and made the first stains of the day on the pretty red silk prison, wiping my finger across the dampness and smearing my lips.

The single edge was much more intense and shorter, lasting barely 50 seconds, this time with my panties about my knees as i stroked Your cock - firm and throbbing as i barely managed to avoid release - a little nectar oozing from the tip to my waiting finger which i sucked and licked with pleasure and in Your honour.

i slipped into my cami, lovingly purchased by Mistress for me at Christmas, black and silky to the touch, hugging my torso closely - mmmmmm - four edges this time and to keep my panties as clean as possible. First two were within the red silk panty prison and delightful, a little cream seeping from the tip of Your cock and glazing my panties and my finger which i licked and then rubbed on my nipples. i teased my nipples through the black silky camisole as i edged twice more, so quickly reaching firmness, my balls aching, Your cock tense and firm and ready to explode as i stopped and let it just ooze once more.

Then i made a terrible mistake - i allowed myself to cum, having misunderstood the rules for the day as denoted by my beloved Mistress. i did all the correct things, praising Mistress, offering the release up to Mistress, slowly repeating my mantra, pausing to do homage after each word:

Your girl, Mistress

Your cock, Mistress

Your pleasure, Mistress

Before accepting Your glorious (and now as i realise, non-permitted, release)

i am mortified to have got things so terribly wrong, beg Your forgiveness and thank You for all You have given me and shown me over the last years - i hope not to have lost You but fully understand if i am to be dismissed after this report.

i shall not tweet till i know Your decision Mistress,

Your chaste girl still i hope,
jezi
xxx