Exquisite Written Punishment & Release Report by SeekingP

It's very obvious that SeekingP is a wonderfully sensuous submissive who simply adores his Goddess... the kind of boy that we all would love to have. Unfortunately, he has let a porn addiction divert his time and attention way from her. I enjoying training him to refocus his energy back where it belongs. In this case, his line was:

My sexuality is to be used for the pleasure of my Goddess, not for taking my time away from her.

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Dear Mistress Magick,


Thank you for granting me a release in response to the completion of my assignment.

Your choice of line and repetitions served as good learning point for me. As a lover and submissive male, I need to work on focusing on serving my Goddess and providing her with pleasure. My past actions have been selfish and I have neglected to use my sexuality in a productive way.

When I saw that you had assigned only 150 lines, I initially thought that this might be a shorter assignment than the last one you gave me. However, I soon realised that this line was longer, and that I would still spend various hours writing it, a boring task that I nonetheless deserve for my bad behaviour.

Receiving your instructions gave me a sexual buzz, though once I actually started on the lines, the tedium set in. With each line I was reminded why I was writing the lines, and of my determination to be better in the future. It felt like it took ages to get to the half-way mark with these lines. It seemed to go quicker after they were half done, but I still had to spend time at the task several days in a row.

The lines made me think about how much I want to pleasure my Goddess, and how much I'm looking forward to her coming home. They also reminded me of what I'm not to do, that I'm not to waste my time viewing porn. My struggle with porn has been long and difficult, but with the help of your discipline I've been good and resisted the temptation for the last 10 days. Wearing my thongs helped me to feel like a submissive little slut, to remind me that I should try and be as sexy and pleasing as possible to my partner, and that other women do not exist for the purpose of titillating me. My lust should be channelled towards pleasing the woman in my life, not objectifying strangers.

I was happy and satisfied when I completed my lines. I then paid my fine to you. My feelings about the fines are interesting. I understand why you want a tribute in return for providing your time to wayward males such as myself. But in all my years of internet use, I have never spent money on porn. I've been willing to waste my time viewing pictures, but never my money. So, it's rather ironic for me that I am spending my time and money on your discipline. This is not meant as a complaint, just a reflection on my feelings. I appreciate your help and discipline and realise that the tributes allow you to put time towards us subs.

Over the last 10 days I have found myself increasingly focused on how I want to treat my Goddess and be intimate with her upon her return. I have made a to do list of things I would like to do to serve her and welcome her on her return in 3 weeks. Things like stocking up on favourite foods, massage oils, and candles. I'd like to spend the next few weeks focusing on how I can treat and pleasure and serve my Goddess when she's back at home. Your discipline has greatly helped in pushing me into that loving, submissive mindset.

I was excited and pleased when I read your release instructions. Partly, I was just glad to be granted a release, as it had been almost a week since the last one I was allowed. I got your email yesterday morning, but I was in a rush to head to work and so carrying our your instructions would have to wait until the evening. All day I thought about how good the orgasm would feel, and about how I want to put my arms around by beautiful lover. When I got home from work, I went about my usual chores and tasks in the evening, anticipating bedtime when I would edge and bring myself to orgasm.

When bedtime finally arrived, I lit candles in the bedroom, imagining that my Goddess was there with me to enjoy the romantic flickering. I edged for about 20 minutes, bringing myself to the edge 4 or 5 times. I imagined spending time curled up snuggling with my Goddess. I imagined making love to her. I even fantasised about your suggested 'rule' that I always go to bed and cuddle with her, no strings attached...Her coming to expect that form of intimate service, of my holding her close, for her to drift off to sleep or receive a massage, or make love, depending on what she feels like. That type of service hits my sub button and made me feel quite hot and horny.

After 20 minutes of edging, I turned on my side, held one hand to the head of my cock, and slowly pushed myself over the edge. Large amounts of cum came gushing forth, with a little bit spilling on the sheets. But I caught most of it in my hand, and immediately licked it up. As with the actual writing of the lines, I don't really enjoy the taste of my seed. But it is discipline and I appreciate the effect this has on me. I licked my cum off my hand and fingers and soaked in the feeling of submission, of doing this because I was instructed to. I thought about how it feels to give a woman control over my cock, and thought abut how I want to give that control to my Goddess upon her return.

I drank a bit of water, and with a slightly unpleasant salty taste still in my mouth, I rolled over, exhausted, and fell asleep.

Thank you, Mistress Magick, for your control and discipline. I look forward to your next assignment. I also look forward to the return of my Goddess, with a renewed feeling of how I want to pleasure and serve her.


Yours in submission,
SeekingP